Awakening
4614 Lyrics
Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴
I lose myself, blinded by your lights
as I'm learning to fly here with these broken wings
bringing myself closer to these dreams
but I'm not like you
I need, I bleed with your constant games
just give me names, now who's responsible
redeeming myself almost every day
I'm trapped inside, I've got no place to hide
I can't believe you lied, you have no shame
but I'm not like you
(chorus)
mind imprisoned, my soul is free
blinded by facts of reality
twisted by fate with nothing left to see
a minute in time is like eternity
this time I will rise (2x)
you know I'll rise above you this time
I see these walls closing in till I can't breathe
panic floods me, turns my thoughts to deceit
need a break before I snap, time bomb
now everyone please stand back while I slip into the cracks,
eliminate your mack
I need to relax now before I break you in half
your world has turned to aftermath
now you're scattered out like ashes amongst the floor
you're coming back no more
you've wasted all I gave
and nothing left to take
your life is driven by
suppress your inner hate
your only disguise, the cause that sealed your fate
now as I rise, labeled you were the fake
this time I will rise (4x)
mind imprisoned, my soul is free
blinded by facts of reality
twisted by fate with nothing left to see
a minute in time is like eternity
The lyrics of "Awakening," by 4614, describe a journey of self-discovery and emancipation through a painful realization of the toxic power dynamic in a relationship. The first verse sets the tone for the song, describing the singer's desire to transform the other person into a better version of themselves but acknowledging the futility of this endeavor. The second verse portrays the suffocating effect of the other person's manipulation, leading the singer to the brink of collapse, and the chorus highlights the contrasting states of the singer's mind and soul.
The final verse of the song is the most powerful, as the singer moves from victimhood to empowerment. The imagery of the walls closing in and panic flooding in is a metaphor for the oppressive situation the singer is trying to escape. The singer decides to take a break and slip into the cracks, eliminating the other person's hold over them. The final line, "labeled you were the fake," shows that the singer has finally seen through the other person's lies and manipulation and has taken control of their own destiny.
Overall, "Awakening" tells a compelling story of self-discovery, empowerment, and moving beyond toxic relationships.
Line by Line Meaning
I'd like to change you here now, but that's not right
I want to change you in this moment, but I know that's not fair or possible
I lose myself, blinded by your lights
I get lost and swept away by your charm and charisma
as I'm learning to fly here with these broken wings
Despite my flaws and limitations, I'm trying to pursue my dreams and ambition
bringing myself closer to these dreams
I'm taking steps and making progress towards my goals
but I'm not like you
I'm different and distinct from you in many ways
I need, I bleed with your constant games
I suffer and endure your manipulations and mind games
just give me names, now who's responsible
I want to know who's to blame for the pain and trouble I've gone through
it's impossible for me to live this way
I can't keep going on in this unhealthy and dysfunctional relationship
redeeming myself almost every day
I'm striving to improve and make up for the mistakes and setbacks I've faced
I'm trapped inside, I've got no place to hide
I feel trapped and suffocated, with no escape or refuge
I can't believe you lied, you have no shame
I'm shocked and disgusted by your deceit and lack of guilt or remorse
mind imprisoned, my soul is free
Although my mind feels trapped and constrained, my spirit remains unconquered and free
blinded by facts of reality
I'm overwhelmed and confused by the harsh and cold truth of my circumstances
twisted by fate with nothing left to see
I'm at the mercy of an uncertain and cruel destiny, with no clear path or purpose
a minute in time is like eternity
Each moment feels endless and unbearable, as if time has stopped or slowed down
this time I will rise (2x)
This time, I'm determined to stand up and overcome my challenges and obstacles
you know I'll rise above you this time
I'm confident that I'll surpass and defeat you in this struggle or competition
I see these walls closing in till I can't breathe
I feel suffocated and trapped by my surroundings and limitations
panic floods me, turns my thoughts to deceit
I'm overwhelmed with fear and anxiety, leading me to consider dishonest or desperate actions
need a break before I snap, time bomb
I require a pause or rest before I break down or explode from stress or pressure
now everyone please stand back while I slip into the cracks
I'm asking for some space and privacy as I deal with my vulnerabilities and weaknesses
eliminate your mack
I'm demanding that you stop your manipulations and games against me
I need to relax now before I break you in half
I must calm down and regain my composure before I retaliate or lash out against you
your world has turned to aftermath
Your life and situation have been ruined or destroyed by your own actions or choices
now you're scattered out like ashes amongst the floor
Now you're defeated and humiliated, reduced to nothing but debris and rubbish
you're coming back no more
I'm closing the door and cutting you out of my life for good
you've wasted all I gave
You've squandered and misused all the resources and opportunities I've provided for you
and nothing left to take
There's nothing more for you to gain or exploit from me
your life is driven by suppress your inner hate
You're consumed and controlled by your own bitterness and resentment
your only disguise, the cause that sealed your fate
Your only means of coping or hiding is what led to your downfall and destiny
Contributed by Scarlett L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@kevindye2166
Dang.....Good to hear the old songs...Thanks for posting this Hazsub!
@rifdipondok2
I like song track number 6
@mauromachado5106
Awsome
@sergiochala9204
4614 Is Tha shit
@RobFRC
Green Mountain Outlaws sent me here