Shakur was born in New York City to parents who were both political activists and Black Panther Party members. Raised by his mother, he relocated to Baltimore in 1984 and to the San Francisco Bay Area in 1988. With the release of his debut album 2Pacalypse Now in 1991, he became a central figure in West Coast hip-hop for his conscious rap lyrics. Shakur achieved further critical and commercial success with his follow-up albums Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z... (1993) and Me Against the World (1995). His Diamond certified album All Eyez on Me (1996), the first double-length album in hip-hop history, abandoned his introspective lyrics for volatile gangsta rap. In addition to his music career, Shakur also found considerable success as an actor, with his starring roles in Juice (1992), Poetic Justice (1993), Above the Rim (1994), Bullet (1996), Gridlock'd (1997), and Gang Related (1997).
During the later part of his career, Shakur was shot five times in the lobby of a New York recording studio and experienced legal troubles, including incarceration. In 1995, Shakur served eight months in prison on sexual abuse charges, but was released pending an appeal of his conviction. Following his release, he signed to Marion "Suge" Knight's label Death Row Records and became heavily involved in the growing East Coast–West Coast hip hop rivalry. On September 7, 1996, Shakur was shot four times by an unidentified assailant in a drive-by shooting in Las Vegas; he died six days later. Following his murder, Shakur's friend-turned-rival, the Notorious B.I.G., was at first considered a suspect due to their public feud, but was also murdered in another drive-by shooting six months later in March 1997 while visiting Los Angeles.
Five more albums have been released since Shakur's death, all of which have been certified Platinum in the United States. In 2002, Shakur was inducted into the Hip-Hop Hall of Fame. In 2017, he was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in his first year of eligibility. Rolling Stone magazine ranked Shakur among the 100 Greatest Artists of All Time.
Shakur was born on June 16, 1971, in the East Harlem section of Manhattan in New York City. While born Lesane Parish Crooks, at age one he was renamed Tupac Amaru Shakur. He was named after Túpac Amaru II, the descendant of the last Incan ruler, Túpac Amaru, who was executed in Peru in 1781 after his failed revolt against Spanish rule. Shakur's mother explained, "I wanted him to have the name of revolutionary, indigenous people in the world. I wanted him to know he was part of a world culture and not just from a neighborhood."
Shakur had an older stepbrother, Mopreme "Komani" Shakur, and a half-sister, Sekyiwa Shakur, two years his junior.
Got My Mind Made Up
2Pac Lyrics
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Leavin' motherfucker's aborted, with no verbal support
And when I command the microphone I get deadly as Kahn though
With a bear and a snake and a panda, I'm on those
Who can withstand, the more power I gain
And make it possible for me to drop a few to wreck your brain
Imagine and keep on wishin' upon a star
Finally realizin' who the fuck we are
Would it be the greatest MC of all time
When I created rhyme for the simple fact
When I attack I crush your pride
My intention to ride, every time all night
I'm faced with the scars beyond this one bar
For me to put down my guard, I'm faced with it, I'ma ride
Breakin' in gas with the six-eight all day
In and out with my pay
I'm soon to count the bodies
So mandatory, my elevation, my lyrics like orientation
So you can be more familiar with the nigga you facin'
We must be patient nothin' better than communication
Known to damage and highly flammable like gas stations
Sorry I left that ass waitin'
No more procrastination give up to fate, and get that ass shakin'
I'm bustin' and makin' motherfuckers panic
Don't take your life for granted put that ass in the dirt
You swear the bitch was planted
My lyrics motivate the planet
It's similar to Rhythm Nation
But thugged out, forgive me Janet
Who's in control I'm activatin' your soul
You know, the way the games get controlled, yo
Two years ago, a friend of mine
Told me Alizé and Cristal blows your mind
Bear witness to the dopest fuckin' rhyme I wrote
Takin' off my coat, clearin' my throat
I got my mind made up, come on (come on)
Get in, get in t it (get on it)
Let it ride (get wit' it) tonight's the night
I got my mind made up, come on
Get in, get in to it
Let it ride tonight's the night
Well I come through with two packs
Of the bomb prophalaks for protection
So my fuckin' sack won't collapse
Cause nowadays, shit's evadin' the x-rays
Sendin' young motherfuckers to an early grave
I wonder, if my terrifyin' tactics of torturin' MC's
Shows my heart's as cold as the tundra
Electrifyin' like thunder, I'm just too much
