feelings
15mus Lyrics

伝えなくちゃいけない
I have to tell you

近くなると言えない
I can't say it when we're close

不意に悲しそうだね
You suddenly seem sad

だけど全部語んないね
But I don't say everything

他になんも要らない
I don't need anything else

この気持ちは捨てない
I won't throw away these feelings

終わりなんかは知らねえ
I don't know what the end will be

思い通りになってたら
If things go as planned

またダメかって落ち込んだ夜
On those nights when I feel down and wonder if it's hopeless

友達が言うんだ可能性は五分
My friend says there's a fifty-fifty chance

ああだこうだ言ってるこの感じ
This feeling of talking about this and that

ちっとも変わらんぜ俺ら中学生
We haven't changed at all, we're still like middle schoolers

清々するなんて強がっても
Even if I try to act tough by pretending to feel refreshed

心が泣いてるんだ作るかemo
My heart is crying, should I make an emo song?

ってそればっかりが日に日に増えちゃって
But that feeling keeps growing day by day

パンクしそうになってpunkを聴いて
When I feel like freaking out, I listen to punk music

俺って何？君の何？
What am I to you? What are you to me?

そんなの聞いても不安になるでしょ
Asking that just makes us both more uneasy

結局至らぬ自分のせいかって
In the end, it's because I am inadequate

肩落としながら出さなきゃ成果
I have to show some results while feeling dejected

焦って転んで泥だらけの
I rush and fall down, covered in mud

そんな手でも握るようなやつだって
But even still, you hold my hand

知ってんだそんな君だから
I know that's just who you are

きっと好きなんだ
I must really like you

明日になったら死んでるかもって
I think to myself that I might die tomorrow

思うとちょっとだけ会いたくなんだ
Thinking that, I just want to see you for a moment

なんだっていいから言葉にしなきゃって
I just have to put it into words, no matter what it is

焦ってばっかの馬鹿だよ俺は
I'm just an idiot who rushes everything

相当な方向音痴
I have a terrible sense of direction

だけども君との歩いた道
But the road I walked with you

忘れないからって覚悟を決めた
I've made up my mind not to forget it

そうさ全てを打ち明けたんだ
That's right, I told you everything

それでもダメだって言うならば
Even if you say it's no good

変わらんと行けない明日から
From tomorrow on, I can't go without changing

って簡単に言うが
It's easy to say that

そんな理由が
But what's the reason?

あるなら教えてくれよ夢中さ
Tell me if you're so obsessed with it

倍々のゲームでバイバイしてえなら
If you want to say goodbye to me in a 'doubling' game

最低のレートでお願いしてえな
Please ask for the lowest rate

損得勘定はナシ
There's no need to tally up the gain or loss

時間だし
It's just a matter of time

甘えはなし
I won't be relying on others

君と話ししてえな
I just want to talk to you

またいつもの公園で
At the usual park again

またいつもの駅前で
At the usual station again

Day by day
Day by day

色濃く残るよ想うよ
These thoughts are becoming more vivid day by day