In joy and sorrow
3.7 Lyrics

I'm lost and I own it mash the gas, can't control it
I admit that I am lost and overwhelmed, driving recklessly without any control

I'm still stuck in the moment it's deep within, can't condone it
I am still trapped in my past, unable to accept or approve of it

I drown in my sorrows it's a hard pill to swallow
I become consumed by my sadness, and it's difficult for me to accept or deal with it

That's why I'm downin' the bottle I won't drown in my sorrows
That's why I resort to drinking heavily, to avoid being overwhelmed by my sorrows

Sitting on the edge of the bed I'm so numb in my legs
Feeling emotionally detached and physically numb, sitting on the edge of my bed

And my heart's in my head I suppose that I'm dead
My emotions overpower my thoughts, making me feel lifeless and empty

That's why I stay off the meds I'm down in this bottle
I choose not to take medication and instead rely on alcohol to cope with my pain

Cause hennything possible this life shit get hard
Because anything is possible with alcohol, as life can be extremely difficult

But I try to be responsible push my thoughts down
Although challenging, I attempt to take responsibility for my actions by suppressing my thoughts

It's next to abdominal I'm missing my mom, this shit isn't tolerable
It's almost unbearable, the pain of missing my mother is too much to endure

When I'm off of the drink I see a dash of your light
When I'm sober, I can glimpse a glimmer of hope or happiness in my life

You tell me I need help Now I'm mad that you right
You advise me to seek help, and now I'm upset with you because you're right

Tossing and turning I'm having bad, bad nights
I toss and turn in bed, experiencing restless and difficult nights

That's why I keep going I'm moving fast in my life
That's why I persist and continue moving forward, trying to progress quickly in my life

I will go where you go It is so beautiful
I am willing to follow you anywhere because being with you brings beauty and happiness

Claustrophobe in these four walls So afraid to be alone
I feel suffocated and anxious within the confines of these four walls, terrified of being alone

Gotta step up and be the man But my thoughts keep spinning round like a ceiling fan
I need to take responsibility and be a mature adult, but my thoughts are constantly racing and chaotic

I wish that I could be a lost boy, go to Neverland
I yearn to escape reality and live carefree, like a lost boy in the fantasy world of Neverland

Gotta turn my whole life around, call it rebrand
I need to change my entire life and image, just like a rebranding in business

I'm tryna give this shit my all, but I just need a chance
I am putting all my effort into this, but I simply need an opportunity to prove myself

I ain't say I need no handouts, take your fucking hand
I'm not asking for charity, but I would appreciate your support and assistance

I'm the type to build a whole house with no floor plans
I have a tendency to create something meaningful and significant without a set plan or blueprint

That's why I'm hard to understand
That's the reason why I am difficult for others to comprehend

Drown in my sorrows
To be overwhelmed and consumed by my sadness

Drown in my sorrows
To be overwhelmed and consumed by my sadness

Drown in my sorrows
To be overwhelmed and consumed by my sadness