Only human
40 Grit Lyrics


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{Pre-chorus}
So far alive, Unconscious sigh
so far a miss here.

Read about it and lived all the time
all the while, bigger smiles
Traveled through the world in their prime
around their block, through the neighborhood
where you first delayed, was when it's understood,
Your life was rearranged and insane.

{Pre-chorus}
So far alive, Unconscious sigh
so far a miss here.

I'll be the one who shot someone
belated sun cast light on none
always a war upon my own lethal injection
talk about disease control
no one can help me no more
but I thought I was the one in control
I was, but I can't say no more...

{Chorus}
I am what I am, I am only human
and I disregard the truth
I am what I am, I am only human
Now these dreams are haunting you

{pre-chorus}





{Chorus}

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of this song convey a sense of confusion and existential crisis. The pre-chorus speaks of being "so far alive" but also having an "unconscious sigh" and feeling "so far a miss here." This implies that despite being alive and going through the motions, there is a feeling of being disconnected from oneself and the world. The next few lines describe reading about life, travel, and experiences, but only experiencing them with a veneer of happiness ("bigger smiles") without truly feeling them. The line "Your life was rearranged and insane" speaks to the idea that something has disrupted the natural flow of life, causing chaos and disarray.


In the next stanza, the lyrics take a darker turn as the singer claims to have killed someone and lived with the guilt and ramifications of that action ("always a war upon my own lethal injection"). The line "talk about disease control" could be interpreted as a metaphorical reference to trying to control the "disease" of guilt or perhaps even mental illness. The singer seems to have lost control of their own life, feeling as though they are not in control anymore. The chorus repeats the phrase "I am what I am, I am only human" emphasizing the idea that despite all the chaos and confusion, the singer is simply human and therefore fallible.


Line by Line Meaning

So far alive, Unconscious sigh
Despite being alive, life still feels empty and unsatisfying.


so far a miss here.
Something important is missing in life.


Read about it and lived all the time
Have experienced and seen a lot in life.


all the while, bigger smiles
Despite struggles, still try to put on a happy face.


Traveled through the world in their prime
Have traveled and explored the world.


around their block, through the neighborhood
Reminisces about past memories.


where you first delayed, was when it's understood,
One moment can change the course of life.


Your life was rearranged and insane.
Life has been chaotic and unpredictable.


So far alive, Unconscious sigh
Despite being alive, life still feels empty and unsatisfying.


I'll be the one who shot someone
Feels responsible for causing harm to someone.


belated sun cast light on none
Feels like it's too late to make things right.


always a war upon my own lethal injection
Fighting against one's own harmful habits and behaviors.


talk about disease control
Reflecting on the need for self-improvement.


no one can help me no more
Feels like it's too late to seek help.


but I thought I was the one in control
Once believed to be in control of life.


I was, but I can't say no more...
Lost control and can no longer pretend to have it.


I am what I am, I am only human
Recognizes limitations and flaws as a human.


and I disregard the truth
Willing to ignore reality.


Now these dreams are haunting you
Unfulfilled dreams continue to impact and affect daily life.




Contributed by Gabriel G. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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Comments from YouTube:

Anton Chigurh

Still love this music years later, sad we only got a tiny slice of what they were capable of, such great music

TYY10

Whole album is still brilliant!

txmetalhead82xk

This is MAGNETIC! You can feel the passion and energy.

Faith Marcelis-Gunter

I still Love this song.

RaV S.

Cool times back then in 2003....

matthew sweet

the lead singer is beautiful

Tatum Kane

Yes

Noise Dept.

Classic

Vinicius Fernandes

the voice is like corey's one

themiserableschris

hey everyone thanks for the cool comments! Trying to get everyone together for a few shows in 2014 for the fuck of it!

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