Shakur was born in New York City to parents who were both political activists and Black Panther Party members. Raised by his mother, he relocated to Baltimore in 1984 and to the San Francisco Bay Area in 1988. With the release of his debut album 2Pacalypse Now in 1991, he became a central figure in West Coast hip-hop for his conscious rap lyrics. Shakur achieved further critical and commercial success with his follow-up albums Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z... (1993) and Me Against the World (1995). His Diamond certified album All Eyez on Me (1996), the first double-length album in hip-hop history, abandoned his introspective lyrics for volatile gangsta rap. In addition to his music career, Shakur also found considerable success as an actor, with his starring roles in Juice (1992), Poetic Justice (1993), Above the Rim (1994), Bullet (1996), Gridlock'd (1997), and Gang Related (1997).
During the later part of his career, Shakur was shot five times in the lobby of a New York recording studio and experienced legal troubles, including incarceration. In 1995, Shakur served eight months in prison on sexual abuse charges, but was released pending an appeal of his conviction. Following his release, he signed to Marion "Suge" Knight's label Death Row Records and became heavily involved in the growing East Coast–West Coast hip hop rivalry. On September 7, 1996, Shakur was shot four times by an unidentified assailant in a drive-by shooting in Las Vegas; he died six days later. Following his murder, Shakur's friend-turned-rival, the Notorious B.I.G., was at first considered a suspect due to their public feud, but was also murdered in another drive-by shooting six months later in March 1997 while visiting Los Angeles.
Five more albums have been released since Shakur's death, all of which have been certified Platinum in the United States. In 2002, Shakur was inducted into the Hip-Hop Hall of Fame. In 2017, he was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in his first year of eligibility. Rolling Stone magazine ranked Shakur among the 100 Greatest Artists of All Time.
Shakur was born on June 16, 1971, in the East Harlem section of Manhattan in New York City. While born Lesane Parish Crooks, at age one he was renamed Tupac Amaru Shakur. He was named after Túpac Amaru II, the descendant of the last Incan ruler, Túpac Amaru, who was executed in Peru in 1781 after his failed revolt against Spanish rule. Shakur's mother explained, "I wanted him to have the name of revolutionary, indigenous people in the world. I wanted him to know he was part of a world culture and not just from a neighborhood."
Shakur had an older stepbrother, Mopreme "Komani" Shakur, and a half-sister, Sekyiwa Shakur, two years his junior.
Mamma's Just A Little Girl
2Pac Lyrics
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I feel ya (hey)
I know how it is
Mama's just a little girl
Don't nobody understand
I feel ya
She was born a heavy set girl with pigtails and curls
Though she could never understand why
Some underhanded plans witnessed a man die
Was only fifteen, should've been a beauty queen, still
See her crying by the caskets when her parents got killed
Little girl, don't cry, 'cause even though they died
You can best believe they watchin' over thee from the sky
Never asked for this misery, but look at what you gettin'
Is a blessing in disguise when you find out you're pregnant
No money, no home, and even though you're all alone
You gots to do this on your own, so, baby, go
I wish you luck and if you need me, call
Just come to me and let me feed you all
I can understand the way it feels when you're fighting the world
Facing all this drama when mama's just a little girl
Mama don't know why
Mama's just a little girl
Living if she is or not, oh
When time ain't on her side
'Cause mama's just a little girl (mama's just a little girl)
She gotta hold her head up high, oh
At sixteen, what a beautiful thing
The very essence of a jet-black ebony queen
And who could tell she'd get pregnant at an early age? (What?)
She didn't listen, had sex, watch her belly raise
Hey, got violated by someone she dated, if this is fate
I'd hate to see the seeds she created, and so we waited
Though it takes time to build a body and a mind
She reclines nine months then finally it's time
What do we find? Little growing boy of mine
With a tortured soul, addicted to a life of crime
Had no time for the growing stage
He learned his values on the streets at an early age
Watch for police, don't come home (why?)
'Cause mama's acting crazy at the hospital
'Bout to have another baby, like a rose from the concrete
Growing within, blessed with twins
How the hell can mama raise three men?
So we began, closest family, such insanity
A happy home from one act of inhumanity
Plus mama said the seed was corrupt
Used to rub her belly, beggin' to let us breathe and she'd love us
Now, mama sits quiet, sippin' peppermint Schnapps
Turned the house into a spot and made her watch for cops, ayy
How could mama bring a thug like me into the world?
