Drawback
ALMOSTGONE Lyrics

I don't know where I'm going
I'm uncertain about my future and the direction my life is taking.

But it feels like it's snowing
My emotions are cold and overwhelming, creating a sense of isolation and confusion.

Your eyes were frickin glowing
There was a spark or something captivating about you that drew me in.

But all you were was Hoeing
However, your true nature revealed itself as unfaithful and disloyal.

I don't know why I have to go through this pain
I question the reason behind the suffering I've endured in this relationship.

And I don't know why you made me play this game
I can't understand why you manipulated me and made me feel like part of a cruel game.

Yah you say we're the same and then you turn away
You claim we share a connection, yet you distance yourself when I need you.

Sayin I'm to blame
You accuse me of being at fault for our problems.

But I guess that was a lie cause
I realize that your accusation was untrue.

You know for a fact I did nothing wrong
Deep down, you know I haven't done anything to deserve this blame.

Got a death threat from one of your friends
I received a severe warning from someone close to you, indicating the intensity of the situation.

How the hell was I supposed to react you're lucky that I didn't
Incredibly, I managed to stay composed and didn't retaliate, despite the provocation.

Even call the cops
I didn't even take extreme measures by involving the authorities.

Yah i admit I had my faults
I acknowledge that I am not perfect and have my share of mistakes.

And I admit you screwed me over
I recognize that you betrayed my trust and caused me pain.

Made out with your best friend
You crossed a line of loyalty by being intimate with someone close to you.

The next damn day
This act of betrayal occurred almost immediately after our connection.

How the hell was I supposed to be okay
Given the circumstances, I was left shocked and hurt, struggling to heal.

When I hear this stuff that all your friends say
I am burdened by the rumors and gossip that circulate among your circle.

They say you went and even cheated
Your friends claim that you were unfaithful in our relationship.

I don't know what to say
I find myself at a loss for words; the truth is devastating.

But I know when I hear that I don't want you back
This information has solidified my decision to move on and not reconcile.

Maybe Juice WRLD was right when he said all girls are the same
I've come to a realization that many relationships follow a painful pattern.

Thought you would be different but it's always the same
I hoped you were unique, yet the outcome reflects a familiar disappointment.

Why did you make me feel this way
I'm left questioning the reasons for my emotional turmoil and heartache.

I put my heart into this pain
I invested my emotions deeply into a relationship that ultimately caused suffering.

Relationship I thought that
I believed this connection held promise and significance.

You were the one but you were just a draw back
I envisioned you as my soulmate, but you turned out to be a source of regret.

You were just a drawback
Your presence in my life became a hindrance rather than a blessing.