Sick Of It All
4Th Point Lyrics

I am not who I once was but I walk like I'm blind
Although I have changed as a person, I still exhibit my old behaviors and I feel lost and directionless.

I am like broken pieces that are shattered inside
I am emotionally and mentally fractured and struggling to put the pieces back together.

I don't always mean to follow my ways
I recognize that my actions can be self-destructive and harmful, even if I don't intend them to be.

I know they always lead me straight to the grave
I am aware that my actions and thoughts are harmful and can ultimately lead to my downfall or death.

I'm sick of it all, it's all in my head
I am tired of the negative thoughts and emotions that consume my mind and make me feel trapped.

It's chasing the dark, I can't let it in
The negativity and darkness in my mind feel overwhelming and I am afraid of succumbing to it.

I want to hold on and never let go
I desire to cling to what is familiar and comforting, even if it is not healthy or beneficial for me.

But truth hits my heart and all I know
Reality and self-awareness provide clarity and perspective, even if it is difficult to face.

The sickness in my heart, the sickness in my soul
The emotional and spiritual turmoil and pain that I experience are pervasive and all-consuming.

It plays with my mind, takes me away from You
The negativity and pain in my mind and heart distance me from my faith and belief in a higher power.

I need You in this fight, need You to take control
I am reaching out for help and guidance from a higher power to overcome my struggles and pain.

I'm broken underneath
My pain and struggles have left me feeling shattered and damaged internally.

I'm getting sick of it all, sick of it all
My pain and struggles have reached a breaking point, and I am desperate for a way out.

I feel like I'm a hostage, held by my fear
My fear and negative thoughts have trapped me and made me feel powerless to change my situation.

Always stuck here surrounded by the things I hold dear
I feel trapped in my current situation, unable to escape the things that provide comfort but also contribute to my pain.

I hear myself asking questions, why do I try
I am questioning the purpose and meaning of my struggles and efforts to overcome them.

To always cling to, to what's gonna die
I am struggling to let go of what is familiar and comforting, even if it is ultimately harmful and temporary.