Waste
99zed Lyrics

I can feel my soul creeping out my fucking window
The artist is feeling a sense of detachment from his own soul and is experiencing an overwhelming sense of emptiness.

Locked inside my room got the stick under my pillow
The artist is feeling trapped within his own room and is using a weapon for personal protection.

Staring down the barrel lullaby inside that hollow
The artist is contemplating the thought of suicide and the barrel could represent either a gun or a bottle of drugs.

Follow, follow me up into my terror
The artist is inviting the listener to explore his own personal hell and terror.

How you thinking you the one when you a fucking clone yeah?
The artist is expressing frustration at people who act and think the same way as others and do not have their own unique identity.

How do I become a better person in my soul yeah?
The artist is reflecting on his own inner thoughts and questioning how he can improve himself at a deeper level.

All my homies in the crib and I be home alone yeah
The artist is feeling a sense of loneliness even when surrounded by friends, which suggests he feels disconnected from others.

Put me in the corner let me stare up at my phone yeah
The artist is portrayed as being unsocial and disconnected, as he is more interested in his phone than the people around him.

I'm fucking sick
The artist is implying that he is mentally ill or sick in some way or feeling that way due to what he observes around him.

A fucking shamed
The artist is feeling a sense of guilt and shame, probably from his own actions or reactions to the actions of others around him.

You still up in my fucking brain
The artist is stating that the person or situation is still affecting him deeply and is lingering in his thoughts.

You're gonna pay
The artist is warning the other person or situation that there will be consequences for their actions.

I watch your body fucking shake
The artist seems to be observing someone in fear or anxiety while they physically react to something.

I levitate
The artist is feeling a sense of disassociation or detachment from reality.

Over top your fucking grave
The artist is wishing the person or situation dead and buried, suggesting they are causing him great pain or discomfort.

As I dig mine
The artist seems to have his own struggles and feels that he is metaphorically digging his own grave.

Next to you so we can lay
The artist is expressing a sense of unity with the other person, that they are destined to suffer together.

That reverie
The artist is referencing the thought or vision of the person being dead and buried.

Eternally you fucking waste
The artist views the person in question as being a waste of space and should not exist.

Ain't worth the pain
The artist is questioning if the person or situation is worth the pain it is causing him.

I separate my fucking angst
The artist is trying to separate his feelings of angst and anger from the situation/people that are causing him to feel that way.

Coughing in my coffin
The artist is implying that he is slowly killing himself through his habits or lifestyle.

Fill my body up with toxins
The artist is describing an unhealthy lifestyle that is causing harm to his physical and emotional well-being.

Send me to rot in the earth
The artist is expressing a sense of apathy towards his own life and well-being.

Six feet of dirt I'm finna box it
The artist seems to be accepting his own fate, that he will be buried and forgotten.

Another fucking day I lay to waste
The artist is resentful that he is wasting away his life doing things that are making him feel bad.

I'm here too often
The artist is feeling a sense of repetition or monotony in his life.

Steadily fiend for the drip
The artist is referencing his addiction to drugs, which he craves or desires regularly.

Crushing the script and shoot Suboxone
The artist is referring to prescription drugs and his tendency to abuse them in ways that are not intended.

99 cutting ties so get the fuck out my face
The artist doesn't want to be associated with the people or person causing him pain/anguish and is cutting off relationships with them/us.

Always be switching and doubling back
The artist is referencing how some people are always trying to play mind games or flip-flop in their relationships with others.

Just admit that you a fake
The artist is calling out the people or person for not being genuine or authentic and looking to hide behind a facade.

Why is you fidgety had an epiphany
The artist is questioning why someone is acting nervous or restless, perhaps they have suddenly realized something.

You ain't ever hold the K
The artist is saying that the person in question has never held or used a weapon, they are not tough like they say or think they are.

How is you claiming you running the block when you ran away from the fade?
The artist is questioning how someone who ran away from confrontation and violence can claim to run the streets or neighborhood.

I ain't gang bang
The artist is stating that he is not involved in gang violence despite his seemingly rough exterior or behavior.

I'm ignorant I let my nuts hang
The artist is admitting that he is not smart or educated, but he is not afraid to take risks or be bold.

99 flipping the pack and he spending it back on the same thing
The artist is describing a cycle of addiction, where he buys and sells drugs to fund his own personal use of them.

I think I'm going insane
The artist is feeling that he is losing his mind or mental stability, possibly a side effect of his drug use or lifestyle in general.

Railing a line straight to my brain
The artist is describing a drug habit where he snorts drugs directly into his nose and the effect it has on his mind and body.

Everyday it's the same
The artist is expressing a sense of boredom or lack of change in his daily routine, implying that he needs something different in his life.

Falling in love with the pain
The artist is expressing that he has become addicted to the feeling of pain and suffering in his life, which is destructive and unhealthy.

I cross my heart, I hope I die
The artist is making a solemn declaration that he would rather be dead than go on living in the current state he is in.

I stick the needle in my eye
The artist is describing an act of self-harm or drug abuse, which is highly reckless and dangerous.

Filling my head with the drugs I look dead
The artist is saying that the drugs take such a strong effect on his mind and body that he appears lifeless and devoid of emotion.

It's the only time I feel alive (Fuck!)
The artist is saying that when he is under the influence of drugs, he feels a sense of euphoria or excitement that he doesn't experience in other areas of his life.