Voices
(hed) p.e. Lyrics

Somethin inside tells me to grab this pen and write it down
Inspiration pushes me to pick up my pen and express myself through writing.

That very same voice tells me to grab this joint and light it now
The same inspiring voice urges me to smoke marijuana to further enhance my creativity and imagination.

There must be somethin in these trees that keep me sane
The nature surrounding me provides me with a sense of balance and stability.

Because I got these tendencies to put a bullet in your brain
Despite feeling sane, there are moments where I feel violent and aggressive towards others.

Suicidal tendencies to grab a razor blade
The desire to end my own life at times is strong enough to make me reach for a razor blade.

Chop a line as long as Thailand
Snort cocaine in amounts similar to the country of Thailand's geographical size.

And inject it in my brain
Take drugs so extensively that my brain's health is compromised due to the injection.

And it wasn't even Yayo
I consumed a dangerous drug, crystal Drain-O, instead of the less harmful cocaine (Yayo).

Fuck Nancy Rea-ho
Disrespectful remark towards Nancy Reagan and her war on drugs campaign.

Don't just say no
A phrase associated with Nancy Reagan's campaign to discourage drug use.

Just say yes
Encouragement to engage in drug use and the corresponding lifestyle.

And go have sex on ten hits of X
Promoting the consumption of ecstasy, whilst also encouraging sexual activity.

Let ten guys cum on your chest
Advocating for multiple men to ejaculate on the listener's chest.

Just make sure I'm next
The singer desires to be the final participant in the sexual activity.

I had my aids test
The singer had an AIDS screening to ensure their safety and of those they sexually engage with.

And I think I passed
The singer believes they tested negative for AIDS.

Now - go in the room bitch
The singer directs someone to engage in sexual activity with them.

And clean up the mess
After the sexual experience, the person must clean up after themselves and the multiple men they had sex with.

Give us what we want
The singer declares a desire for the listener to meet their expectations and fulfill their desires.

I want to violate you
The singer wishes to sexually assault the listener.

Why won't you wake up
Asking why the listener cannot recognize the singer's abusive behavior.

My friend - please let me rape you
The singer uses the term 'my friend' to mask their violent intentions, urging the listener to agree to sexual assault.

I hate you - I'll break you
The singer expresses their anger and intention to harm the listener.

I want you broken in half
The singer desires to hurt the listener, wishing for them to be physically broken in two.

Something inside of us keeps telling us to not give up
Regardless of the singer's dark tendencies and urges, they still possess the will to push forward and not give up.

Something inside of me says all roads lead to tragedy
Despite their hope, the singer believes ultimately their choices will lead to disaster.

How can you stay mad at me
The singer questions why someone would dislike them, despite their controversial behavior and thoughts.

I'm just a clown
The singer views themselves as a clown, wearing a facade to hide their true, disturbed self.

A nobody
The singer belittles themselves, claiming to be insignificant and irrelevant.

I don't even exist to you
The singer feels invisible and as if they do not matter to others.

So how can I mean shit to you
The singer poses the question of how anyone could care about them due to their own beliefs about their worth.

So stop pretending that you care whether I laff or cry
Calling out those who fake concern for the singer's wellbeing without genuinely caring about them.

You a phony you a fake
The singer believes their critics are fake and do not lead authentic lives.

It's time for you to die
The singer wishes death upon their critics and those who disagree with them.

You and me'll always be enemies
The singer declares an eternal enmity between themself and their critic.

It's like you the Arab
The singer compares their relationship with their critic to the tensions between Arabs and Israelis.

And I'm the Israeli
The singer positions themself as the victim of their critic's actions.

Somethin inside of yo vaginaz got me homicidal
The singer refers to the listener and how their sexual organ makes the singer feel homicidal towards them.

When you bend over - it's all over
Indicating that the listener 'giving in' to the singer's advances will end their life.

Rover's takin over
Referring to the euthanization of the listener, presenting it as something Rover, or the listener themselves, will undertake.

Fat - skinny - short - tall
Indicating that the singer has participated in sexual acts with people of various body types.

I think I've fucked em all
The singer believes they have had sex with nearly all body types and shapes of people.

I'm not sure
The singer is uncertain about their previous sexual encounters.

I can't remember - from the alcohol
The singer's lack of clarity and memory is caused by the excessive consumption of alcohol.

Demoral - Percoset and Xanax
The singer has used a number of prescription drugs, including Demoral, Percoset, and Xanax.

But now I only fuck with the pussy and smoke cess-
The singer now only engages in sexual activity and marijuana use due to the negative effects of harder drugs on their body and mind.

Imilia - ria lena - eu chi amo maizia
A nonsensical sentence followed by 'Dear Mamma, I can't wait to see ya.'

Translation - Dear Mamma
The singer clarifies that their previous statement was a translation for 'Dear Mamma.'

I can't wait to see ya
The singer expresses excitement at the prospect of seeing their mother again.