Shakur was born in New York City to parents who were both political activists and Black Panther Party members. Raised by his mother, he relocated to Baltimore in 1984 and to the San Francisco Bay Area in 1988. With the release of his debut album 2Pacalypse Now in 1991, he became a central figure in West Coast hip-hop for his conscious rap lyrics. Shakur achieved further critical and commercial success with his follow-up albums Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z... (1993) and Me Against the World (1995). His Diamond certified album All Eyez on Me (1996), the first double-length album in hip-hop history, abandoned his introspective lyrics for volatile gangsta rap. In addition to his music career, Shakur also found considerable success as an actor, with his starring roles in Juice (1992), Poetic Justice (1993), Above the Rim (1994), Bullet (1996), Gridlock'd (1997), and Gang Related (1997).
During the later part of his career, Shakur was shot five times in the lobby of a New York recording studio and experienced legal troubles, including incarceration. In 1995, Shakur served eight months in prison on sexual abuse charges, but was released pending an appeal of his conviction. Following his release, he signed to Marion "Suge" Knight's label Death Row Records and became heavily involved in the growing East Coast–West Coast hip hop rivalry. On September 7, 1996, Shakur was shot four times by an unidentified assailant in a drive-by shooting in Las Vegas; he died six days later. Following his murder, Shakur's friend-turned-rival, the Notorious B.I.G., was at first considered a suspect due to their public feud, but was also murdered in another drive-by shooting six months later in March 1997 while visiting Los Angeles.
Five more albums have been released since Shakur's death, all of which have been certified Platinum in the United States. In 2002, Shakur was inducted into the Hip-Hop Hall of Fame. In 2017, he was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in his first year of eligibility. Rolling Stone magazine ranked Shakur among the 100 Greatest Artists of All Time.
Shakur was born on June 16, 1971, in the East Harlem section of Manhattan in New York City. While born Lesane Parish Crooks, at age one he was renamed Tupac Amaru Shakur. He was named after Túpac Amaru II, the descendant of the last Incan ruler, Túpac Amaru, who was executed in Peru in 1781 after his failed revolt against Spanish rule. Shakur's mother explained, "I wanted him to have the name of revolutionary, indigenous people in the world. I wanted him to know he was part of a world culture and not just from a neighborhood."
Shakur had an older stepbrother, Mopreme "Komani" Shakur, and a half-sister, Sekyiwa Shakur, two years his junior.
Good Die Young
2Pac Lyrics
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Churches burnin, planes fallin from the sky
Murder, the good die young
The good definitely die young
This is a lil' somethin'
To help you get through the day
If you could
Emotions be grabbin' me
Plane fell from the sky
We tryin' to figure what happened
Burnin' churches, fearin' God
Who can be so cruel
We all ignorant to AIDS
Till it happens to you
Just be a man, make plans
Listen to your voice
A woman's tryin' to make decisions
We should leave them a choice
'Cause who are we to say who lives and die
Breathes and stops
All this judgement on other lives
Needs to stop
What are we livin' for
Givin' more back than takin'
On my knees still waitin' for my own salvation
Now I feel abandoned
'Cause Pat Buchanan say I'm greedy
You can take my taxes, send me to war
But can't feed me
It's so easy to regret things
After they done
Babies catchin' murder cases
Scared to laugh in the sun
The tragedies that we all need
Love in doses
In times like these we feel closest
The good die young
Does anybody have an answer why
It seems the good die young
Can anybody tell me why
Can anybody tell me why
Can anybody tell me why
Now in my world will it get worse
When I been trapped since birth
But I had to sleep in a hearse
Cause it was my bed first
My grands probably burnin'
Turnin' in they grave
Some folks ain't even get to see a high age