She ain't the cause of all this drama
'Cause mama's just a little girl
Mama don't know why
Mama's just a little girl
Living if she is or not, oh
When time ain't on her side
'Cause mama's just a little girl (mama's just a little girl)
She gotta hold her head up high, oh
Now, will she remain in the same spot?
The gunshots rang, they came from the 'caine spot
Now, look here, I see her clutchin' her son in her arms, she's hurt
Her heart bleeds, now she watched her seed die in the dirt
Fulfil prophecies, but who could stop the grief
I walk around tryna hold the world up on top of me
Probably be an innocent man, still I'm the victim of a curse
What could be worse? Nothin' but pain since my birth
Only functions at the pen, 'cause everybody's in
Payin' back society, I'm guilty of a life of sin
I watch the drama occur, my eyes blur 'fore I jetted
I wonder why we all have to die before we get it
Though we shed tears, so many peers I've done buried
Worried and scared, knowin' I'm going to see the cemetery
Must be prepared in this cold world no one cares
Know it ain't fair, but we all bear and do our share
In this land of the underhanded schemes and plans
Vivid dreams of a nigga having G's in hand
Mama told me not to be a punk
Fuck what you talkin' 'bout, coward, what you niggas want?
Hey, there ain't a thing I wouldn't do for my mama in this world
'Cause you know I ain't mad at cha, you're just a little girl
See mama's just a little girl (mama's just a little girl)
Mama don't know why
Mama's just a little girl (mama's just a little girl)
Living if she is or not, oh (y'all ain't facin' all this drama)
'Cause mama's just a little girl
(Time ain't on her side)
They ask us why we mutilate each other like we do ('cause mama's just a little girl)
They wonder why we hold such little worth for human life (gotta hold her head up high, oh)
(Facing all this drama)
To ask us why we turn from bad to worse is to ignore from which we came
(Mama's just a little girl)
You see, you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals
On the contrary, we would all celebrate its tenacity
We would all love its will to reach the sun
Well, we are the roses (we are the roses)
This is the concrete (this is the concrete)
And these are my damaged petals (and these are my damaged petals)
Don't ask me why (don't ask why)
Thank God, nigga (thank God)
Ask me how (ask me how)
You see, mama's just a little girl hey (mama)
Mama
The lyrics to 2Pac's song "Mama" delve deeply into the struggles and pain of being a young mother. The song begins with 2Pac expressing his understanding and empathy for young mothers, explaining that no one really understands them. He goes on to tell the story of two teenage mothers, both of whom faced great adversity, poverty, and tragedy.
The first mother, who had a "heart full of gold," lost both her parents as a young girl and was left to navigate the world alone. She eventually becomes pregnant without any money or home, but 2Pac wishes her luck and tells her to come to him if she needs any help. The second mother, at 16 years old, got pregnant and had a boy. He grows up in a violent and dangerous environment, falling into a life of crime at a young age. Tragically, he dies from gunshots in the final moments of the song.
Throughout the song, 2Pac explores the themes of poverty, violence, and despair, emphasizing the struggles that young mothers face. He tries to offer encouragement and support to the mothers he sings about, but ultimately, the song is a commentary on the harsh realities that they must endure.
Line by Line Meaning
Young mothers
This song is about the struggles and experiences of young mothers.
I feel you
I understand and empathize with your situation.
I know how it is
I am familiar with the challenges and hardships you face.
Mama's just a little girl
Despite being a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
Don't nobody understand
No one truly comprehends the difficulties she goes through.
She was born a heavy set girl with pig tails and curls
She was born with physical characteristics that may have made her stand out.
A heart full of gold still it won't change the world
Despite her kind nature, her goodness alone cannot overcome the challenges she faces.
Though she could never understand why?
She struggles to comprehend the reasons behind the adversities she encounters.
Some underhanded plans witnessed a man die
She has seen the consequences of deceitful and malicious intentions that resulted in a man's death.
Was only fifteen should've been a beauty queen
At a young age, she should have had dreams of becoming successful and admired, like a beauty queen.
See here cryin' by the caskets when her parents got killed
She mourns the loss of her parents and weeps beside their caskets.
Little girl don't cry
Don't shed tears, for your parents are watching over you from heaven.
