Once
1. Lyrics

Our love is like a timebomb it blew up
Our relationship was explosive and ultimately destructive

But you still beggin on my line uh blowin up
Even though our relationship ended badly, you keep trying to contact me

I don't wanna hear it I'm too tired uh had enough
I am exhausted and done with this relationship

Lately mindset been on takin my life uh I give up
I'm feeling hopeless and suicidal because of our relationship's impact on my mental health

Fuckin with my brain you a liar
You messed with my head and lied to me

You had no right to cry uh
You do not deserve to be upset after what you did to me

I broke your heart ripped mine out
I hurt you deeply, but I also suffered in the process

I had to bust this line out
I had to express my feelings through this song

Once upon a time uh
In the past, things were different and better between us

You were on my mind
I used to think about you a lot

You were fuckin mine
You were my significant other and we were together

Now I'm hopin ima die uh
Now I'm feeling so low that I wish I could die

Broken distorted emotions I'm floatin
I am emotionally damaged and struggling

Love ain't forever ain't potent I'm knowin
I understand that love does not always last and can be weak

You stuck that blade in my heart, still ain't foldin
You hurt me deeply, but I am not giving up on myself or my life

Drugs by my side all the time oxycodone
I am relying on drugs, specifically oxycodone, to cope with my pain and emotions

I want a life with no stress and no hoe shit
I desire a life free of drama and relationships based on physical benefits

So come here lil baby lets get that in motion
Let's make a plan to achieve our goals and live a better life

We could take a trip to Dubai and see the ocean
We can enjoy a luxurious vacation in Dubai

Shorty see the purple in my cup thats the potion
The drink I'm having has a purplish color and it feels like a magical 'potion' to me

Now I'm hopin ima die
Now I'm feeling so low that I wish I could die

Fuck love got pain you can see it in my eyes
I am in pain and it shows in my eyes

My life like clouds everyday stormy skies
My life feels cloudy and tumultuous all the time

I ask myself why
I question the reasons behind my suffering and pain

Why do I always put hearts on the line
Why do I keep risking my heart and emotions for love, even when it is painful?

Why do I always feel it when you cry
Why do I still feel empathy for you, even when you hurt me?

Breaks my heart damn near every time
It hurts me deeply every time you cry, even though you hurt me too

But you still the devil oh a demon in disguise
I see you for who you really are - a manipulative and harmful person

And you want me to come back but not this time
You want me to return to the relationship, but I am not willing to this time

You broke my heart you lost my time
You hurt me deeply and wasted my time on this relationship

Oh not this time hey once upon a time
This time, things will be different and our relationship is nothing like the good times in the past