Afterlife
2Scratch Lyrics

Livin' through the night and my time is runnin' by
I am spending my time in the night, and I feel like it's passing too quickly.

Feelin' like I died and I live my afterlife, yeah
I feel like I have died and am now living in an afterlife in which I am alive.

If I really die, yeah, I got to do it high
If I were to really die, I'd want to be under the influence of drugs.

If I really die (die, motherfucking, die, die)
If I die, I want to die in such a way that it won't be a peaceful death.

Livin' afterlife, yeah, my time is runnin' by
Even though I'm living my life after death, my time is still passing too quickly.

Got some tears in my eyes, but I ain't really cry, yeah
I have some tears in my eyes, but I'm not really crying.

Bitches on my side always ask me, 'Are you fine?'
The people around me often ask me if I'm okay.

Am I really fine? (Am I fine, bro, no)
But the truth is, I'm not really okay.

Don't need a nine by my side, ain't no lie, yeah
I don't need a gun by my side, and that's the truth.

Ain't no love in my heart and my mind, yeah
I don't have love in my heart or mind.

Like I'm blind now
I feel like I'm blind to the good things in life.

See I'm a real dude, went through
I'm a real person who has gone through a lot.

If shit goes down, you meet the real you
When a tough situation occurs, you find out who you really are.

That's true
And that's a fact.

Some people never fill their dreams, no
Some people never achieve their dreams.

Hard way, but I saw people that just broke through
It's not easy, but I've seen people who have succeeded despite the odds.

Broke through
They made it through in the end.

Feel like I did it
I feel like I've accomplished something.

Still feeling loosed, still got no fucking win
But despite that, I still feel lost and like I haven't really won at anything.

Need someone like you, you fucking with my shit
I need someone like you in my life, because you're making a real difference.

With you on my side I overcome every hill
With you by my side, I can overcome any obstacle.

That ain't no lie, I love the way you did it
That's not a lie, I really appreciate the way you've helped me.

Love the way you smile
I love your smile.

Love the way you move
I love the way you move.

Just got me hypnotized
You've got me completely hypnotized.

Feelin' like I died
I'm feeling like I'm dead.

Dreaming 'bout my life
I dream about what my life could be like.

I just been drunk, tell them I'm not high
I've been drinking, but I'm not high on drugs.

Livin' my life, but don't feel some inside, ayy
I'm living my life, but I don't feel like I'm truly alive.

Pull the trigger down and hit the drum, ayy
I'm ready to do whatever it takes, even if it means pulling the trigger on a gun.

Just wanna get the money, then I'm gone, ayy
All I want is money, and then I'm out of here.

I'm just tryin' to think that I ain't done, ayy
I'm just trying to convince myself that I'm not finished yet.

While I'm gettin' chased by all the sirens
As I'm running from the police.

You don't think they worry, but they do
Even though they may not show it, the police are worried about me.

You can hear your mama cry, but you will leave her too
You can hear your mother crying, but you still have to leave her behind.

She don't ever thought her little boy do what he do
She never thought her son would do the things he's doing.

She will do her prayers with the devil next to you
She's praying for you, even though she knows you're doing bad things.

Dumb boy, he won't make you bulletproof
Being foolish won't protect you from being hurt or killed.

I know, thats what he said he do
I know that's what he said he would do.

Livin' through the night and my time is runnin' by
I'm living through the night, and time is passing too quickly.

Got some tears in my eyes, but I ain't really cry, yeah
I have tears in my eyes, but I'm not really crying.

Bitches on my side always ask me, 'Are you fine?'
The people around me always ask if I'm okay.

Am I really fine? (Am I fine, bro, no)
But the truth is, I'm not really okay.