'Cause even though they died
Despite their death,
You can best believe they watchin' over thee from the sky
You can be certain that they are watching and protecting you from above.
Never asked for this misery
She didn't choose or desire to experience such hardship and suffering.
But look at what you gettin'
However, despite the difficulties, there are hidden blessings and lessons to be learned.
It's a blessin' in disguise
The challenges she faces may ultimately lead to unforeseen positive outcomes.
When you find out you're pregnant
When she discovers she is expecting a child.
No money, no home
She lacks financial stability and doesn't have a proper place to live.
And even though you all alone
Despite being alone in this situation.
You've got to do this on your own
She must face the challenges of motherhood independently.
So baby go
So, my dear, go on and face the world.
I wish you luck and if you need me call
I hope for the best for you, and if you require assistance, reach out to me.
Just come to me and let me feed you all
Come to me, and I'll provide for you and the child.
I can understand
I comprehend and relate to your struggles.
The way it feels when you fightin' the world
The emotions and struggles you face when you are in conflict with the world.
Facin' all this drama
Dealing with various problems and conflicts.
When Mama's just a little girl
Despite being a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
Mama
A term used to refer to one's mother.
Don't know why?
She doesn't understand the reasons behind her struggles and hardships.
Woman tho' she is alive
Despite being a grown woman, she still faces significant challenges and obstacles.
Time ain't on her side
She feels like time is not working in her favor.
'Cause Mama's just a little girl
Despite her responsibilities, she is still young and inexperienced.
She gotta hold her head up high
She must remain strong and confident.
At sixteen what a beautiful thing
At the age of sixteen, she experiences the beauty and joy of young love and romance.
The very essence of a jet black ebony queen
She embodies the beauty and strength of a black woman.
And who could tell she get pregnant at an early age
No one could have predicted that she would become pregnant at such a young age.
She didn't listen had sex
She disregarded advice and engaged in sexual activity.
Watch her belly raise
She observes her stomach grow as her pregnancy progresses.
Hey, got violated by someone she dated
She was sexually assaulted by someone she was in a relationship with.
If this is fate I hate to see the seed she created
If this is the predetermined destiny, she fears the kind of life her child will have to live.
So we wait though it takes time to build the body and the mind
She patiently waits, understanding that it takes time for her child's body and mind to develop.
She reclines nine months then finally it's time
After nine months of carrying the child, the time of birth arrives.
What do we find?
What is the outcome or situation we discover?
A little grown boy a mind with a tortured soul
She gives birth to a young boy whose mind is burdened with pain and suffering.
Addicted to a life of crime at no time for growin' stage
He becomes addicted to a criminal lifestyle, leaving no room for proper growth and development.
He learned his values on the streets at an early age
From a young age, he acquires his principles and beliefs from the streets and a potentially negative environment.
Watch for police don't come home
He constantly fears encounters with the police and doesn't feel safe returning home.
'Cause Mama's actin' crazy at the hospital
His mother is exhibiting erratic behavior at the hospital.
'Bout to have another baby
She is about to give birth to another child.
Like the rose from a concrete
Similar to a rose growing from a crack in the concrete, symbolizing resilience and triumph over adversity.
Grown within' blessed with twins
Despite the challenging circumstances, she is blessed with twin children.
How the hell can Mama raise three men
She questions how she can effectively raise three boys on her own.
So we began a closest family
They form a close-knit family unit.
Such insanity a happy home
Despite the difficult circumstances, they manage to create a joyful and loving home.
For one act inhumanity
Due to one violent and inhuman act.
Plus Mama said, "The seed was corrupted"
His mother believes that he was negatively influenced or corrupted from birth.
Used the rubber belly
Referring to using a condom to prevent pregnancy.
Beggin' us to breathe if she love us
She pleads with her children to take every breath in gratitude if they truly love her.
Now Mama sits quiet sippin' peppermint Schnapps
Now, she sits in silence, sipping alcoholic beverages, specifically peppermint Schnapps.
Turned the house into a spot and made her watch for cops
She has converted their home into a place for illegal activities, and watches out for police presence.
How could Mama bring a thug like me in this world?
He questions his mother's role in bringing him into a world of criminal behavior and violence.
She ain't the 'cause of all the drama
However, he acknowledges that she is not solely responsible for the troubles they face.
'Cause Mama's just a little girl
Despite her responsibilities as a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
Now would she remain in the same spot?
