Abra continued to work on her next studio album "No Fear", while contributing songs to several soundtracks. Amidst rumors of creative differences and contractual conflicts, she changed management and recording companies and the album was eventually shelved, although her record label did release promo copies. Most of the songs later appeared in slightly altered versions on her latest album, "Everything Changed" (2004) released on Koch Records.
happiness
Abra Moore Lyrics
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I didn't know the hurt
And I try to explain to myself
But I can't find no word
So I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I'll cry about it
Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear
I didn't know it could be like this
I didn't know it could go so far
And I try to reveal the part of me
But you can't find no scar
And I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind
Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear
The lyrics in Abra Moore's song "Happiness" tell a story of the struggle one can experience when trying to come to terms with their own emotions. It is a poignant exploration of how feelings of pain and hurt can be overwhelming, and how people may attempt to hide their emotions from others. The opening lyrics convey a sense of shock and disbelief, as the singer expresses that they did not know that they could feel such intense emotions. They initially attempt to rationalize their feelings, but cannot find the right words to express themselves. The chorus ("Happiness has come to this, and God, it's such a heavy burden to bear") highlights the paradoxical nature of their current state of mind. They are burdened with the pursuit of happiness, but it seems that in their quest for it, they have lost something of themselves.
The second verse expands on this theme, as the singer contemplates the scars they carry within themselves. They express a desire to share their innermost feelings with others, but it feels like they are unable to do so effectively. The repetition of "And I lie about it, and I tell 'em I'm feeling fine" shows how people may feel pressure to perform emotional labor, or put on a façade of happiness, even when this is not reflective of their true feelings. This is contrasted with the line "And I cry about it, hoping tomorrow will change my mind," which reveals the vulnerability that lies beneath the surface of the singer's stoic exterior. The song overall is a powerful commentary on the emotional complexities that can be experienced in pursuing happiness.
Line by Line Meaning
I didn't know it could feel like this
I never experienced this kind of feeling before
I didn't know the hurt
I didn't know the extent of the pain
And I try to explain to myself
I attempt to rationalize my emotions
But I can't find no word
I cannot articulate what I am feeling
So I lie about it
I pretend that I am okay
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
I tell others that everything is good
And I'll cry about it
I will cry privately
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind
Hoping that tomorrow, things will be better
Happiness has come to this
My perception of happiness has changed
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear
It is emotionally exhausting
I didn't know it could be like this
I never imagined it would be this way
I didn't know it could go so far
I didn't anticipate it becoming so intense
And I try to reveal the part of me
I attempt to show my true emotions
But you can't find no scar
There are no physical signs of my emotional pain
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Gottalife Productions, Songtrust Ave, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JAMES QUENTON WRIGHT, DOC POWELL, DEBRA KILLINGS, DANIEL MOORE, JOHN ROBERT
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Andrew Leung
Yup it's June 2020 and this popped into my head today, bringing me right back to Dawson's Creek.
ney nobre
Muito bom escutar esta playlist de Dawson's Creek, pois sou super fã das músicas dos anos 90. E agora mais ainda por estarmos passando por essa pandemia louca
Devin Thunder
Moved away from my hometown of 17 years last month and I had this on repeat throughout the whole process. It made me feel sad, nostalgic, yet comfortable all at the same time. Now every time this plays I’m instantly shot right back to late May - early June 2022 and will feel all of the same emotions I felt when I was crying in my old backyard to this song due to life changing so drastically. Safe to say this quickly became one of my favorite songs of all time.
Deborah Ellison
I fell in love with my husband to this album. It is the soundtrack to the beginning of our courtship and marriage. I love every song on it.
Ursa Diminished
I had the chance to see Abra Moore back in 97? I think...anyway, I remember she played this song and was instantly hooked..something about the feel of this song really gets me, and it was in "excess baggage" with alicia silverstone. thank you for uploading it!
Gitta Pierro
Hard to explain great songs!
Della Mae
It was also in a clip of the soap opera "Passions".
K D
First heard this on "Excess baggage" love that movie.
Daniele Pelligra
fantastica! +++
Astral Frost (Noctis)
20 years ago. Can y'all believe it?