But they did so I ain't afraid
And this money got me feelin like a star
And this murder got me
Feelin' like my death ain't far
And the land of stolen cars
Don't get no better
Don't get no weaker or no harder
I was raised in a rush without my moms
And my father
So tell me somethin
If I grab my gat and get the dumpin'
Would God get to lookin' at me funny
Rest in peace to my mother Aquillah Beale
Rest in peace to my father Salek Beale
Rest in peace to my grandparents
And thug in peace to my brother Seike
You know I love you
Which is worst, first Storm and then Al
Pac and then Yak
Redrey (?) Brown
Coulda' sworn I seen ya face in a cloud
Family grievin' on your last breath
Close to the heart whether you know it or not
I swear the love won't stop
Jewel, that's my boo
Mom, Duke and Lou
From jump
You kept it true, helped to feed the crew
The good die young
Livin' fast jumpin' the gun
Mama blamin' the community for killin' her son
My cousin Darren wasn't scared of goin'
But never knowin' he was dyin' slower
I guess I see ya when I see ya soulja
Does anybody have an answer why
It seems the good die young
Can anybody tell me why
Can anybody tell me why
I know my life ain't promised
That's why the wise move in silence
Analyze these scandalous times
It's hard dogg but we manage
Schools turn to war zones
Even homes unsafe
Leavin' children to play caged and raged
They hate, how come
Someone explain why the good die young
Why the bad die slow and outlive everyone
It's time somethin' is done
For our young kids
They growin' hopeless
That ain't the way to live
Tell me why
Days go past and as they pass
Time move quicker
No time for wastin'
Put your hustle down my young dealers
'Cause the end is nearer
But at least that's what they tellin' me
Hell, all I know brothers
Ain't ridin' 4 3 felonys
It's time to plan, plot, and strategize
Capitolize, mobilize
We in the war why'all
It's for all why'all
My family to the ones that stand me
Little bit mo' love is what's recommended
Yeah, and it's plain to see
The seeds from you and me
Gon' be the ones to lead us towards unity
That's if we treat them right
Man, teach them right
Raise your kids better than you was
And see what it does
But if you don't
Man, we sho' to be done
And we'll all see exactly why the good die young
Does anybody have an answer why
It seems the good die young
Can anybody tell me why
Can anybody tell me why
Can anybody tell me why
I send this out for all my homeboys that passed away
And all yo' homeboys that passed away
I send this out to all the former fallen soldiers
That's in the cemeteries buried
Never got to see they dreams
For everything I touch you touch
For every step I take you take
For every breath I breathe you breathe
Every dollar I make you make
I told you we'd make it to the sunshine one day
You just got there a little quicker
But like my homeboys Thugs say
I'll catch ya at the crossroads
The good die young
This song is dedicated to all them
Young kids that died innocent
That died young
At Columbine High
Rest in Peace (Oklahoma)
Outlawz
Lil' young Xzandafer
Tasha, all them
All the fallen kids
The dead babies
The closed caskets
The Good Die Young by 2Pac/Outlawz is a song that laments the unfortunate demise of good people at a tender age. The world has become a place where churches are burning, and planes are falling from the sky, and good people are dying before their time. The song goes on to highlight the tragedy that life has become, trying to make sense of it all. From the deaths of innocent babies to cancer and diseases, the inability to comprehend what is going on has people feeling abandoned, thus leading to a feeling of abandonment.
The song goes on to touch on personal experiences of the artists, including the death of their relatives and friends. It advocates for a change in the way people treat their children as the future generation, the need to raise them better and give them a better life, and teach them right. The song calls for an end to the killing of innocent children and a need for people to take responsibility. In conclusion, the song is a powerful message that seeks to shine the light on the need to make changes in the way people treat each other.
