AM Conspiracy (AMC for short) arose, phoenix-like, out of the ashes of Orlando-based rock group Canvas. Their nascent sound so impressed vocalist Jason "Gong" Jones, who'd just come off three years on the road as lead singer for Platinum act Drowning Pool, that he jumped at the opportunity to front the group. Two years and one name change later, AM Conspiracy's "While You Were Sleeping" is the ultimate end-product of the quintet's determination, patience and creative expression.
Jones, a South Carolina native, initially moved to Los Angeles to pursue a career in the music industry. He soon befriended Ming "Lucky" Cheng, brother of Deftones bassist Chi Cheng, who bestowed upon Jones the nickname "Gong." Jones quickly established himself in Los Angeles, both as a respected tattoo artist in the daytime and while performing with bands along the Sunset Strip at night. In 2002 he signed on as lead singer of the Platinum-selling metal band Drowning Pool in the wake of the tragic death of original vocalist Dave Williams. Scarcely missing a beat, over the next three years he helped the group earn a pair of top "Billboard" singles.
Despite the success, all was not well. "The situation was making me miserable," confesses Jones, detailing his decision to split from Drowning Pool. "While it did give me the opportunity to meet some really great musicians, such as Dimebag Darrell, I found myself sickened by the feelings of selling out. I didn't get into this business for the purpose of being a one-dimensional songwriter. That's not what true rock & roll is about and that's not what I'm about."
Happily, after completing his final tour with Drowning Pool Jones found his next musical passion: AM Conspiracy. The dual-axe attack of guitarists Brian Diemar and Clint Campbell, complemented by a rockin' rhythm section comprised of bass player Kenny Harrelson and highly acclaimed drummer Dean Andrews, proved to be an irresistible lure for the well-traveled singer.
In January 2007 Jones and Diemar commenced producing debut album "While You Were Sleeping," collaborating with co-producer Rae DiLeo (Filter and Army of Anyone). "Rae DiLeo has been a personal friend of mine for over 15 years; we go way back," observes Diemar. "When Jason and I discussed producing our debut album, we instantly thought about asking Rae if he would be interested in our project. We went over to his studio and played him the demos. He loved what he heard and agreed that we had something really special going on. From that point on Rae was involved in the complete process, traveling coast to coast to record and working around the clock."
"AM Conspiracy is bringing back the rock," enthuses DiLeo, "with big guitars and heavy, melodic vocals--things that are desperately needed on modern radio today. They go from sublime sonic tapestries to heavy guitars that will tear your head off, while Jason's voice adds the perfect finishing touch. I enjoyed the entire process and am so pleased to say I was a part of it."
AM Conspiracy's first single, "Far," has already been favorably received by the listeners of XM Radio's premier Rock station, SQUIZZ, where it currently resides in regular rotation--weeks prior to its official release. Unconcerned with being glued to any genre and determined to stay true to the type of music they want to make, AM Conspiracy is certain to appeal to a wide range of the music-loving masses.
Myself
AM Conspiracy Lyrics
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Light a match & watch this mo'-fucker burn
Here in my mind... the things you might find
Little things are what have got us so fucked and disturbed
[Chorus]
I feel alive
Each time... WHEN I DIE
One more time, one last time
Shadows follow... He who's hollow
Listen up & you can learn from my mistakes
Read the fine print, before you sign it
That's your fuckin' soul,
Don't let it go, lay to waste
[Chorus]
[Chorus]...
Then I'll do it again, one last time (x2)
Then I'll do it again, for myself
Then I'll do it again, one more time
The lyrics to AM Conspiracy's song "Myself" delve into themes of religion, indecision, and personal autonomy. The opening line, "My religion... indecision" sets the tone for the song as the singer grapples with his beliefs and lack thereof. He then goes on to say "Light a match & watch this mo'-fucker burn" which can be interpreted as a desire to destroy his old beliefs and start anew.
The second verse shifts the focus to personal responsibility and the consequences of one's actions. The line "Shadows follow... He who's hollow" implies that those who lack substance or morality will be haunted by the darkness of their own actions. The chorus provides a jarring contrast as the singer declares that he feels truly alive only when he dies. This can be interpreted as a desire to embrace the unknown and take risks that may lead to his end. The repetition of "one more time, one last time" gives off a sense of urgency and desperation, emphasizing the importance of living life to the fullest.
Overall, "Myself" is a powerful anthem for personal liberation and self-discovery. It encourages listeners to break free from societal norms and live life on their own terms, with all the risks and rewards that may come with it.
Line by Line Meaning
My religion... indecision
I can't make up my mind and stick to one thing, it's like a religion to me.
Light a match & watch this mo'-fucker burn
I want to destroy everything that's causing me pain and frustration, and see it burn to the ground.
Here in my mind... the things you might find
My thoughts and feelings may seem chaotic and confused to others, but there is a method to my madness.
Little things are what have got us so fucked and disturbed
It's the small things that add up and drive us crazy, making us feel hopeless and lost.
I feel alive
I finally feel like I'm living, rather than just going through the motions.
Each time... WHEN I DIE
Each time I face the possibility of death, whether literal or metaphorical, I feel more alive than ever before.
And I'll do it again, for myself
I'll take risks and do things that make me feel alive, even if no one else understands why.
One more time, one last time
I'll keep pushing myself to feel alive, even if it means taking big risks and facing consequences.
Shadows follow... He who's hollow
When you have no sense of purpose or identity, you become a shell of a person, haunted by your own emptiness.
Listen up & you can learn from my mistakes
I want others to learn from my experiences, so they don't make the same mistakes and end up feeling as lost as I did.
Read the fine print, before you sign it
Don't blindly agree to things or follow others without fully understanding the consequences and implications of your actions.
That's your fuckin' soul, Don't let it go, lay to waste
Your soul is the most valuable thing you have, and you shouldn't let anyone or anything destroy it or make you waste it.
Then I'll do it again, one last time (x2)
Even if it means risking everything, I will keep chasing the feeling of being alive, until I can't anymore.
Then I'll do it again, for myself
I'll never stop pushing myself to experience life to the fullest, even if it means doing things others don't understand or approve of.
Then I'll do it again, one more time
I'll keep going until I can't anymore, because the feeling of being truly alive is worth any risk or consequence.
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My religion... indecision
Light a match & watch this mo'-fucker burn
Here in my mind... the things you might find
Little things are what have got us so fucked and disturbed
[Chorus]
I feel alive
Each time... WHEN I DIE
And I'll do it again, for myself
One more time, one last time
Shadows follow... He who's hollow
Listen up & you can learn from my mistakes
Read the fine print, before you sign it
That's your fuckin' soul
Don't let it go, lay to waste
[Chorus]
[Chorus]...
Then I'll do it again, one last time (x2)
Then I'll do it again, for myself
Then I'll do it again, one more time