Will she continue to stay in the same difficult situation?
The gunshots rang they came from the cane spot
Gunshots are heard, originating from the location associated with illegal activities.
Now look here I see her clutchin' her son
The singer sees her holding her child tightly.
In her arms she hurt
She is in emotional pain, holding her injured child.
Her heart bleedin' as she watched her seed die in the dirt
Her heart aches as she witnesses her child's death and sees their lifeless body on the ground.
Fulfill prophecy
The tragic event confirms a previously predicted outcome.
But who could stop the grief?
No one can prevent or cease the immense sorrow and pain she experiences.
I walk away I'm tryin' to hold the world up on top me
The artist walks away, trying to bear the weight of the world on his shoulders.
Probably be an innocent man
He speculates that he may have been an innocent person.
Still I'm the victim of a curse
Nevertheless, he feels like he is cursed or doomed to suffer.
What could be worse?
He wonders what could possibly be more agonizing or dire than his current circumstances.
Nothin' but pain
His life is nothing but constant pain and suffering.
Since my birth taught me functions at the pen
He has learned how to survive and navigate life through prison experiences since a young age.
'Cause everybody's in payin' back society
Because everyone is seeking vengeance against society or seeking retribution.
I'm guilty of a life of sin
He admits to being responsible for leading a life filled with wrongdoing and immorality.
I watched the drama occur
He has witnessed the unfolding of various conflicts and troubles.
My eyes blurred 'fore I jet it
Before leaving or fleeing, his vision becomes blurred due to tears.
I wonder why we all have to die for we get it
He questions why death is often the ultimate teacher in life before one truly understands.
Though we shed tears
Though we cry.
So many peers I done buried
He has had to bury many friends and acquaintances.
Worried and scared
He constantly feels anxious and fearful.
Knowin' I'm a see the cemetery
Knowing that death awaits him and he will end up in the graveyard.
Must be prepared in this cold world
He must mentally and emotionally prepare himself for the harsh realities of life.
No one cares
No one truly shows concern or empathy.
No it ain't fair
The circumstances or treatment are far from just or fair.
But we all there
However, we are all together in this situation.
And do our share
We each do our part or contribute to our respective roles.
In this land of underhanded schemes and plans
In this world filled with deceitful and manipulative intentions.
Vivid dreams of a nigga havin' G's in hand
He envisions a life where he possesses a large sum of money and material possessions.
Mama told me not to be a punk
His mother advised him not to be weak or easily manipulated.
Fuck what you talkin' about coward?
He confronts someone who disagrees with or doubts his choices, using derogatory language.
What you niggas want? Hey
What is it that you all desire or expect from me?
There ain't a thing I wouldn't do for my mama in this world
He is willing to do anything for his mother, regardless of the challenges or sacrifices.
'Cause you know I ain't mad atcha
He reassures his mother that he harbors no resentment towards her.
You're just a little girl
Despite being a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
See Mama's just a little girl
Despite being a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
{They ask us why we mutilate each other like we do
Others question why we engage in violent acts against one another.
And wonder why we hold such little worth for human life
They are curious as to why we don't value human life as much.
Facing all this drama
Confronting various conflicts and troubles.
But to ask us why we to turn from bad to worse
But if they ask why we transition from negative situations to even worse circumstances.
Is to ignore from which we came
They are ignoring the difficult and challenging backgrounds we come from.
You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete
Just like no one questions why a rose that blossomed in harsh conditions has imperfections.
Had damaged petals
Has petals that are not flawless or perfect.
On the contrary
Instead, people would celebrate its strength and resilience.
We would all celebrate its tenacity
Everyone would admire and honor its determination or persistence.
We would all love its will to reach the sun
We would all appreciate its desire and effort to strive for greatness.
Well
In the same way,
We are the roses
We, individuals who come from difficult circumstances,
This is the concrete
This is the harsh and challenging world we live in.
And these are my damaged petals
And these imperfections or struggles are a part of who I am.
Don't ask me why
Don't inquire about the reasons behind it all.
Thank God nigga
Thank God, my friend.
Ask me how
Ask me about how I've managed to overcome.
You see, Mama's just a little girl
Despite being a mother, she is still young and inexperienced.
