Anchorite
Acumen Nation Lyrics


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I'm on the wayside and I'm made to feel ugly
And I'm already lonely and I'm made to feel like an anchorite
God's on my backside and I'm already over it
But it's like an addiction and I'm made to feel like an anchorite

God makes me horny, but sex is so guilty
So I think I'll adorn me with lashes and razors
Come feel the anger
Come feel the anger





Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Acumen Nation's song "Anchorite" delve into the themes of loneliness, guilt, addiction, and religion. The singer of the song appears to be struggling with feelings of inadequacy and ugliness, as well as with the conflict between their sexual desires and their religious beliefs. They feel as though they are on the "wayside," or on the margins of society, and that they are being isolated and made to feel like an "anchorite," or a religious hermit who lives a solitary and austere life.


The lyrics also suggest a sense of frustration and rebellion against God, with the singer feeling as though they are being punished or oppressed by a higher power. However, they also seem to be drawn to the concept of God and sexuality, feeling both desire and guilt at the same time. The line "God makes me horny, but sex is so guilty" captures this conflicting dynamic. The singer then turns to self-harm as a way to cope with these conflicting emotions, expressing a desire to "adorn [themself] with lashes and razors."


Overall, "Anchorite" is a song that explores complex and intense emotions related to identity, religion, and sexuality. The lyrics are dark and provocative, touching on themes that are often taboo or controversial.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm on the wayside and I'm made to feel ugly
I feel neglected and unattractive


And I'm already lonely and I'm made to feel like an anchorite
I am isolated and forced to live like a hermit


God's on my backside and I'm already over it
I am tired of feeling judged and controlled by religious beliefs


But it's like an addiction and I'm made to feel like an anchorite
My dependence on religion makes me feel trapped and alone


God makes me horny, but sex is so guilty
My religious beliefs make me feel sexually repressed


So I think I'll adorn me with lashes and razors
I may turn to self-harm as a coping mechanism


Come feel the anger
I am expressing my frustration and resentment towards religion




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Ben - Moderator


on F.W.M.

Thanks Malachai, We have corrected this fact above [reference: https://www.allmusic.com/artist/acumen-nation-mn0000493878/biography]

Malachai


on F.W.M.

- The band changed its name to simply "Acumen" in 2002.

They started off as Acumen, but another band had rights to the name. I have the tour T to prove it

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