A Place to Bury Strangers are a power trio comprised of Oliver Ackermann (g… Read Full Bio ↴A Place to Bury Strangers are a power trio comprised of Oliver Ackermann (guitar / vocals), John Fedowitz (bass) and Sandra Fedowitz (drums). The band play a heavy, atmospheric wall of sound-influenced blend of psychedelic, shoegaze and noise rock.

A Place to Bury Strangers was formed in 2002 by David Goffan and Tim Gregorio. Current frontman and guitarist Oliver Ackermann had moved to Brooklyn, New York, United States, following the disbanding of his previous group, Skywave to join the group and become the primary songwriter after the departure of Goffan. They played their first show at Luxx in Brooklyn in 2003. Jay Space and Jono Mofo, both from the New York City-based band MOFO, joined the band when Tim Gregorio left. In 2006, APTBS handmade three different untitled EPs with different color schemes; these later become known as the Red, Blue and Green EPs.

In 2006, the band gained some acclaim following its Webster Hall performance with The Brian Jonestown Massacre. The band returned to Webster Hall in 2007 to play with one of their major influences, The Jesus and Mary Chain.

Throughout these formative years, the band's live shows became increasingly chaotic which earned them the title of New York City's "loudest band" from various indie reviewers and bloggers, as well as "the most ear-shatteringly loud garage/shoegaze band you'll ever hear" by The Washington Post. The New York Times applauded their revival of "the ominous, feedback-drenched drones of the 1980s".

In early 2009, APTBS signed to Mute Records. The band also announced another European tour and appearances at the Coachella Valley Music and Arts Festival, Seaport Music Festival, Rock al Parque and Siren Music Festival. Their second album, Exploding Head, was released in October 2009. In early spring 2010, it was discovered that Jono MOFO had decided to leave the band for personal reasons (after recently getting married) rather than tour with the band during their US tour supporting The Big Pink. He was replaced for that spring tour by Dion Lunadon, formerly of the bands The D4 and The True Lovers.

On February 14, 2011, Ackermann stated that the band had begun working on their third full-length album. On January 10, 2012 A Place to Bury Strangers release the iPhone shot all Hipstamatic video for the first single So Far Away of the forthcoming Onwards to the Wall EP. On February 12, 2012, the band announced that Robi Gonzalez was taking over drumming duties for A Place to Bury Strangers. They also thanked former drummer, Jay Space, for his contribution to the band. On May 2, 2012, it was confirmed that the third album of the band, , was scheduled to be released on June 11 in the UK and Europe, and on June 26, 2012 in the US via Dead Oceans label. The band announced plans to support the release with a full North American tour in October 2012.

It was announced in early March 2013, that the band had recorded covers of songs from the Portland band, Dead Moon. They plan to release these covers on Record Store Day 2013 as an EP titled Strange Moon. In March 2013, the band began recording their 4th studio album. They recorded for several days at ABC Studios in Etne, Norway with Emil Nikolaisen of Serena Maneesh. Then, in May, APTBS released a 7" via Sweet Mistakes Productions, free with the Fractal Press Magazine, issue #135. The band also sold them without the magazine during their live shows. In late November, Ackermann and Lunadon had an interview with Drowned in Sound and said that there will likely be a tour following the 4th LP's release.

The band's fifth album, "Pinned", was released in 2018. The band also replaced Robi Gonzalez with drummer and singer Lia Simone Braswell.

In 2021, John Fedowitz (also a former member of Skywave)& his wife Sandra Fedowitz, both from Ceremony East Coast, replaced the rhythm section once again. Hologram EP was released July 16, 2021.

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I Lived My Life To Stand In The Shadow Of Your Heart
A Place to Bury Strangers Lyrics

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I've lived my life
To stand in the shadow of your heart
You make my dreams complete
And then crash them down
But every dream could breathe new life
Just like the memories you had with me
I want to take you down
But now

You want me dead

The way you lie
Sends an arrow straight into my heart
You make my dreams complete
And then crash them down
But every dream can breathe new life
Maybe that's just in my head
I want to take you down
But now
You want me dead

You want me back
But I don't care
I want you back
But you're not there

I've lived my life
To stand in the shadow of your heart
You make my dreams complete
And then crash them down
But every dream could bring new life
But the close you had with me
I want to take you down
But now
You want me dead

You want me back
But I don't care

I want you back
But you're not there

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "I Lived My Life To Stand In The Shadow Of Your Heart" by A Place to Bury Strangers can be interpreted as a passionate and toxic love story. The singer has spent their whole life chasing after someone, standing in the shadow of that person's heart. It seems this person has been the focus of the singer's dreams and desires, yet they also have a tendency to destroy them. Despite this, the singer still holds onto hope that the dreams can be revived, and that they can bring new life to their relationship.

The lyrics contain a sense of desperation, longing, and betrayal, as the singer tries to cope with the realization that the person they love may not feel the same anymore. They are hurt by the lies that have been told to them and feel like they have been emotionally manipulated by the person they love. The last few lines of the song highlight the conflicting emotions that the singer feels, as they want the person back but also acknowledge that the person is not there anymore.

Overall, "I Lived My Life To Stand In The Shadow Of Your Heart" is a deeply emotional song that captures the complexities of love, heartbreak, and loss.

Line by Line Meaning

I've lived my life
I have spent my entire life

To stand in the shadow of your heart
trying to be close to you, despite being overshadowed by your heart

You make my dreams complete
you fulfill all of my desires

And then crash them down
but you ruin everything

But every dream could breathe new life
however, every failed desire could lead to new opportunities

Just like the memories you had with me
just like the memories we once shared

I want to take you down
I want to bring you down

But now
but currently

You want me dead
you have a desire to see me perish

The way you lie
the method in which you deceive

Sends an arrow straight into my heart
causes me great emotional suffering