Hate
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Caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark
So fast, so light, I’m moving to my start
I’m living in a nightmare, demons taking over
Waiting for my love to happen, I’m looking for closure
No exposure
Let me over
I don't owe her
Any love
Wait for the day that you miss me
I feel like the times coming up where I'm missing
Living in shadows, my water is shallow
Need to find a girl, that is really hallow
Today’s really sad, can't wait till tomorrow
Get up out my misery, I’ll get up out my sorrow
These girls ain’t fitting me, I need get up out those
These days are really dark, and I hate when these ho’s follow
Caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark
So fast, so light, I’m moving to my start
I’m living in a nightmare, demons taking over
Waiting for my love to happen, I’m looking for closure
I’m looking for closure, can't wait till the next day
When we pull in rovers, we gon’ give em hell
Until the night is over, it's so hard to tell if my heartbreak is over
That’s why I played you babygirl, I’m sorry
I don’t know what's got to me lil girl, I’m sorry
My heart is anxious and depressed, yeah, I’m sorry
I’m a heathen I’m a mess, yeah I’m sorry
So much in a double cup, sipping it there ain't enough
Living in this life it's tough
Yeah, yeah, yeah, these girls are all some hoes it's tough yeah
Living in this world it's tough, feeling like I’m not enough yeah
Caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark
So fast, so light, I’m moving to my start




I’m living in a nightmare, demons taking over
Waiting for my love to happen, I’m looking for closure

Overall Meaning

The song "Hate" by 11. discusses the artist's personal struggles with depression, anxiety, and heartbreak. The opening verse shows the artist admitting to being stuck in a rut, dealing with his own demons and looking for closure. He feels like he is living in a nightmare, and he is waiting for someone to love him for who he is. He also talks about feeling like he owes nothing but hatred towards someone as he tries to move on from a painful experience.


Throughout the song, he discusses his desire to escape this sadness and move towards a brighter future. He talks about wanting to find someone who can understand him and his struggles, instead of feeling like he needs to conform to someone else's expectations.


The chorus repeats the idea of being "caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark," showing again how he feels trapped by his own sadness and lack of direction. However, the phrase "moving to my start" also hints towards his desire to begin again and find a new path for himself.


In summary, the song "Hate" is a personal exploration of the artist's emotions and struggles. It speaks to the experience of feeling trapped by one's own sadness and searching for hope and closure.


Line by Line Meaning

Caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark
I am stuck in my own ways, and I feel lost and alone in the darkness of my mind.


So fast, so light, I’m moving to my start
I am moving quickly towards my goals, with determination and drive.


I’m living in a nightmare, demons taking over
I feel like I am trapped in a bad dream, with my inner demons controlling my thoughts and actions.


Waiting for my love to happen, I’m looking for closure
I am seeking love and companionship, hoping it will give me a sense of closure to my feelings of emptiness and loneliness.


No exposure
I don't want to share my vulnerabilities or emotions with others.


Let me over
I want to move on from my past and overcome my struggles.


I don't owe her
I am not responsible for someone else's feelings or emotions.


Any love
I do not feel capable of giving love to others at this time.


Wait for the day that you miss me
I hope that one day, someone will appreciate and value me after I am gone.


I feel like the times coming up where I'm missing
I sense that I will be missed when I am no longer around.


Living in shadows, my water is shallow
I am living in the darkness and hiding from the world, with shallow feelings and no depth.


Need to find a girl, that is really hallow
I am searching for someone who also feels empty and hollow inside, to make a connection with.


Today’s really sad, can't wait till tomorrow
I am feeling sad and depressed today, and I am hoping for a better tomorrow.


Get up out my misery, I’ll get up out my sorrow
I want to overcome my sadness and move away from my feelings of misery and sorrow.


These girls ain’t fitting me, I need get up out those
I am not finding the right connection with women and need to move on from those who do not understand me.


These days are really dark, and I hate when these ho’s follow
I am miserable and frustrated with the women who pursue me and do not fulfill my emotional needs.


I’m looking for closure, can't wait till the next day
I am seeking closure to my emotional pain and hoping for a new beginning tomorrow.


When we pull in rovers, we gon’ give em hell
When I am successful, I will make the most of it and enjoy the rewards.


Until the night is over, it's so hard to tell if my heartbreak is over
I am unsure if my heartbreak will ever truly end, and it is hard to tell until the night is over.


That’s why I played you babygirl, I’m sorry
I manipulated someone because of my own pain and I feel remorseful about it.


I don’t know what's got to me lil girl, I’m sorry
I am confused about why I act the way I do and regret how it affects others.


My heart is anxious and depressed, yeah, I’m sorry
I am struggling with anxiety and depression, and I apologize for how it affects my relationships.


I’m a heathen, I’m a mess, yeah, I’m sorry
I am lost and troubled, and I regret how it affects those around me.


So much in a double cup, sipping it there ain't enough
I am relying on self-medication to numb my emotional pain, but it is not enough.


Living in this life it's tough
Life is challenging and difficult.


Yeah, yeah, yeah, these girls are all some hoes it's tough yeah
I am viewing women negatively and blaming them for my emotional struggles.


Living in this world it's tough, feeling like I’m not enough yeah
I am struggling to feel worthy and capable of success in this world.


Caught up in my ways, sitting in the dark
I am still stuck in my own ways, struggling to find my way out of the darkness.


So fast, so light, I’m moving to my start
I am still moving quickly towards my goals, but now with a clearer understanding of my struggles.


I’m living in a nightmare, demons taking over
I am still haunted by my inner demons, but I am learning to confront and overcome them.


Waiting for my love to happen, I’m looking for closure
I am still seeking love and companionship, but I am now working towards finding closure within myself.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Ryan McCullough

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