Adam’s songs have been featured on GREY'S ANATOMY, KYLE XY, HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER, GREEK, BONES, REAPER, NEWPORT HARBOR, and in the film THE HAUNTING HOUR.
Adam is the keyboardist for the Los Angeles rock band, The 88. He produced, mixed, and engineered the band's debut CD, KIND OF LIGHT, which won them an LA WEEKLY award for “Best Pop/Rock Band.” KIND OF LIGHT was also featured as RADIO AND RECORDS “Album of the Week.” The 88 became a staple on KCRW’s Morning Becomes Eclectic, a clearinghouse for rising indie rock outfits.
The band released their second album entitled OVER AND OVER in September 2005 and have been playing practically nonstop with tour dates throughout the United States and Canada including opening slots with Smashing Pumpkins, Guster, Flaming Lips, and more.
Today the group’s TV resume includes segments on THE JIMMY KIMMEL SHOW, THE LATE LATE SHOW WITH CRAIG FERGUSON, LAST CALL WITH CARSON DALY, MTV NEWS, EXTRA, and appeared as themselves in a performance on the sitcom HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER.
The 88’s ongoing red-hot music licensing streak has netted over 40 music placements in film, television and advertising since their debut release in 2003. This has included films, YOU ME AND DUPREE and FAILURE TO LAUNCH, and popular television shows such as THE OC, GREY'S ANATOMY, HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER, ONE TREE HILL, LAGUNA BEACH, and more.
Adam plans to continue playing with The 88 as well as recording new material for his solo project.
This Is How You Are
Adam Merrin Lyrics
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Soon he's on his way
And the doctor told me I should know
There's something that has caused this to happen
Waiting for his eyes to open
Soon he's on his way
Soon he's on his way
And it cuts into you like a knife
It tears you up and leaves you on the table
And all this time we felt the life
You take it from us all the while
Here's to you and to all who's forgiven
You take another life
We're too far and he will not listen
This is how you are
Soon we'll run away
Soon we'll run away
When you feel like this and no one knows
You try to walk but you just can't go
I hear him cry, I can't sleep at night
You help me but I can't let go
God help me so
God help me so
Well I thought that I was good enough
I guess I wasn't rightfully so
The lyrics to Adam Merrin's song "This Is How You Are" depict feelings of loss and helplessness. The repeated line of "Soon he's on his way" seems to refer to the impending death of someone close to the singer. The doctor's warning suggests that this loss is the result of a medical condition or accident. The lines "And it cuts into you like a knife / It tears you up and leaves you on the table" further emphasize the overwhelming pain and sorrow that comes with the loss of a loved one.
The chorus is a damning condemnation of whoever or whatever caused this tragedy: "Here's to you and to all who's forgiven / You take another life / We're too far and he will not listen / This is how you are." The anger and bitterness conveyed in these lines suggests that the person responsible for the loss is someone who has done wrong in the past and has now caused more harm, but refuses to acknowledge or change their behavior.
The verse that begins with "Soon we'll run away" serves as a reminder that even in the midst of grief, there is still a need to keep moving forward. However, the lines "When you feel like this and no one knows / You try to walk but you just can't go" speak to the isolating and overwhelming nature of grief. Despite the support of others, the singer still feels alone in their pain.
Overall, "This Is How You Are" is a poignant and moving meditation on loss and the complex emotions that accompany it.
Line by Line Meaning
Soon he's on his way
Someone is leaving soon
And the doctor told me I should know
A doctor gave some important information
All the days and all our nights
We have been waiting for a long time
Waiting for his eyes to open
We are waiting for someone to wake up
And it cuts into you like a knife
It hurts you deeply
And all this time we felt the life
We were hopeful and felt alive
You take it from us all the while
But our hope was taken away
Here's to you and to all who's forgiven
Cheers to those who have been forgiven
You take another life
Taking a life is a serious offense
We're too far and he will not listen
We can't get through to him
This is how you are
This is how you behave
Soon we'll run away
We will be leaving soon
When you feel like this and no one knows
When you are struggling and feel alone
You try to walk but you just can't go
You are trying to move forward but are stuck
I hear him cry, I can't sleep at night
I am worried and can't sleep
You help me but I can't let go
I appreciate your help but am having trouble moving on
God help me so
I need divine intervention
Well I thought that I was good enough
I believed I was capable
I guess I wasn't rightfully so
But I was wrong
Contributed by Adeline P. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
powuhh
HIMYM has the best songs.
MissParamoreGirl
This song makes me think about all shit that happens to my life.I LOVE IT!! ♥♥
Allison Summer
This is such a good song; fits the movie perfectly. :) This is one of my favorites, apart from Scary Godmother- and I'm 14! XD
Bria Ellison
I LOVE THIS SONG🎶🎶🎶
Andi Dakota
i cant remember this song on the haunting hour..but its nice :)
sana mirza
Heart touching song
Nicole Romeu
i love this song!!!!
Sara Roshani - music
Nice song - which I found on Bones like always!<3 - but weird picture? :D
DiFer Fer
cool song, I like it
Pilar Pantoja
HIMYM ♥