I Remember
24kgoldn Lyrics


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I remember when I was young
Watchin' the risin' sun
Wishin' that I was someone else
I remember when the nights were long
Singin' my momma's songs
Pickin' the pieces off the ground, mmh

Pack a lunch, a tuna sandwich in a brown paper bag
Shop at Ross to cut the cost before the first day of class
Anything to save a dollar, dollar
Yeah, I got it from my momma, momma
Ain't nobody lookin' like me when I walked into math
Had the teachers treat me different, made me hate bein' black
Feelings I ain't even acknowledge, acknowledge
'Til I finally got to college, college
And I was only age twelve when my first friend had died
Jumpin' off the same bridge, we later crossed, drunk and drive
Through the foggy evening, pourin', pourin'
And he ain't escaped the boredom

I remember when I was young
Watchin' the risin' sun
Wishin' that I was someone else
I remember when the nights were long
Singin' my momma's songs
Pickin' the pieces off the ground

Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Traded the monsters in my closet
For childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin'
Just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Traded the monsters in my closet
For childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin'
Just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me, mmh

Overall Meaning

In "I Remember," 24kGoldn reflects on his childhood experiences, merging nostalgia with the complexities of growing up. The opening lines depict a young child observing the rising sun, a potent symbol of hope and new beginnings, while simultaneously harboring a longing to be someone else. This juxtaposition highlights his youthful innocence but also a sense of discontentment with his identity. The mention of “the nights were long” suggests both a literal and metaphorical darkness during those times, encapsulating feelings of solitude and introspection. Coupled with “singin’ my momma’s songs,” this line provides a comforting escape through music while also hinting at the foundational role family plays in his development.


As the narrative progresses, Goldn dives deeper into specific childhood memories that depict financial struggles and social challenges. The imagery of “a tuna sandwich in a brown paper bag” coupled with shopping at discount stores embodies a sense of frugality and a desire to make ends meet, a common reality for many growing up in modest circumstances. His experience in school is marred by feelings of isolation as he recognizes the different treatment he received because of his race; this disparity fostered a deeper resentment toward his identity as a Black man. The realization of these feelings only taking form years later, during his college experience, emphasizes the often-overlooked struggles that young individuals face, laden with trauma and societal pressures.


Tragic memories, such as losing a close friend at a young age, further illustrate the weight of experiences embedded within his mind. The vivid description of jumping from a bridge while intoxicated, wrapped in the fog of reminiscence, speaks to the recklessness often present in youth but also unveils a loss of innocence. This instance underscores a stark confrontation with mortality and the harsh realities of life, shedding light on the psychological battles that can stem from grief and loss. Goldn's reflections serve not just as a reminder of his own mortality, but as a commentary on the chaos and unpredictability that can accompany adolescence.


In moments of introspective reckoning, Goldn questions his listeners directly, asking them if they “believe me now.” This rhetorical question operates as a bridge between his past struggles and his present aspirations. Throughout the chorus, he conveys a poignant transformation—trading childhood fears for dreams, albeit those dreams may be tinged with a sense of hopelessness. It underscores the arduous journey toward self-acceptance and healing from issues he'd rather ignore. By expressing a desire for patience in overcoming his burdens, Goldn acknowledges the complexity of personal growth. This duality of childhood nostalgia intertwined with the recognition of ongoing struggles ultimately resonates deeply, presenting a relatable narrative of resilience amid the challenges of youth.


Line by Line Meaning

I remember when I was young
Reflecting on the innocence and simplicity of childhood.


Watchin' the risin' sun
Observing the dawn, symbolizing hope and new beginnings.


Wishin' that I was someone else
Feeling discontent with one's identity and longing for change.


I remember when the nights were long
Recalling a time when evenings felt endless, filled with contemplation.


Singin' my momma's songs
Cherishing the memories and comfort from maternal influences through music.


Pickin' the pieces off the ground, mmh
Trying to gather oneself after experiencing difficulties or challenges.


Pack a lunch, a tuna sandwich in a brown paper bag
Engaging in modest, everyday preparations that reflect a humble lifestyle.


Shop at Ross to cut the cost before the first day of class
Making budget-conscious choices to afford necessities for school.


