New Life
8-Bit Operators Patokai Lyrics

I woke up this morning wondering what was the point to life
As I started the day, I was unsure about the purpose of life.

You may wonder why I needed an answer right now
You may question why I was seeking this answer at this precise moment.

Just continue going through the motions like every other day you say
I seem to be stuck in a daily routine and unsure how to break out of it.

I'm not sure what I really need to keep myself going
I am uncertain about the things that truly motivate and drive me.

I woke up this morning with the regret of my choices
As I started the day, I experienced feelings of remorse regarding my previous decisions.

I tried to find the words to make things right
I struggled to come up with the right expressions to correct my mistakes.

But when words don't work I turn to art
In cases where verbal communication fails, I resort to creative expression as an alternative.

So here we go
With this next endeavor, I am beginning something new.

An apology to you so I can start my new life right
I am taking this moment to apologize to you and begin a fresh chapter in my life.

Even though I know you are near
Despite the fact that I am aware of your proximity to me,

I can't help but feeling lost
I cannot shake the sensation of feeling adrift and uncertain.

My path looks like it'll never be clear
It appears as if the way forward will always be obscure and indistinct.

But I must push on no matter the cost
Despite the challenges, I must continue striving forward.

This is another project idea
The idea I am currently considering is another creative endeavor.

Straining my mind for another story
I am pushing myself to come up with another narrative concept.

I need more content to catch your attention
In order to entice your interest, I require additional material.

This drain of life on a constant grind
This ongoing and onerous routine seems to be slowly draining away my life force.

I've made my fair share of mistakes
I recognize that I have been responsible for numerous errors and poor choices.

First with you the Lord of All my refuge
Above all else, I apologize to you, my ultimate source of comfort and guidance.

I took my anger and hurt out on the girl I loved
In moments of frustration and pain, I directed my negative feelings towards someone I cared for deeply.

And pushed myself away from my family
As a result of my actions, I distanced myself from my loved ones.

I'm sorry how I've been and I need to make things right
I apologize for my previous behavior and am committed to making amends.

It's time for me to start over and make a
I have reached a point where I must begin anew and construct something different.

This wouldn't be the first time I bowed down to my sins
I have previously submitted to my actions which I deem to be immoral or wrongful.

It's a constant struggle living here today
Navigating the world and existing as a human being is a never-ending challenge.

The constant temptation of life on my mind
There is always something beckoning and tempting me in life.

I know I keep slipping up
I am aware that I continue to falter and make mistakes.

Watching you looking at me
Observing you as you gaze at me.

As I hurt you again and again and again
Despite my intention to repair our relationship, I persist in causing you pain.

This life has me on a constant downward spiral
My existence at present appears to be spiraling out of control in a negative fashion.

This constant grind never stops
The daily routine and repetition never seem to come to an end.

Trying to make something of myself
Attempting to create an identity and sense of purpose for myself.

The immaturity of my actions as I fail to seek out help
My behavior demonstrates a lack of maturity as I neglect to solicit assistance when needed.

How many people do I have to push away before I learn to take a break
I wonder how many individuals I must alienate before I recognize the importance of taking a step back and resting.

I need your help today
At present, I require your assistance.

If I am ever going to learn
I understand that in order to acquire knowledge,

Forgive me for what I've done
Please pardon me for my prior transgressions.

By pushing you away
As a consequence of my actions in driving you away from me.