Line by Line Meaning
These is hard times we livin' in
We are currently enduring difficult and challenging times
Churches burnin, planes fallin from the sky
There are instances of destruction and tragedy happening, such as churches burning and planes crashing
Murder, the good die young
Unfortunately, those who are virtuous and righteous often meet untimely deaths
The good definitely die young
It is a sad reality that individuals of pure character and goodness tend to pass away prematurely
This is a lil' somethin'
This song serves as a small offering
To help you get through the day
Its purpose is to assist you in coping with the challenges of everyday life
If you could
If you are open to receiving its message
It was more than a tragedy
The events that have taken place are not merely tragic, but hold deeper meaning
Emotions be grabbin' me
Strong feelings and emotions overwhelm me
Plane fell from the sky
Aircraft unexpectedly crashed
We tryin' to figure what happened
We are struggling to comprehend the reasons behind the incident
Burnin' churches, fearin' God
Acts of arson targeting churches make us question our faith and fear divine retribution
Who can be so cruel
It is difficult to comprehend the level of cruelty exhibited by certain individuals
We all ignorant to AIDS
Regardless of our knowledge or awareness, we are all susceptible to AIDS
Till it happens to you
It often takes personal experience to truly understand the impact of AIDS
Just be a man, make plans
In the face of adversity, maintain resilience and continue to make future plans
Listen to your voice
Pay attention to your own thoughts and opinions
A woman's tryin' to make decisions
Respect and support women in their decision-making process
We should leave them a choice
It is not our place to dictate or deny them choices
'Cause who are we to say who lives and die
As mere individuals, we cannot decide who should live or die
Breathes and stops
The cycle of life involves both breathing and eventually ceasing to exist
All this judgement on other lives
It is unfair to constantly judge and criticize the lives of others
Needs to stop
This behavior needs to come to an end
What are we livin' for
We must reflect on our purpose and the meaning of our existence
Givin' more back than takin'
Contribute and give back to society more than you take from it
On my knees still waitin' for my own salvation
In a vulnerable position, I patiently await my personal redemption
Now I feel abandoned
I currently experience a sense of neglect and desertion
'Cause Pat Buchanan say I'm greedy
Pat Buchanan, a public figure, accuses me of being selfish
You can take my taxes, send me to war
Society has the power to enforce tax collection and military conscription
But can't feed me
Yet, they cannot provide me with basic sustenance
It's so easy to regret things
Regret often arises effortlessly
After they done
Only after the actions have been completed, we feel the weight of regret
Babies catchin' murder cases
Even infants become victims of violent crimes such as murder
Scared to laugh in the sun
The constant fear and insecurity prevent us from experiencing joy
The tragedies that we all need
Unexpected and painful events are necessary for growth and understanding
Love in doses
Receiving love in moderate amounts
In times like these we feel closest
During challenging times, we often find comfort in one another
Does anybody have an answer why
Is there anyone who can provide an explanation for
It seems the good die young
The strong correlation between virtuous individuals and premature death
Can anybody tell me why
Does anyone possess the knowledge to shed light on
Now in my world will it get worse
Will the situation deteriorate further in my personal experience
When I been trapped since birth
I have felt confined and trapped in my circumstances since the moment I was born
But I had to sleep in a hearse
Metaphorically, I had to endure a life riddled with danger and death
Cause it was my bed first
It became my reality before anything else
My grands probably burnin'
My grandparents are likely experiencing unrest or distress
Turnin' in they grave
They are deeply disturbed and unsettled even in death
Some folks ain't even get to see a high age
Certain individuals do not even have the opportunity to grow old
But they did so I ain't afraid
Since they were able to experience a long life, I am not scared
And this money got me feelin like a star
Having wealth makes me feel important and renowned
And this murder got me feelin'
Comitting acts of violence makes me sense
Like my death ain't far
That my own demise is imminent
And the land of stolen cars
Referring to a dangerous and criminal environment
Don't get no better
The situation does not improve
Don't get no weaker or no harder
The circumstances do not become any more lenient or harsh
I was raised in a rush without my moms
I grew up quickly and independently without the guidance of a mother figure
And my father
Additionally, I lacked the presence of a father figure
So tell me somethin
Therefore, share some information or insight
If I grab my gat and get the dumpin'
If I retrieve my firearm and start shooting recklessly
Would God get to lookin' at me funny
Would God judge or condemn me for my actions
Rest in peace to my mother Aquillah Beale
May my late mother, Aquillah Beale, find eternal rest
Rest in peace to my father Salek Beale
May my late father, Salek Beale, find eternal rest
Rest in peace to my grandparents
May my late grandparents find eternal rest
And thug in peace to my brother Seike
May my late brother, Seike, find eternal peace as a thug
You know I love you
I want you to know that I hold deep affection and care for you
Which is worst, first Storm and then Al
Comparing the severity of different tragedies, starting with the loss of Storm and Al
Pac and then Yak
Continuing to list the names of individuals endured loss, including Pac and Yak
Redrey (?) Brown
Referring to another individual named Redrey (?) Brown
Coulda' sworn I seen ya face in a cloud
I could have sworn I witnessed your presence in the sky
Family grievin' on your last breath
My family mourned as you took your final breath
Close to the heart whether you know it or not
You are deeply cherished and valued, regardless of your awareness
I swear the love won't stop
I promise that the love for you will endure indefinitely
