Runnin
2Pac Lyrics


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And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?

Check it, I grew up a fuckin' screw-up
Got introduced to the game, got a ounce and fuckin' blew up
Choppin' rocks overnight
The nigga Biggie Smalls trying to turn into the black Frank White
We had to grow dreads to change our description
Two cops is on the milk box missing
Show they toes you know they got stepped on
A fist full of bullets a chest full of Teflon
Run from the police picture that, nigga I'm too fat
I fuck around and catch a asthma attack
That's why I bust back, it don't phase me
When he drop, take his Glock, and I'm Swayze
Celebrate my escape, sold the Glock, bought some weight
Lay back, I got some money to make, motherfucker

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?

It's on me
But still I'm having memories of high speed when the cops crashed
As I laugh, pushing the gas while my Glocks blast
We was young and we was dumb, but we had heart
In the dark, will we survive through the bad parts
Many dreams is what I had, and plenty wishes
No hesitation in extermination of these snitches
Envious bitches, they still continue to pursue me
A couple of movies, now the whole world's trying to screw me
Even the cops tried to sue me, so what can I do?
But stay true, sipping 22's of brew
And now media is trying to test me
Got the press asking questions, trying to stress me
Misery is all I see, that's my mind state
My history with the police will shake the crime rate
My main man had two strikes, slipped, got arrested and flipped
He screamed "thug life" and emptied the clip
Got tired of running from the police

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?




Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Runnin'" by 2Pac and The Notorious B.I.G. revolve around the struggles they face while living as rappers. The song starts with 2Pac asking questions that reflect his state of mind - he wonders if people will laugh when he's dead, why he's fighting to live if he's just living to fight, and why he's trying to give when no one gives him a try. These lines reflect the insecurities and doubts that often cloud the minds of successful individuals who fear losing their position in the industry.


The song then switches to The Notorious B.I.G. reflecting on his experiences growing up and getting involved in the drug trade. He talks about how he "blew up" after getting an ounce of drugs and quickly became successful. The lyrics reflect the harsh realities of living in low-income neighborhoods where crime is rampant and illegal activities are often the only way to make a living.


As the song progresses, both rappers talk about their experiences with the police and the media. They reflect on how the cops chased them, how they faced lawsuits, and how the media often portrayed them in negative ways. The lyrics reflect the systemic racism that Black people face in America, even when they become successful. In the end, the song talks about how they are tired of running from the police and how they wonder if they're living just to die.


Line by Line Meaning

And I wonder if they'll laugh when I'm dead?
I am questioning if people will mock me when I pass away.


Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?
I am asking myself why I am struggling to survive when my life seems to be constant battles.


Why am I trying to see, when there ain't nothing in sight?
I am questioning why I am putting in effort to understand what is going on, when things seem to be so unclear.


Why am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try?
I am wondering why I bother to offer my talents and abilities, when no one seems interested in giving me a chance.


Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?
I am questioning why I am struggling so hard to live, if ultimately everyone will die anyway.


Check it, I grew up a fuckin' screw-up
Listen to me, I had a tough childhood.


Got introduced to the game, got a ounce and fuckin' blew up
I got involved in the drug trade, got an ounce of drugs and became successful overnight.


Choppin' rocks overnight
I was quickly cutting and selling drugs.


The nigga Biggie Smalls trying to turn into the black Frank White
The rapper Biggie Smalls is attempting to become a powerful figure in the drug trade.


We had to grow dreads to change our description
We grew our hair into dreadlocks to avoid looking like stereotypical drug dealers.


Two cops is on the milk box missing
Two police officers are missing and presumed dead.


Show they toes you know they got stepped on
If someone is found dead with their shoes off, it is likely they were killed for stepping on someone's toes in the drug trade.


A fist full of bullets a chest full of Teflon
I carry a lot of bullets and wear a bulletproof vest.


Run from the police picture that, nigga I'm too fat
I am too overweight to run from the police.


I fuck around and catch a asthma attack
I might have an asthma attack from the physical exertion of running away from the police.


That's why I bust back, it don't phase me
This is why I shoot at the police, I am not afraid of them.


When he drop, take his Glock, and I'm Swayze
When I shoot a police officer and they fall, I take their gun and act like Patrick Swayze in the movie 'Point Break.'


Celebrate my escape, sold the Glock, bought some weight
After getting away from the police, I celebrate by selling my stolen gun and buying more drugs to sell.


Lay back, I got some money to make, motherfucker
Now I can relax and focus on making some more money.


It's on me
I am responsible for whatever happens.


But still I'm having memories of high speed when the cops crashed
I cannot forget the times when I had to drive fast in order to evade the police, and the crashes that sometimes occurred.


As I laugh, pushing the gas while my Glocks blast
I sometimes find it amusing to speed away from the police while shooting my gun.


We was young and we was dumb, but we had heart
When we were younger and inexperienced, we were still courageous and determined.


In the dark, will we survive through the bad parts
Even in difficult and dangerous situations, we will persevere.


Many dreams is what I had, and plenty wishes
I had many aspirations and hopes for my future.


No hesitation in extermination of these snitches
I have no qualms about killing those who betray me or turn informant to the police.


Envious bitches, they still continue to pursue me
Jealous women are still trying to seduce me even though I am a notorious criminal.


A couple of movies, now the whole world's trying to screw me
After becoming famous through movies about my life, now everyone is trying to take advantage of me.


Even the cops tried to sue me, so what can I do?
The police have even brought lawsuits against me, so I feel like I am constantly under attack.


But stay true, sipping 22's of brew
I remain loyal to myself and my lifestyle, drinking beer and staying true to who I am.


And now media is trying to test me
The media is attempting to provoke me and see how I will react.


Got the press asking questions, trying to stress me
Reporters are asking me difficult and intrusive questions, attempting to make me uncomfortable and agitated.


Misery is all I see, that's my mind state
I find myself in a state of constant sadness and hopelessness.


My history with the police will shake the crime rate
My notorious reputation and history of violence with the police will have a significant impact on crime rates in the area.


My main man had two strikes, slipped, got arrested and flipped
My close friend had two prior convictions, but made a mistake and got caught again, and then turned informant against me.


He screamed 'thug life' and emptied the clip
My friend declared his loyalty to our criminal lifestyle and shot his gun until it was empty.


Got tired of running from the police
We eventually became fatigued and disillusioned with constantly evading the police.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Songtrust Ave, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: EDGAR WINTER, CHRISTOPHER WALLACE, OSTEN HARVEY, MARSHALL B III MATHERS, LUIS RESTO, TUPAC AMARU SHAKUR

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@apblolol

"Why am i dying to live, if im just living to die." Hits me every time

@CrackZulu

Not alone

@Smash896

Word up

@lauriecook7128

Same here

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@haloskaterkid

A friendship destroyed by media intervention. Two poets gone before their time like many others that came before them. RIP pac and big, your influence and message lives on

@quest6264

adrift dam that got me thinking KINGS RESTING NOW

@omgman2248

Brad favor with Tupac Shakur

@MHWRESTLIN

quest 626 no the friendship was destroyed by Pac getting shot and rumours that bad boy set it up and biggie knew but never warned him

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