Rough and raw with that motherfuckin' poisonous touch
I'm an MC with lyrics that's the fuckin' bom-bay
Your got dissed, that's before it's in'est like balmay
My rhymes, I leave a mark on your mind
As the deadly vibes spread through your head like sand pine
There's no escape, nah I ain't blastin'
I use my mental to assassinate assassin's for those askin'
Opposed to laughin', raw maniacal villain
Laughter enhances the chances of the killin'
Why is that? 'cause smilin' faces deceive
You best believe, to MC's I'm the deadliest disease
My thoughts rip your throat and make it hard to breathe
Your whole camp's under seige, and I'm Jason Vorhees
In the heat of the night is when I defeat and ignite mics
My verbal snipe, your vocab on site
I'm out the cut, uncut and raw with no clause for all
So all my rhymes hit and split the bricks on the wall
You'd already have an idea about the superior sphere
The greater rhyme creator on both sides of the equator
I rock from here to there, to Philly and back
To L.A on the spot where I rock and bust like straps
As your views get overshadowed when you come in contact
Beware, set and prepare to enter verbal combat
Fuck you losers, while you fake jacks I makes maneuvers
Like Hitler, stickin' up (Jews) with German (lugers)
The Mr. Meth-Tical from Staten Isle
Will be back after this message don't touch the dial
Rarely do you see an MC out for justice
Got my gun powder and my musket (blaow)
Melons get swellin's, I paint mental pictures like Magellen
Half of my clan's repeat felons
Niggas best protect they joints for Nine-Nickel
Man I stay on point like icicles
Now who wanna test Tical then touch Tical
All up in your motherfuckin' mouth
Head banger boogie
Catch me on tour with Al Doogie
Method Man roll too tight, you can pull me
Better take one and pass or that's that ass
Your vital statistics are low and fallin' fast
Johnny Blaze out to get loot like Johnny Cash
Play a game of Russian Roulette and have a blast
Ayo, lyrical gas spittin' the criminal tactics
Non-believers get my dick and genitals backwards
Let's face it, there's no replacement
Taste this, mad underground basement, shit I'm laced with
Avalanche on your whole camp when I'm splifted
Funk Doctor who? Spock bitch don't get it twisted
I got connects like Federal Express
To get the fresh package of bless, the dogs can't fetch
Got the clear spot from the rear block
To bust 'til every nigga here drop, men I fear not
Hold your nose and blow out 'til your ears pop
Since your crew suit you to shift now you claim that you gear's lot
With, this underground cannabis
I'm dangerous like John the bomb analyst
Then proceeds like keys
My degrees freeze consecutively like EPMD LP's
Lick off a shot and hit your fam' by mistake
So I erase the whole front row at the wake
I planned my escape in case Jake or a snake bust it
I'm the one pushin' the hearse in the first place
Confidence for you shaky ass folks
Pump for Rockafella for the day he got smoked
Choke, off this anecdote got you ope
Get roast, by my lyrics Billy Dee .45 Colt
And I'm out for nine nickel (INS the rebels)
West, list this, this, this
The lyrics to "Got My Mind Made Up" by 2Pac, Dat Nigga Daz, Kurupt, Method Man, and Redman are powerful and boastful. The lyrics seem to assert the rappers' dominance both in terms of skill and persona. They talk about their ability to destroy other MCs with their rhymes and how they are in control of their own destinies. The lyrics are full of references to weapons, power, and dominance, creating a sense of the rappers' toughness and invincibility.
The lyrics also touch upon the idea of self-discovery and putting aside one's ego. The rappers realize that they are powerful and talented, but they also recognize the importance of humility and patience when dealing with others. They use their lyrics to motivate and inspire others to realize their own potential and to embrace their unique abilities.
Line by Line Meaning
You find an MC like me who's strong
You won't come across a rapper as talented and powerful as me.
Leaving motherfucker's aborted, with no verbal support
I destroy weak rappers without any mercy or assistance.
And when I command the microphone I get deadly as Kahn though
When I take control of the mic, I become just as lethal as the fierce warrior Khan.
With a bear and a snake and a panda, I'm on those
I have the ferocity of a bear, the cunning of a snake, and the unpredictability of a panda.
Who can withstand, the more power I gain
No one can withstand the increasing strength and influence I possess.
And make it possible for me to drop a few to wreck your brain
This power enables me to deliver mind-blowing rhymes that leave you stunned.
Imagine and keep on wishing upon a star
I want you to dream and hope for greatness, like wishing upon a star.
Finally realizing who the fuck we are
We are finally recognizing and embracing our true identities and talents.
