Ever and a Day
AFI Lyrics


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Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity
With nothing left to lose
Lie in the darkness, I'm slowly drowned to sleep
With nothing left to lose
Three tears I've saved for you

I'd retrace the steps that led me here
But nothing lives behind me
So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me
With nothing left to lose
Three tears I've saved for you

Will you be my, be my beloved?
Will you help, help me to get through?
Will you be my, be my destruction?
Will you help, help me to be through?

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Will you be my, be my beloved?
Will you help, help me to get through?




Will you be my, be my destruction?
Will you help? Three tears I've saved for you

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to AFI's song "Ever And A Day" are deeply emotional and poetic, expressing feelings of despair and longing. The opening lines, "Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity, with nothing left to lose," paint a picture of resignation and acceptance of one's circumstances. The singer seems to be in a dark and lonely place, unable to change their situation but finding comfort in the fact that they have nothing else to lose.


The second verse continues this theme, describing the singer's state of mind as they slowly drift to sleep in the darkness. The repetition of the phrase "with nothing left to lose" highlights the feeling of hopelessness and despair that permeates the song. However, there is a glimmer of hope in the final lines, as the singer asks for someone to be their "beloved" and their "destruction," someone who can help them get through their pain and suffering.


Overall, "Ever And A Day" is a poignant and introspective song that speaks to the universal human experience of struggling with loss and loneliness. It is a reminder that even in the darkest of times, there is always a possibility for connection and healing.


Line by Line Meaning

Lie in the comfort of sweet calamity
Enjoying the familiarity of a situation that's actually destructive, damaging or harmful.


With nothing left to lose
In a state where one has lost everything, and is therefore without fear, because there is no longer anything to fear.


Lie in the darkness, I'm slowly drowned to sleep
Falling deep into unconsciousness or death due to overwhelming hopelessness.


Three tears I've saved for you
A small gesture of sadness and sorrow that's preserved especially for someone else.


I'd retrace the steps that led me here
To go back and understand how one ended up in a certain place, and possibly learn from those mistakes.


But nothing lives behind me
Nothing remains from the past or the journey behind, it is all in the past.


So I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me
At peace, surrounded by a glimmer of hope and contentment amidst dark surroundings.


Will you be my, be my beloved?
Asking someone to be their partner, someone who they will love unconditionally.


Will you help, help me to get through?
Asking for support from someone to help overcome the challenges and difficulties in life.


Will you be my, be my destruction?
Asking someone to be the source of their downfall or demise, because it's better to lose everything than to be alone.


Will you help? Three tears I've saved for you
Continuing to plead for help with a reminder of the sadness and loss felt that is reserved especially for that someone who they are asking for help from.




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing
Written by: ADAM A CARSON, DAVID PADEN MARCHAND, HUNTER LAWRENCE BURGAN, JADE ERROL PUGET

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