Jewel, that's my boo
Referring to a person named Jewel, who holds a special place in my heart
Mom, Duke and Lou
Mentioning the names of my mother, Duke, and Lou, who are dear to me
From jump
Since the beginning of our journey together
You kept it true, helped to feed the crew
You always remained genuine and helped to support our group
The good die young
Unfortunately, individuals of virtue and goodness often pass away prematurely
Livin' fast jumpin' the gun
Engaging in a hasty lifestyle, taking impulsive actions
Mama blamin' the community for killin' her son
A mother holds the community responsible for the death of her child
My cousin Darren wasn't scared of goin'
My cousin Darren faced death without fear
But never knowin' he was dyin' slower
Unaware that his death was occurring gradually over time
I guess I see ya when I see ya soulja
I will only encounter you again when the time is right, soldier
I know my life ain't promised
I am fully aware that my life is not guaranteed
That's why the wise move in silence
Hence, wise individuals choose to act discreetly
Analyze these scandalous times
Carefully examine and understand these times filled with deceit and dishonesty
It's hard dogg but we manage
Although difficult, we find ways to cope and overcome
Schools turn to war zones
Educational institutions become environments filled with conflict and danger
Even homes unsafe
Families' own residences become places of insecurity
Leavin' children to play caged and raged
Children are left with no choice but to engage in aggressive behavior
They hate, how come
People express hatred, the question arises 'why?'
Someone explain why the good die young
Please, provide an explanation for the premature deaths of virtuous individuals
Why the bad die slow and outlive everyone
Furthermore, why do individuals of lesser character live longer than others
It's time somethin' is done
It is imperative to take action and bring about change
For our young kids
To protect and safeguard the welfare of our young children
They growin' hopeless
Our children are becoming devoid of hope
That ain't the way to live
Living in despair is not the ideal way of life
Tell me why
Please, provide an explanation for
Days go past and as they pass
As time progresses, so do the days
Time move quicker
The passing of time seems to accelerate
No time for wastin'
There is no time to waste
Put your hustle down my young dealers
Young individuals engaged in illegal activities, cease your pursuits
'Cause the end is nearer
Because the end of your activities is approaching
But at least that's what they tellin' me
However, that's the information and advice I have been receiving
Hell, all I know brothers
Well, all I am familiar with, my brethren
Ain't ridin' 4 3 felonys
I refuse to engage in illegal activities that may result in three felonies
It's time to plan, plot, and strategize
The moment has come to devise and organize a plan
Capitolize, mobilize
Take advantage of the opportunities and assemble as a united force
We in the war why'all
We are currently engaged in a conflict, all of you
It's for all why'all
This battle is for each and every one of you
My family to the ones that stand me
I extend my gratitude and loyalty to my family and those who support me
Little bit mo' love is what's recommended
We need to demonstrate and promote a bit more love and compassion
Yeah, and it's plain to see
Undeniably evident and clear to observe
The seeds from you and me
The offspring resulting from our union
Gon' be the ones to lead us towards unity
They will guide us towards a state of harmony and togetherness
That's if we treat them right
This will only come to fruition if we treat them with kindness and respect
Man, teach them right
We must educate and instill good values in them
Raise your kids better than you was
Ensure that your children have a better upbringing than you did
And see what it does
Observe the positive impact it has on their lives
But if you don't
However, if you neglect this responsibility
Man, we sho' to be done
We will undoubtedly face dire consequences
And we'll all see exactly why the good die young
The true reasons behind the premature deaths of virtuous individuals will be revealed to all
I send this out for all my homeboys that passed away
This message is dedicated to all my deceased friends
And all yo' homeboys that passed away
As well as all of your departed friends
I send this out to all the former fallen soldiers
I extend my tribute to all the fallen soldiers of the past
That's in the cemeteries buried
Those who now rest in graves in cemeteries
Never got to see they dreams
They were never able to witness the fulfillment of their dreams
For everything I touch you touch
In every action I take, you are connected and affected
For every step I take you take
As I progress forward, you are alongside me
For every breath I breathe you breathe
Our existence and breath intertwine
Every dollar I make you make
Our financial prosperity is shared
I told you we'd make it to the sunshine one day
I assured you that we would achieve success and happiness eventually
You just got there a little quicker
However, you arrived at that state of bliss a bit sooner
But like my homeboys Thugs say
As my friends, the Thugs, often say
I'll catch ya at the crossroads
I will meet you again at the point of decision or fate
The good die young
Regrettably, individuals of virtue and goodness often pass away prematurely
This song is dedicated to all them
This song is devoted to all of those
Young kids that died innocent
Innocent young children who met an untimely death
That died young
Who passed away at a tender age
At Columbine High
Specifically referring to the tragic incident at Columbine High School
Rest in Peace (Oklahoma)
And also remembering those who lost their lives in the Oklahoma incident
Outlawz
Giving a shoutout to the Outlawz, his associates
Lil' young Xzandafer
Mentioning a specific individual named Lil' young Xzandafer
Tasha, all them
Acknowledging and including others, such as Tasha
All the fallen kids
Paying tribute to all the young individuals who have passed away
The dead babies
Remembering and honoring deceased infants and young children
The closed caskets
Referring to the traditional practice of closed caskets during funerals
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Songtrust Ave