When I penetrate, it's been withstanding, faded
When I enter the scene, it's already established and recognized.
Would it be the greatest MC of all time
Could I possibly be the greatest rapper in history?
When I created rhyme for the simple fact
I write rhymes for the pure purpose of expressing myself.
When I attack I crush your pride
When I launch my verbal assault, I completely shatter your ego.
My intention to ride, every time all night
I am determined to dominate and perform exceptionally every single night.
I'm faced with the scars beyond this one bar
I confront the struggles and challenges that extend beyond the realm of music.
For me to put down my guard, I'm faced with it, I'm a ride
But I refuse to let my guard down, I will continue to persevere.
Breaking in gas with the six-eight all day
Driving around with my car equipped with a powerful 6.8L engine all day long.
In and out with my pay
Engaging in various activities to earn my income.
I'm soon to count the bodies
I will soon witness the consequences of my actions by counting the number of people affected.
So mandatory my elevation my lyrics like orientation
My rise to success is essential and my lyrics serve as a guide or direction for listeners.
So you can be more familiar with the nigga you facing
To ensure that you have a better understanding of who I am as the artist you are encountering.
We must be patient nothing better than communication
We need to remain patient and understand that effective communication is crucial.
Known to damage and highly flammable like gas stations
I am notorious for causing harm and being extremely dangerous, similar to flammable gas stations.
Sorry I left that ass waiting
Apologies for making you wait, but I am worth the delay.
No more procrastination give up to fate, and get that ass shaking
Stop delaying and surrender to destiny, and start moving and dancing.
I'm busting and making motherfuckers panic
I am bursting onto the scene, causing intense panic and fear.
Don't take your life for granted put that ass in the dirt
Don't underestimate the value of your life, or you'll end up dead.
You swear the bitch was planted
You are convinced that the situation was intentionally set up against you.
My lyrics motivate the planet
My rhymes inspire and energize the entire world.
It's similar to Rhythm Nation
My impact and influence can be compared to that of Janet Jackson's album 'Rhythm Nation.'
But thugged out, forgive me Janet
However, my music has a more aggressive, street-oriented edge. Sorry, Janet Jackson.
Who's in control I'm activating your souls
I am taking control and awakening the spirits within you.
You know, the way the games get controlled
You understand how the industry operates and controls the game.
You, two years ago, a friend of mine
You, someone I knew two years ago, were once a friend of mine.
Told me Alize and Cristal blows your mind
You once told me that you were amazed and impressed by the alcohol brands Alize and Cristal.
Bear witness to the dopest fucking rhyme I wrote
Experience and witness the most incredible and impressive rhyme I have ever written.
Taking off my coat, clearing my throat
Preparing myself for action by removing my coat and clearing my throat.
I got my mind made up, come on (come on)
I have made up my mind and I am determined. Let's go!
Get in get in too (get on it)
Join in and get involved in the action and excitement.
Let it ride (get wit it) tonight's the night
Let the momentum carry us forward, tonight is the perfect moment for success.
Well I come through with two packs
I enter the scene with two packs of condoms.
Of the bomb prophalaks for protection
To protect myself from any potential consequences, I am equipped with high-quality condoms.
So my fucking sac won't collapse
To ensure that my testicles remain intact and unaffected.
Cause nowadays, shit's evading the x-rays
Because in today's world, dangerous situations go undetected by conventional means.
Sending young motherfuckers to an early grave
Resulting in young individuals meeting their untimely deaths.
I wonder, if my terrifying tactics of torturing MC's
I often question the effectiveness and impact of my terrifying methods for defeating other rappers.
Shows my heart's as cold as the tundra
It demonstrates that I possess a cold and ruthless heart, just like the freezing tundra.
Electrifying like thunder, I'm just too much
My presence and energy are electrifying, overpowering, and overwhelming.
Rough and raw with that motherfucking poisonous touch
I am aggressive and unfiltered, with a touch that is harmful and toxic.
I'm an MC with lyrics that's the fucking bom-bay
I am a rapper with explosive and exceptional lyrics.
Your got dissed, that's before it's ingest like balmay
You have been insulted and disrespected even before you can comprehend it, like a powerful punch.
My rhymes, I leave a mark on your mind
My lyrics have a lasting impact on your thoughts and memory.
As the deadly vibes spread through your head like sand pine
The intense and destructive energy of my rhymes flow through your mind like rapid fire.
There's no escape, nah I ain't blasting
You cannot escape from my grip or my influence; I won't resort to violence.
