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2 P.M. Project Lyrics

Straight out the looney bin
I come from a place of madness and chaos, but I've managed to survive and make it into the outside world.

Next time you see me
The next time you encounter me, I hope that you'll remember my true nature and not fall for any false impressions.

Please don't see me
I'm not someone that should be easily noticed or recognized, as I have my own issues and struggles that I'm working through.

Please don't perceive me
Rather than making assumptions about who I am or what I need, I hope that you'll take the time to really get to know me for who I am.

Don't say that you love me
I've heard these words before, and I know how quickly they can turn into empty promises and meaningless gestures.

Cuz they say they love me then
In the past, I've had people claim to love me, only to leave when things got tough or when they found someone better.

They end up leaving
Despite their initial claims, these individuals were never truly committed to me or our relationship and ultimately abandoned me.

Think that's the theme
This pattern of people leaving me after claiming to love me has become the norm, and I'm starting to believe that it's just how things are meant to be for me.

A thing for the thieves
I seem to have a natural attraction to those who will ultimately take advantage of me or steal from me in some way.

She take my heart and then hop in her car
I've experienced heartbreak before, when someone I was deeply attached to left me behind without any explanation or closure.

And leave me for the streets
After breaking my heart, this person abandoned me with nothing, leaving me to fend for myself in a cold and unforgiving world.

I don't got problems
Despite everything that's happened to me, I try not to focus on the negatives in my life and instead maintain a positive outlook.

But I do have issues
However, I'm not perfect, and I have my own set of problems and difficulties to deal with on a daily basis.

I may have a blueprint for life but I can't seem to get past this level
I have a general idea of what I want for my future, but I'm struggling to move forward and progress in my life, as if I'm stuck on a difficult level in a video game.

For like ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
I've been struggling with these issues and difficulties for what feels like an eternity, with no end in sight.

I wanted her for like ever and ever
I fell in love with someone deeply and passionately, but this person was always out of my reach or didn't reciprocate my feelings.

But she wanted better
Despite my best efforts, this woman didn't see me as someone worthy of her time or affection, and instead sought someone else who she felt was more deserving of her love.

So
Due to these experiences, I've become somewhat guarded and cautious when it comes to love and relationships.

Smoke in the air cuz it's cancerous season
The world around me is often full of pollutants and toxins, and I sometimes struggle to find clean air and a clear headspace.

I walk with a cross
Despite everything I've been through, I try to maintain a sense of faith and hope in a higher power, who I believe has a plan for me.

And I whisper a prayer
I often find comfort in silently speaking my thoughts to this higher power, asking for guidance, strength, and a sense of purpose.

I know god has his reasons for bringing me tears
Despite my faith, I still experience moments of pain and heartbreak, and I trust that there is a purpose behind it all, even if I can't see it yet.

Amor fati
I embrace my fate and accept that my struggles and hardships are a necessary part of my journey, and I will come out stronger on the other side.

I love my fate and I love this weed
Despite everything, I still find simple pleasures and moments of joy in life, such as smoking weed and enjoying the beauty of the world around me.

Can't count on a team
I don't have a reliable support system or team to fall back on, and I'm often left to navigate my struggles alone.

Nah it's been just me
As a result, I've become self-reliant and independent, often relying only on myself to get through the tough times.

Lemme know you babe lemme keep your peace
Despite my difficulties, I still crave connection and intimacy with others, and I hope to find someone who can provide me with a sense of peace and comfort.

Lemme take your stress
In a relationship, I want to be someone who can support and comfort my partner, even when they're going through tough times of their own.

Lemme beat your back out
However, I don't want this to just be about sex and physical connection. I want a deeper emotional bond as well.

Let's it get back on track cuz this not about sex
I want the relationship to be built on a foundation of trust, communication, and mutual respect, rather than just physical attraction and gratification.

Time to let the boy rap now
After all of these struggles and experiences, I believe that it's time for me to share my story and express myself through my art and music.

Sunny city Sadie
As I move forward in life, I'm trying to hold onto the beauty and positivity of the world around me, even amidst the sadness and difficulties.

I'm slowly losing patience
Despite my positive outlook, I still struggle with feelings of frustration and impatience as I work through my struggles and difficulties.

Raising my vibrations to a place that they can't take it
To combat these negative feelings, I try to focus on uplifting and positive experiences and sensations to help raise my mood and energy levels.

A little birdy told me, that you ain't ever dated
In a potential relationship, I want to be with someone who doesn't have a lot of baggage or negative experiences in their romantic history.

If I was a chef you'd be the meal I was plating
If I had the chance to create the perfect match for myself, it would be someone like you, who I believe would complement me in every way.

Gold plated
To me, you are invaluable and worth more than anything material or superficial.

Ruby plated
Your beauty and radiance is something that I truly cherish and appreciate, like a precious gemstone.

Maybe a little platinum
In my eyes, you are the epitome of class and elegance, like the rarest and most valuable of precious metals.

Max and ruby how we do it
Like the cartoon characters, we would work together as a team to navigate the ups and downs of life and hopefully find happiness and love in the end.

Moving round and laughin
Despite the struggles and difficulties we may face, we would continue to find joy and laughter in life together.

Me getting you that's my only real talent
My greatest strength and talent in life is my ability to love and connect deeply with others, and I hope to use this to form a deep and meaningful relationship with you.

Your personal photographer
In our relationship, I would take the time to truly appreciate and capture all of the beautiful moments and memories that we share together.

The perfect picture balance
Through these photos, I hope to capture the essence of our relationship and showcase the balance and harmony that we bring to each other's lives.

They end up switching it up
As much as I hope for a positive and loving relationship, I've experienced people who change their minds or their behavior towards me without warning or explanation.

I'm with my dawgs getting drunk in the club
Despite my hopes and desires for a loving relationship, I sometimes find myself falling back into old habits and seeking temporary pleasures instead.

They like the white and they offer me lines
These habits can be destructive and damaging, and I often find myself in situations where others are encouraging me to engage in unhealthy behavior like drug use.

Man my nose is too big
Despite this pressure and temptation, I resist these negative influences and try to stay true to myself and my values.

I can't take me a bump
I know that engaging in drug use is not a healthy or safe way to deal with my problems, and I want to find healthier ways to cope instead.

I take these grippy socks straight to the tippy top
Despite my struggles and challenges, I refuse to give up or give in. I will continue to push myself to succeed and overcome my difficulties, no matter what.

Broke out the looney bin fuck all the foolishness
At the end of the day, I refuse to let my past define me or hold me back. I will break free from the madness and chaos of my past and create a better future for myself.

Don't say that you want me
I'm tired of false promises and empty gestures. If you truly want me, show me through your actions and words.

Don't say that you need me
I don't want to be someone's crutch or emotional punching bag. If you truly need me, show me that you're willing to work through our problems together.

Don't say we could've been this
I'm tired of regrets and missed opportunities. If you could've been with me, then why weren't you? Prove your commitment and intentions to me.

Don't say we could've been that
I don't want to hear about what could've been. I want to focus on what can be, and on creating a positive and loving future together.

Cuz babe you could've had that
I'm not someone to be taken for granted or underestimated. If you let me go, you're missing out on something truly special and valuable.

Babe you could've had that
I hope that you'll see the potential in me and in our relationship, and that you'll make the effort to show me that you're truly committed and ready to move forward together.

Straight out the motherfucking looney bin
Despite everything I've been through, I'm still standing and still fighting. I won't be defined or limited by my past, and I will continue to push forward and create a better future for myself.