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Walkin to the crib last night,
I don′t even know if you can call it walkin
I should be in Paris cause I'm so damn high,
I ain′t really part of the goofy talkin
Got something to say in my mind I'll write,
I ain't with the pimpin but I′m turnin up the
Volume when he say that we gon be alright, we alright yuh
Now I don′t really know what to do,
Lately I been struggling with school,
And the reason for the struggle is im strugglin with you,
Now I'm learning how to tie a noose,
How I′m posed to say it mommy and dad it's the truth,
Now it′s up to me I gotta choose,
The story of the stupid and naive of the youth yuh

And lately I been feelin really used,
Like all the love that I gave you and the
Fun, was a slip that gave permission for abuse,
Like what the fuck,
When you said that I was cute, did it even have a minimum a truth,
I'm paralyzed like my lips can′t even move,
Cause they used only make a move for you, so what else can I lose

Packin my bags,
I'm lightin a match today, best night that I ever had,
Too bad I fell back today, my consciousness is pretty lagged,
My minds feelin mad today,
I'm rollin up another dab, feelin crap today

How I′m gone feel so alone,
Like I′m in the house and I'm screamin but nobody seems to be home,
When I look in the crowd and they beaming and nobody wants to go home,
Showin out on the weekend,
I′m flexin but this ain't my zone, pick up the phone

Want every second and minute I′m falling apart I'm not wastin time,
Don′t know why you would do what you did
It's changing hearts and shaping these lies girl

I do not know about friendship,
Fuck all the fake and the toxic and




Fuck all that lovin and friend shit,
I'm on the next shit

Overall Meaning

In these lyrics, 80purppp is discussing the struggles he has been going through lately, all while feeling isolated and alone. He starts by talking about how he was walking home the night before, but he was so high that he couldn't even really call it walking. Despite feeling out of it, he is still thinking about some things that are weighing heavy on his mind. He mentions turning up the volume when someone tells him that everything will be alright, implying that he's unsure about his future and needs reassurance.


The next verse finds him grappling with the fact that he's struggling with someone he cares about deeply, which is affecting his schoolwork. He even mentions learning how to tie a noose, which suggests that he's feeling very low and potentially suicidal. He seems torn between telling his parents the truth and keeping everything bottled up inside. He feels used by the person he's been struggling with, as if they only cared about him when they wanted something from him. He is feeling so paralyzed by this that he is unable to even speak his mind.


The last part of the song finds 80purppp packing his bags and feeling like he has to move on from everything that's been weighing him down. He feels like he's been wasting his time with people who are fake and toxic and he's ready to move on to the next chapter of his life.


Line by Line Meaning

Walkin to the crib last night, I don′t even know if you can call it walkin
I was so high that I could hardly walk, much less make sense of anything.


I should be in Paris cause I'm so damn high, I ain′t really part of the goofy talkin
I'm so high that it feels like I should be in another world. I'm not interested in small talk or meaningless conversation.


Got something to say in my mind I'll write, I ain't with the pimpin but I′m turnin up the Volume when he say that we gon be alright, we alright yuh
I have a lot of thoughts and feelings that I need to express, but I don't want to come across as someone who is trying to impress others. I may not be a pimp, but I like it when people are optimistic and positive.


Now I don′t really know what to do, Lately I been struggling with school, And the reason for the struggle is im strugglin with you, Now I'm learning how to tie a noose, How I′m posed to say it mommy and dad it's the truth, Now it′s up to me I gotta choose, The story of the stupid and naive of the youth yuh
I feel lost and confused about what to do with my life. School has been a struggle lately, and it's because of a relationship that is going nowhere. I feel like I'm on the brink of self-harm, and I don't know how to talk to my parents about my problems. I'm realizing that I need to take control of my own life and not make naive mistakes.


And lately I been feelin really used, Like all the love that I gave you and the Fun, was a slip that gave permission for abuse, Like what the fuck, When you said that I was cute, did it even have a minimum a truth, I'm paralyzed like my lips can′t even move, Cause they used only make a move for you, so what else can I lose
I feel like I've been taken advantage of and manipulated. Everything that I thought was love and fun was really just an excuse for you to treat me poorly. I'm questioning whether any of your compliments were even sincere. I feel powerless and unable to speak up for myself. I'm not sure what else I have to lose at this point.


Packin my bags, I'm lightin a match today, best night that I ever had, Too bad I fell back today, my consciousness is pretty lagged, My minds feelin mad today, I'm rollin up another dab, feelin crap today
I'm getting ready to leave and start anew. Even though I had an amazing time last night, I'm disappointed that I fell back into old habits today. My mind is racing and I feel angry. I'm trying to cope with these emotions by smoking more weed.


How I′m gone feel so alone, Like I′m in the house and I'm screamin but nobody seems to be home, When I look in the crowd and they beaming and nobody wants to go home, Showin out on the weekend, I′m flexin but this ain't my zone, pick up the phone
I feel incredibly lonely even when surrounded by people. It's as if I'm shouting at the top of my lungs but no one hears me. Everyone else seems to be having a great time, but I can't help feeling like I don't belong. Even though I'm trying to put on a brave face, I'm really struggling and could use someone to talk to.


Want every second and minute I′m falling apart I'm not wastin time, Don′t know why you would do what you did It's changing hearts and shaping these lies girl
I don't want to waste any more time feeling broken and hurt. I don't understand why you would treat me the way you did, but it's causing me to question myself and what I thought was real. You're changing me, and not in a good way. I'm seeing the world in a more negative and jaded way.


I do not know about friendship, Fuck all the fake and the toxic and Fuck all that lovin and friend shit, I'm on the next shit
I'm not sure what true friendship really looks like anymore. I'm tired of dealing with fake people and toxic relationships. I'm over trying to be loving and friendly when it doesn't feel genuine. I'm moving on to the next phase of my life.




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on Hex

Every single minute (you know), you know I want you baby
You can steal this feeling (you know), you'll never be the same I-
I want you like I need it (like I need it), them other niggas think I-
I know that you can feel it (i need), this love got me insane

Magic in the eyes, surprise (aye)
I want to be the one that take you out all night, all right
And if you wanna me to be here, only one I'd die
Cause' every time I take a look at you, I feel alive
Anything you need is true, and every morning when I wake up
I be thinking about you
Go to movies, turn around and then we picking and choose
And you the last damn thing that I'm hoping to lose

Wanna take you home boo babe
You the only person who don't care about a check
Imma love you down until there's nothing to love back
You deserve real time cause you wanted love me
We can move around until there's nothing but love mess
Driving around town when I'm with you, I feel blessed
Fingers to my hair and my back under my chest
Imma hold you down until I feel the one best

Every single minute, you know I want you baby
You can steal this feeling, you'll never be the same I-

Fuck-

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