Anything to save a dollar, dollar
Prioritizing frugality and resourcefulness in everyday life.


Yeah, I got it from my momma, momma
Acknowledging the influence of one's mother in shaping values and habits.


Ain't nobody lookin' like me when I walked into math
Feeling like an outsider due to racial or cultural differences in a school setting.


Had the teachers treat me different, made me hate bein' black
Experiencing discrimination that fostered negative feelings about one's identity.


Feelings I ain't even acknowledge, acknowledge
Struggling to confront and recognize deep-seated emotions.


‘Til I finally got to college, college
Realizing and addressing personal challenges only upon facing new environments.


And I was only age twelve when my first friend had died
Experiencing the profound loss of a friend at a young and vulnerable age.


Jumpin' off the same bridge, we later crossed, drunk and drive
Reflecting on reckless behavior that ultimately led to tragedy.


Through the foggy evening, pourin', pourin'
Describing a melancholic atmosphere that matches the weight of loss.


And he ain't escaped the boredom
Implying that feelings of emptiness can lead to destructive choices.


I remember when I was young
Revisiting the theme of childhood and its associated memories.


Watchin' the risin' sun
Once again evoking the image of hope and renewal.


Wishin' that I was someone else
Repeated yearning for an identity different from one's own.


I remember when the nights were long
Reminiscing about the drawn-out nature of youth and reflection.


Singin' my momma's songs
Continued emphasis on the comfort and nostalgia of maternal influence.


Pickin' the pieces off the ground
Reiterating the effort to recover from life's difficulties.


Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Seeking validation and understanding about personal experiences.


Traded the monsters in my closet
Confronting fears and insecurities that were once hidden.


For childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Recognizing a shift from innocence to the harsh realities of life.


Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Reiterating the need for acknowledgment of one's struggles.


Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin'
Addressing long-ignored personal problems and challenges.


Just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me
Expressing hope and determination to overcome difficulties given time.


Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Again pleading for recognition and validation of one's journey.


Traded the monsters in my closet
Repeating the theme of confronting fears and personal demons.


For childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Continuing to acknowledge the contrast between youthful optimism and adult challenges.


Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Persistent call for understanding and support regarding one's struggles.


Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin'
Elevating the theme of finally facing suppressed emotions.


Just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me, mmh
Affirming the belief that healing and resolution are possible with patience.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Golden Landis von Jones, Jacob Olofsson, James Alex Hau, Matthew Castellanos

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LYRICS:

I remember when I was young
Watchin' the risin' sun, wishin' that I was someone else
I remember when the nights were long
Singin' my momma's songs, pickin' the pieces off the ground, mm-hmm

Pack a lunch, a tuna sandwhich in a brown paper bag
Shop at Ross to cut the cost before the first day of class
Anything to save a dollar, dollar
Yeah, I got it from my momma, momma
Ain't nobody lookin' like me when I walked into math
Had the teachers treat me different, made me hate bein' black
Feelings I ain't even acknowledge, acknowledge
Till I finally got to college, college
And I was only age twelve when my first friend had died
Jumpin' off the same bridge, we laid the cross stuck in drive
Through the foggy, even pourin', pourin'
And he ain't escaped the boredom

I remember when I was young
Watchin' the risin' sun, wishin' that I was someone else
I remember when the nights were long
Singin' my momma's songs, pickin' the pieces off the ground, mm-hmm

Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Traded the monsters in my closet for childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin', just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Traded the monsters in my closet for childish dreams and hopeless nonsense
Do you believe me now? Do you believe me now?
Dealin' with issues I've been dodgin', just give me some time, I'll shake 'em off me, mm-hm

Listen to my song "I'll Be Me"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MiA8ZkYaTdg



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@B4shXp

This that real summer vibe🔥

@CWREDSTEEZ47

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@realbrandonb

Aye where this fool been? I remember when he was droppin hit after hit. Man’s been vibin, his hair even decided to relax 😂

@AntwunTheDancer

This some funny shit

@chancechapman365

He’s still making good music just more in your feelings music which I enjoy more. But most people like that hype feel good music like he used to make.

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@eliasrahman4283

@@chancechapman365he making this type of music cuz he growing up

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@JB-yu6um

So Underrated, love this mans music

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This song got me feeling some type of way

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