Orphan
Above Only Lyrics


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Oh, I beg
I plead
Take this heart and let it bleed
Not for what I want
But what I need
Show me how to live
And teach me how to breathe
Tell me why do I
Hold on tonight
If I'm living a lie
Should I hide?
Or should I let a light shine
Shine out, (come on)
From the inside

Get a hold of yourself
You're living like an orphan
Is there no one else
For you to hold on to tonight
And I don't know why you looked to me
For these answers
'Cause I have none

Take this pride
Before it eats away everything I hold inside
Oh, I've tried
Just to fight the fear away
But I'm still so terrified

Tell me why do I
Hold on tonight
If I'm living a lie
Should I hide?
Or should I let a light shine
Shine out, (come on)
From the inside

Get a hold of yourself
You're living like an orphan
Is there no one else
For you to hold on to tonight
And I don't know why you looked to me
For these answers
'Cause I have none

So, get a hold of yourself
Oh, you're living like an orphan
Is there no one else
For you to hold on to tonight
And I don't know why you looked to me




For these answers
'Cause I have none

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Orphan" by Above Only are about feeling lost, alone, and in need of guidance. The singer pleads for someone to help them "take this heart and let it bleed" and show them "how to live" and "teach me how to breathe." The metaphorical language of bleeding suggests that the singer is dealing with emotional pain, and needs help to heal.


The chorus gives a sense of desperation, as the singer questions why they are holding on, and wonders if it's better to hide their pain or let their light shine out. The line "get a hold of yourself" suggests that the singer is struggling to keep control and stay grounded.


The repeated phrase "you're living like an orphan" emphasizes the feeling of being alone and abandoned. The singer questions why they looked to the person they are addressing for answers, as they "have none." This line emphasizes the theme of seeking guidance and mentorship.


Overall, the lyrics of "Orphan" capture the emotional struggle of feeling lost and alone, and the desperate desire for guidance and support.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh, I beg
I am pleading for mercy or assistance.


I plead
I am asking earnestly and desperately.


Take this heart and let it bleed
Allow me to express my emotions freely and without reservation.


Not for what I want, but what I need
I am asking for what is necessary rather than what I desire.


Show me how to live
Teach me how to live life to the fullest and with purpose.


And teach me how to breathe
Help me learn to cope and thrive in difficult situations.


Tell me why do I
Why am I experiencing this, what is the root cause?


Hold on tonight
Persist in the face of adversity, despite the difficulties or hardships.


If I'm living a lie
If my life is built on falsehoods or mistruths.


Should I hide?
Should I conceal my true feelings or intentions from others?


Or should I let a light shine
Should I be open and honest, revealing my true self and intentions?


Shine out, (come on)
Shine brightly, do not hold back or be afraid.


From the inside
From within myself, from my core and true nature.


Get a hold of yourself
Take control of your emotions and actions.


You're living like an orphan
You are living without guidance, support, or a sense of belonging.


Is there no one else
Are there no other options, people, or resources available?


For you to hold on to tonight
For you to rely on or seek help from when facing difficulties.


And I don't know why you looked to me
I am not sure why you are seeking answers or guidance from me.


For these answers
For explanations, solutions, or insight into your situation.


'Cause I have none
I do not possess any answers, explanations, or solutions to your problem.


Take this pride
Let go of your ego and arrogance.


Before it eats away everything I hold inside
Before it causes me to lose what matters most to me - my values, relationships, and sense of self.


Oh, I've tried
I have made an effort to overcome my issues or solve my problems.


Just to fight the fear away
To resist fear, worry, and uncertainty that I experience.


But I'm still so terrified
Despite my efforts, I am still overwhelmed by fear and anxiety.


So, get a hold of yourself
Take control of your emotions and actions.


Oh, you're living like an orphan
You are living without guidance, support, or a sense of belonging.


Is there no one else
Are there no other options, people, or resources available?


For you to hold on to tonight
For you to rely on or seek help from when facing difficulties.


And I don't know why you looked to me
I am not sure why you are seeking answers or guidance from me.


For these answers
For explanations, solutions, or insight into your situation.


'Cause I have none
I do not possess any answers, explanations, or solutions to your problem.




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Comments from YouTube:

@FMASybreed

do you have the whole album?

@LouisHarrisMusic

Unfortunately not

@FMASybreed

@Louis Harris Music thanks anyway!

@Openseemusic

@andresgranada The singer and I started a new band called Ghosts of Faith! Steaming on all platforms. I can send you links if you want!

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