Save Me
3.7 Lyrics

I thought ‘bout giving up the other day
I considered giving up and quitting recently

Then I got the news I got a baby on the way
I received the news that I will soon have a child

Keep going is that what God tryna say
Is God trying to tell me to continue on my current path?

Or am I just stuck in my ways and I can’t change it
Or is it just my own refusal to change that's holding me back?

Will I make it or fail I think bout daily
I constantly wonder if I'll succeed or fail

When I talk about my dreams they say I’m crazy
People call me crazy when I share my aspirations

I can’t find the right friends they steady changing
I struggle to find reliable friends because they keep changing

Lord if you hear my soul crying can you save me
God, if you hear my emotional pain, can you rescue me?

Two-three and I’m still tryna find my purpose
I'm in my early twenties and still searching for my life's purpose

You don’t show me love on my posts but you be lurkin’
You don't show me support on social media, but you secretly stalk me

When the drugs don’t work I be in the mall splurgin’
When my coping mechanisms fail, I resort to overspending

I just bought some Gucci and I feel that shit ain’t worth it
I purchased designer clothing, but it doesn't bring me true happiness

You’re supposed to be my slime
You're supposed to be my close friend

But you niggas really serpants
But in reality, you're deceitful snakes

Can’t give you all my time if that shit is not vise versa
I can't prioritize you if you won't reciprocate the same effort

I gave you my all
I gave you my everything

You ain’t return it
But you didn't give me the same level of commitment in return

Wonder if things change if I blow-ow-ow
I wonder if people will treat me differently if I become successful

Say you love me but you hate me on the low-ow-ow
You claim to love me, but you secretly dislike me

Had my number when I needed you and you ain’t call-all-all
You had my contact information, but didn't reach out when I needed you

Who’s my friends and who’s against me I don’t know-ow-ow
I can't tell who's really on my side and who's working against me

I just wanna be the best that I can be
I simply want to reach my full potential

It’s hard to win when you don’t know who’s on your team
It's difficult to succeed when you don't have a reliable support system

When I pray the only time I’m in my knees
The only time I feel comfortable praying is when I'm on my knees