I use my mental to assassinate assassin's for those asking
I use my intelligence and creativity to defeat other skilled rappers and silence anyone who questions me.
Opposed to laughing, raw maniacal villain
Instead of laughing, I am a sinister and savage villain.
Laughter enhances the chances of the killing
In fact, laughter increases the likelihood of causing harm and destruction.
Why is that? 'cause smiling faces deceive
The reason for this is that smiling faces can often be misleading and dishonest.
You best believe, to MC's I'm the deadliest disease
You should firmly believe that I am the most dangerous threat to other rappers.
My thoughts rip your throat and make it hard to breathe
My profound and intense thoughts figuratively strangle and suffocate your ability to function.
Your whole camp's under seige, and I'm Jason Vorhees
I am relentlessly attacking and overpowering your entire crew, just like the infamous horror movie character Jason Vorhees.
In the heat of the night is when I defeat and ignite mikes
During intense and passionate moments, I excel and conquer the microphone.
My verbal snipe, your vocab on site
My sharp and precise verbal attacks expose the weakness of your vocabulary.
I'm out the cut, uncut and raw with no clause for all
I am emerging from the shadows, unfiltered and unadulterated, with no limitations.
So all my rhymes hit and split the bricks on the wall
Every single one of my rhymes lands with such force that it shatters the solid bricks on the wall.
Your already have an idea about the superior sphere
You already have a notion of my dominance and excellence.
The greater rhyme creator on both sides of the equator
I am recognized as the greatest lyricist on both sides of the globe.
I rock from here to there, to Philly and back
My influence and reputation stretch from one location to another, including Philadelphia.
To LA on the spot where I rock and bust like straps
I excel and make a strong impression in Los Angeles, just like a firearm being fired.
As your views get overshadowed when you come in contact
Your opinions and perspectives become insignificant when you interact with me and experience my superiority.
Beware, set and prepare to enter verbal combat
Be cautious and mentally prepare yourself for a fierce battle of words.
Fuck you losers, while you fake jacks I makes maneuvers
I dismiss and disregard you losers, while I skillfully make strategic moves and impress.
Like Hitler, sticking up (Jews) with German (lugers)
Similar to Hitler, I show dominance and control by forcefully asserting power and authority.
The Mr. Meth-Tical from Staten Isle
I am the legendary and unique rapper, Mr. Meth-Tical, representing Staten Island.
Will be back after this mess-age don't touch the dial
I will return after this important message, so don't switch channels or lose focus.
Rarely do you see an MC out for justice
It is uncommon to witness a rapper seeking justice and standing up for what is right.
Got my gun powder and my musket blow!
I am armed and ready, with gunpowder and a musket, prepared to take action!
Melons get swellings, I paint mental pictures like Magellen
I cause heads to swell with my lyrical impact, just like an injured melon. I also vividly depict images in your mind, similar to the explorer Magellan.
Half of my Clan's three deep felons
Half of my rap group, the Clan, consists of dangerous and criminal individuals.
Niggas best protect they joints for Nine-Nickel
People should guard themselves and their possessions when interacting with my crew, the Nine-Nickel (a reference to a 1995 album).
Man I stay on point like icicles
I always remain sharp and focused, just like hanging icicles.
Now who wanna test Tical then touch Tical
Whoever dares to challenge or question my skills, will face the consequences and experience my wrath.
All up in your motherfucking mouth
I will invade and dominate every aspect of your life, including your speech and thoughts.
Head banger boogie
I create music that makes people vigorously move and nod their heads in rhythm.
Catch me on tour with Al Doogie
You can find me on tour, performing alongside Al Doogie.
Method Man roll too tight, you can pull me
I am incredibly skilled and talented, and you can experience my greatness firsthand.
Better take one and pass or that's that ass
You should quickly take your turn and pass the microphone, or you will face defeat.
Your vital statistics are low and falling fast
Your skills and relevancy are rapidly declining and becoming insignificant.
Johnny Blaze out to get loot like Johnny Cash
I, Johnny Blaze, am determined to accumulate wealth and success, similar to the legendary musician Johnny Cash.
Play a game of Russian Roulette and have a blast
I am willing to engage in extremely dangerous situations, like playing Russian Roulette, and find enjoyment in the risk.
Hey yo, lyrical gas spitting the criminal tactics
Listen up, I deliver fiery and aggressive lyrics, displaying my criminal methods and strategies.
Non-believers get my dick and genitals backwards
Those who doubt me are completely mistaken and confused about my skills and capabilities.
