SUICIDE
5.1.3 Lyrics

How you talking all your shit
You talk big, but you don't know me or what I'm capable of.

But bitch we ain't the fucking same
I am not like you, and I won't tolerate your disrespect.

When I pulled up with the choppa
I arrived with a dangerous weapon that could end your life.

That choppa gone shoot your brain
If you continue to disrespect me, I won't hesitate to use my weapon against you.

When I pulled up the trigger
If you cross me, I won't hesitate to shoot you.

My bullets just fucking spray
I have no mercy or consideration for you.

When I come through the front door
I will enter your space without regard for your safety.

I'll put the bullet in your brain
I will end your life without hesitation.

How you talk
Why do you talk to me like you know me or like we have a bond?

How you talking like you know me you bitch
You are pretending to have a connection with me, but in reality, we are strangers.

How you talk
Why do you continue to say disrespectful things to me?

How you talk like you I fuck with your shit
You act like I enjoy your company, but in reality, I don't.

Bitch just stop
I'm tired of your disrespect, so leave me alone.

Bitch just stop
I don't want to interact with you anymore, so just stop.

I can't fuck with your shit
I don't want to be associated with you or your negativity.

Don't wanna fuck
I don't want to have anything to do with you, including sexual interactions.

Don't wanna fuck
I have no desire to have any kind of relationship with you.

Get the fuck off my shit
Leave me alone, I want nothing to do with you.

When I fucking see you
If I see you, there will be consequences.

Next time I'ma bust that shit
If you show up again, I will use force against you.

When I pulled with lasers
I came equipped with a deadly weapon that emits a beam of light powerful enough to kill.

I'm shooting at your bitch
I have no regard for the safety of the people around you.

When she sucking on fucking dick
Even if she is performing a sexual act, I will not hesitate to pull the trigger.

I might pass that bitch
I might choose to let her go unharmed.

These bitches be so toxic
The people I encounter are often negative and harmful.

This destruction I just watch it
I observe the chaos and destruction without getting involved.

I'm running out of options
I am losing hope and don't see a way out of my situation.

So I hop in the mosh pit
I engage in high-energy activities to distract myself from my problems.

I'll beat him til he's nauseous
I will use violence to assert my dominance over others.

His actions show that he's cautious
He is hesitant and defensive.

No mind he's just thoughtless
He is not considering the consequences of his actions.

This life we be living lawless
We live without moral or legal boundaries.

I get strapped to my vest
I prepare for danger by wearing protective gear.

With a bomb on my chest
I have a deadly device attached to me.

Stay calm that's the best
I need to remain calm to avoid setting off the explosive.

Or you gonna end up a mess aye
If I panic, people will die and it will be a disaster.

Tell'em what you want with the kid
Tell me what you want, what you really, really want.

It's been getting dark in this bitch
The situation is becoming increasingly dangerous and concerning.

I've been living like a monster
The way I've been behaving is inhuman and monstrous.

I can feel it rot from within
My psyche is deteriorating and I can feel it happening.

You ain't never thought to pretend
You have never tried to fake your way through a difficult situation.

And I'm acting I'm anxious
I am pretending to be okay, but I'm actually very anxious.

Cuz of lack of patience
I am struggling to deal with a situation that requires patience.

Wear my heart up on my sleeves like it's a fashion statement
I am very open and vulnerable about my emotions and don't care how it looks to others.

I've been stuck inside my head I've been out of placement
I am struggling with my thoughts and emotions and feel out of place in the world.

Now a bomb is on my chest and its activated
My situation has now become life-threatening and I am in danger.

This goes out to the hopeless
This song is dedicated to those who feel helpless and without hope.

Notice only thing we feel is a closed fist
We are angry and reactive, and often respond with violence.

Liquor in the bottle was the fuel that I coped with
I use alcohol to cope with my problems and emotions.

All I wanted was a fix cuz I'm broken
I just want something to ease my pain and fix what's wrong with me.

When they yell I can't think cuz it's so loud
When people are yelling, I become overwhelmed and cannot think clearly.

And It's like I can't breathe but I won't drown
I feel suffocated by my problems but I won't give up or quit.

I stay paralyzed through these pair of eyes
I am unable to take action and feel stuck, helpless.

I've been dead inside my head now what's suicide
I feel dead inside and am considering ending my own life.