Only For Me
2AM Club Lyrics

I remember when it used to be easy
Life was simpler and everything just fell into place

Used to look cute watching the TV
I could just be myself around you and still be adorable

Used to lay there with wet hair
I felt comfortable and at ease with you; I didn't have to impress or put on a show

After the shower picking what to wear
Even little things like what clothes to put on felt effortless and fun

But now you're dressing up for somebody else
You're trying too hard to impress someone who isn't me

Looking through my glass as the ice melts
Watching everything we built melt away and trying to hold on to the past

Looking at the past just won't help
We can't fix the present by dwelling on the past

I just don't know how the chips all fell
I don't understand how we fell apart and lost what we had

Maybe 'cause I didn't follow through
Perhaps I didn't put enough effort into our relationship

Gave love I didn't follow suit
I loved you, but didn't reciprocate everything you gave me

How you'd say "I'll always follow you"
You promised to support me through thick and thin

I remember when it was
I reminisce about the time when things were simple and easy

Only for me
Our love was exclusive to each other, and that's how it should be

Ain't that how it's supposed to be
Isn't that the way love is supposed to work? Monogamous and devoted?

I remember when it used to be fair
We used to treat each other with mutual respect and kindness

No games just truth or dare
We were honest and playful, no manipulation or hurtful behavior

No shame you used to care
We genuinely cared for each other, with no guilt or hiding

You gave the goosebumps I don't wanna share
You used to make me feel special and excited, but now those feelings are gone

Watching TV on somebody's couch
You're snuggled up with someone else, not me

Blouse on the floor in somebody's house
Your clothes are scattered somewhere that I'm not

I just don't know how it all went South
I can't comprehend when everything went wrong and our love became ruined

Maybe 'cause I got down to much
Perhaps I became too needy or dependent on you

Too many too down to touch
I may have been too hard to reach and didn't try to change

But with you I never gave enough
I did not give as much love and attention as you deserved

Wander 'til I get somewhere
I'll keep exploring life and searching for true love

Wander like I just don't care
I'll move forward without worrying about the opinions of others

I'll wander knowing it's not fair
I know that my actions will hurt someone, but I need to put myself first

I'll wander, look look looking
I'll keep searching and exploring, never settling down

But it's just not you so I'm just not done
I'm not over you and am still searching for what we had

I could make a million calls to new tongues
I could have flings and meaningless relationships, but that's not what I want

I could find a million girls, I want one
I could date so many people, but at the end of the day, I just want you

You could draw a million lines in gold sand
You could make endless promises, but none of them matter if they aren't kept

I could walk across and hope to slow dance
I could take risks and hope for a future with you, but it's uncertain

A million love letters now turned to dust
Our love no longer exists and is now just a memory

And you know that I'll go
You understand that I will continue searching for love, but without you