Let's face it, there's no replacement
Let's be honest, there is no one who can replace or replicate my talent.
Taste this, mad underground basement, shit I'm laced with
Experience and appreciate the raw and gritty nature of my music, it is filled with authenticity and intensity.
Avalanche on your whole camp when I'm splifted
I bring a sudden and overpowering force, similar to an avalanche, that will crush and defeat your entire crew when I am high on drugs.
Funk Doctor who? Spock bitch don't get it twisted
I am the Funk Doctor, similar to the character Spock from Star Trek, don't misunderstand or underestimate me.
I got connects like Federal Express
I have strong connections and networks similar to the reliable courier service Federal Express.
To get the fresh package of bless, the dogs can't fetch
I am capable of obtaining the latest and best music or blessings that others cannot obtain.
Got the clear spot from the rear block
I have secured a prominent position and gained recognition from the back alleys and less prominent areas.
To bust till every nigga here drop, men I fear not
I will continue to rap and perform with great intensity until every single person around me falls, and I have no fear.
Hold your nose and blow out till your ears pop
Hold your breath and exhale forcefully until your ears experience pressure changes and pop.
Since your crew suit you to shift now you claim that you get's lot
Because your crew supports or enables your behavior, you believe that you have achieved a lot.
With, this underground cannabis
With this underground strain of marijuana, that is highly potent and exclusive.
I'm dangerous like John the bomb analyst
I am as dangerous as John, a skilled bomb analyst or expert.
Then proceeds like keys
Then I continue moving forward and progressing, just like keys unlocking doors.
My degrees freeze consecutively like EPMD LP's
My rhymes and achievements keep stacking up and increasing in value, similar to EPMD's LPs.
Lick off a shot and hit your fam' by mistake
I accidentally shoot and harm your family when aiming for someone else.
So I erase the whole front row at the wake
As a result, I obliterate and eliminate everyone in the front row at the funeral.
I planned my escape in case Jake or a snake bust it
I have carefully strategized and prepared my escape route in the event that the police or a betrayer attempt to apprehend me.
I'm the one pushing the hearse in the first place
Ultimately, I am the cause of your death, as I am the one controlling the situation.
Confidence for you shaky ass folks
I possess an unshakable confidence, unlike all you weak and uncertain individuals.
Pump for Rockafella for the day he got smoked
I raise my gun and fire shots in honor of Rockafella, on the day he was killed.
Choke, off this anecdote got you ope
Strangling you with this story or narrative, leaving you dumbfounded and confused.
Get roast, by my lyrics Billy Dee .45 Colt
You get burned and destroyed by my powerful lyrics, similar to being shot by the legendary actor Billy Dee Williams' .45 Colt pistol.
And I'm out for nine nickel (INS the rebels)
I am determined to pursue and obtain wealth and success, just like my crew, the Nine Nickel Rebels.
West, list this, this, this
Westside, take note of this, this, this.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Delmer Drew Arnaud, Ricardo Brown, Tupac Shakur
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Agent Bosconian
on So Many Tears - Live
I fear only God and no human being
Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong
I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon
God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die
I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner
I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail
My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace
I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle
Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories
To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive
I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore
I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help
May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death
Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me
The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them
As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it
People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me
I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions
I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy
I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life
I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life
I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles
I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why
I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death
If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much
I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much
I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me
I'm intentionally moving towards death
I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for
The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace
I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace
I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware
I had demons in my mind that were taking over
The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire
My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game
I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness
I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep
I wonder if I'll live to see the next day
I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears
Aliyu
on 'Pac's Life
Nice
A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.
Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.
Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.
I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.
My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.
I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.
Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?
I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.
In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.
Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.
I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.
I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.
Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?
Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.
I address God.
I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
Now that I am struggling in the music industry.
I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.
Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.
I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.
I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.
I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.
I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.
I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.
I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.
I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.
I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.
I am unable to come to terms with my reality.
When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.
I feel lost and tired.
I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.
Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.
To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.
I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.
Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.
I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.
I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.
Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.
My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.
The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.
Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.
I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.
I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.
I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?
I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.
I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.
The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.
Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.
I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.
I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.
I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.
I want to change my life for the better.
I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.
I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.
I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.
The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.
I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.
I have been wanting to have children and start a family.
I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.
I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.
My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.
I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.
I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.
I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.
As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.
I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.
A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.
In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.
Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.
Gabriel Benard Cote
on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)
2 pac is the best