MY MY
A Pink Lyrics

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy
My mind is filled with thoughts and feelings that may seem irrational to others.

Cluttered spaces that you could not cross
My mind is disorganized and chaotic, making it hard for others to navigate.

My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless
My mind is filled with memories and emotions that seem useless and unable to be changed.

Young emotions that just won't grow up
I am holding onto emotions from the past that I should have let go of by now.

I keep hiding the keys in all these
I am purposely making it difficult for others to understand me by hiding my true self.

Places even I can't find
I am even unsure about my own emotions and thoughts.

Hoping, one day, you'll find them all
I am waiting for someone who understands me to find the real me.

And I wanna let you see inside my attic
I am eager to let someone see the real me but I am scared to do so.

Inside this olive skin are paper thin
Despite my outward appearance, I am very fragile emotionally.

Illusions that I'm tougher than I am
I try to appear stronger than I am, masking my fragility.

And I'm guarded, castle walls from all the falls
I am protecting myself from getting hurt by others.

And break up calls and never should've beens
I am holding on to past heartbreaks and relationships that should have ended sooner.

But don't go pushing too hard
I am warning you not to push me or try to manipulate me, as I am not easily swayed or controlled.

I'm not so easy to manipulate
I am not easily convinced or controlled by others.

I will give you all of my secrets
If you prove trustworthy, I am willing to share my innermost thoughts and feelings with you.

If you promise you can brave my attic
If you promise to accept and understand me, I am willing to open up to you.

And I swear, not tryna be vindictive
I promise I am not trying to hurt you, but rather just being honest about my fears.

I'm just terrified that you might see me different
I am scared that if I show you the real me, you may not accept me for who I am.

You'll change your mind, tell me that I'm crazy
I am worried that if I open up to you, you may judge me as irrational or unstable.

Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that you'll stay
However, I hold hope that if I show you the real me, you will still accept me and stay with me.

'Cause my attic is silver plans and one night stands
My mind is full of dreams and temporary experiences that don't have lasting meaning.

That numbers can't begin to calculate
It is impossible to truly measure the experiences and emotions inside my mind.

My attic is up the stairs and waiting there
My true self is hidden and waiting for someone to find it.

Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake
I often feel lonely and restless due to the emotions and thoughts swirling inside my mind.

My attic, my attic, my attic
My mind is constantly present, waiting to be discovered by someone special.