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
Written by: Alexander Wood Stiff, Johnny Lee Jackson, Kimmy Hill, Kip Carson Wilson, Tupac Amaru Shakur
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Agent Bosconian
on So Many Tears - Live
I fear only God and no human being
Even in the face of danger, I will stay strong
I have cried so much and fear that I might die soon
God, please guide me and take me to heaven if I die
I grew up in a sad, and lonely environment and it affected me in a gravely manner
I was abandoned; all alone and grew up in a community that was doomed to fail
My mind was greatly troubled and I couldn't be able to find my inner peace
I found solace and comfort in adopting a tough and rebellious lifestyle
Do you understand my pain and sorrow? I don't ever dwell on the past memories
To survive in a dangerous environment, you must react aggressively and quickly; in order to stay alive
I will always remember my friend, Kato. A good friend who has tragically died, and is no longer with us, anymore
I witnessed the day Kato perished on the streets and was calling for help
May Kato, and those who died before him, truly find peace in death
Is there really a place in heaven for a gangster like me? Always think and never forget about me
The friends that I once shared my laughter with; are now buried in their graves in the cemetery. I continue to shed countless tears for them; as I grieve for them
As I face many difficulties in the music industry, I will do whatever it takes to overcome it
People call me greedy and selfish for making money, yet they rarely can see me
I feel like I'm being cursed by the world and havin' disturbing; yet horrible premonitions
I have a fear that I will die and lie inside a coffin on a hearse, and want God's guidance and empathy
I want to escape from the problems, stress and the hurting of life
I yearned; longing for happiness and clarity in my troubled life
I'm trapped in jail and my life is in shambles
I feel like I'm doomed to go to Hell, but I don't know why
I'm in denial about my life, and I'm scared of death
If I go to hell, I will be in eternal pain and cry so much
I'm lost and tired, and I've cried so much
I'm contemplating suicide, so stay away from me
I'm intentionally moving towards death
I'm ready to die, and I feel like I have nothing to live for
The streets were ruthless, and I couldn't find peace
I'm on the verge of breaking down, and I long for peace
I lost my soul and my identity, but I was unaware
I had demons in my mind that were taking over
The demons inside me grew and ignited a fire
My head felt like a bomb ready to explode, it was a nasty game
I have no happy memories, only pain and sadness
I imagine my enemies murdering me in my sleep
I wonder if I'll live to see the next day
I ask God to pardon me for my wrongs as death approaches
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and...
God knows I tried my best, but I've seen people get killed
I witnessed innocent people, including children, being killed by drive-by shootings
I wonder why these tragedies happen as I pass by
I feel sad as I see the outline of a body on the ground and turn to drugs for comfort
I don't want this life, I want something different
There is no promising future for me; I'm trapped in the cycle of crime and violence
I feel like I'm in a never-ending maze
Alcohol made me act out and lose my mind
I've been disillusioned and now want a family
I want a family to see a better side of myself that isn't tainted by my past
I don't trust my girlfriend because she's been influenced by the negative environment around us
I hear rumors that my girlfriend is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle it
I collapse and pray for God to let me into heaven
I've cried countless tears and beg for God's mercy to let me into heaven
I've lost so many years and cried so many tears
God, I lost so many friends and associates, and cried so many tears
Aliyu
on 'Pac's Life
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A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
I am not afraid of anything or anyone other than God.
Even when I am in the darkest of times and places.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
I ask God to guide me and be with me in my journey through life.
Even as a child in elementary school, I found myself attracted to and surrounded by sadness and hopelessness.
I was abandoned and grew up among a generation of people who were doomed to fail.
My mind was constantly struggling, and I could not find a sense of peace or comfort anywhere.
I found a sense of identity and belonging when I got the tattoo of 'Thug Life' on my chest.
Do you understand the struggles and pain that I have experienced in my life?
I am not dwelling on my past mistakes, and if you want to be successful, you shouldn't be either.
In order to defend yourself and your community from violence, you must be the first one to take action. We should never forget Kato, who was killed due to senseless violence.
Kato is no longer with us and has passed away.
I witnessed violent crimes, and I've seen the aftermath of people being killed on the streets.
I hope Kato, and all those who have passed before him, are resting in peace.
Is there a place in heaven for someone like me, who has lived a life of violence and crime?
Remember me and all of my friends who have died and are now buried in the cemetery.
I address God.
I have experienced a lot of suffering throughout my life.
I have cried so many tears because of the pain and hardships I have faced in my life.