Written by: KATARI T. COX, MALCOLM GREENIDGE, MARVIN DARRELL HARPER, MUTAH W. BEALE, RUFUS LEE COOPER, TUPAC AMARU SHAKUR, VAL YOUNG
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Agent Bosconian
on So Many Tears - Live
I fear only God and no human being
Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong
I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon
God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die
I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner
I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail
My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace
I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle
Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories
To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive
I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore
I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help
May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death
Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me
The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them
As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it
People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me
I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions
I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy
I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life
I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life
I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles
I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why
I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death
If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much
I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much
I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me
I'm intentionally moving towards death
I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for
The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace
I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace
I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware
I had demons in my mind that were taking over
The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire
My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game
I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness
I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep
I wonder if I'll live to see the next day
I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears
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A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.
Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.
Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.
I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.
My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.
I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.
Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?
I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.
In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.
Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.
I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.
I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.
Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?
Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.
I address God.
I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
Now that I am struggling in the music industry.
I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.
Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.
I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.
I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.
I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.
I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.
I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.
I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.
I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.
I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.
I am unable to come to terms with my reality.
When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.
I feel lost and tired.
I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.
Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.
To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.
I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.
Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.
I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.
I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.
Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.
My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.
The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.
Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.
I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.
I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.
I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?
I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.
I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.
The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.
Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.
I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.
I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.
I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.
I want to change my life for the better.
I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.
I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.
I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.
The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.
I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.
I have been wanting to have children and start a family.
I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.
I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.
My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.
I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.
I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.
I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.
As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.
I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.
A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.
In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.
Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.
Gabriel Benard Cote
on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)
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