Now that I am struggling in the music industry.
I will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means being labeled as greedy and only focused on making money.
Even though I am chasing success, I rarely get to enjoy it or be seen by others.
I feel cursed and have a negative outlook on the world.
I am having visions of dying and leaving this world in a coffin.
I ask God if he can understand what I am going through and help me.
I want to be relieved of all the stress and suffering I feel.
I want to experience happiness again, which has been absent from my life for some time.
I feel like I am losing sight of what's important in my life.
I feel trapped in my current situation, and my quality of life is suffering as a result.
I already feel like I am destined to go to hell, and I question where I went wrong in my life.
I am unable to come to terms with my reality.
When I die, I fear that I will be punished forever in the afterlife.
I feel lost and tired.
I have cried so much that I am now having suicidal thoughts, so please don't be near me.
Everything I do feels like a complicated and difficult step.
To bring me closer to what I want to achieve.
I am prepared to accept death at any moment since I feel like I have nothing to live for.
Things were very rough and merciless on the streets.
I was never able to find peace or rest in that environment.
I am close to falling apart and screaming for peace.
Even though I was empty and lost, I couldn't understand or recognize it at the time.
My mind was plagued with negative thoughts and emotions, which were trying to escape constantly.
The negative thoughts and emotions had been planted long ago and have now taken root, and the flame of negativity is now growing stronger.
Just like a match can light a fire, the negative thoughts in my brain can also do the same, causing pain and suffering.
I have no good memories to comfort me, only sadness and suffering.
I am afraid of being attacked and killed by the people who hate me, even in my sleep.
I wonder if I will survive through the night to see the light of the new day?
I ask God for forgiveness for my past mistakes and wrongdoings.
I am trying to face my problems and come out stronger and better.
The Lord knows I have tried my best, and I have witnessed violent deaths in my community.
Drive-by shootings have resulted in the loss of many lives, including innocent children.
I wonder why these tragedies are happening in my community as I walk around and see the devastation.
I am saddened as I look at the markings on the pavement where someone has been killed, and the only way I can deal with this pain is by getting high.
I understand that this isn't the kind of life that I want for myself, and I want to change it.
I want to change my life for the better.
I feel like there is no future for me, no matter how hard I try to change.
I am trapped in the cycle of crime and violence that exists in my community.
I am lost and confused about how to get out of this situation.
The alcohol has influenced me to act more recklessly and dangerously.
I have lost faith and become cynical about life recently.
I have been wanting to have children and start a family.
I want to see a better version of myself in my children, someone who isn't always involved in negative activities.
I don't fully trust my partner because of the negative influence of our environment.
My partner has also been affected by the negative influences of our environment, and I am hearing strange noises because of how paranoid I am.
I am paranoid that my partner is cheating on me with my friends, and I can't handle the stress anymore.
I am begging God to forgive me and let me into heaven when I die.
I have lost many friends and acquaintances to violence and death.
As a result of these losses, I have cried many tears and experienced a lot of sadness.
I have experienced a lot of pain and suffering throughout my life.
A.Bosconian
on So Many Tears
The lyrics of Tupac Shakur's song "So Many Tears" explore the themes of paranoia, pain, and death. The first verse of the song presents Tupac's fearlessness of men, but not of God. The rapper then describes his life growing up, where he felt like he was surrounded by misery but found a sense of identity and belonging in the Thug Life culture. He mourns the deaths of his friends, particularly Kato, who was murdered in the streets. Tupac questions to himself whether there is heaven for a "G" and reflects on the many homies who died; that are now in the cemetery.
In the second verse, Tupac reveals his struggles in the music industry, where he feels overwhelmed by the pressure and pain. He admits to being greedy and having a vision of dying young. Tupac requests God to free him from the pain and suffering he experiences in life. The final verse of the song sees Tupac lost, weary, and suicidal. He delves into his struggles with addiction, and he starts to hear voices and experience demons in his mind. Tupac desires to change, but he feels trapped in the game, and he is unsure of his lady's loyalty.
Overall, Tupac Shakur's "So Many Tears" is a poignant song that reflects the artist's tumultuous life and his struggles with death and paranoia. The lyrics also tackle the harsh realities of growing up in the ghetto and the impact that violence and loss have on the psyche of an individual.
Gabriel Benard Cote
on California Love - Original Mix (Explicit)
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