Adrian & the Spadilles are currently self-managed, but since their first show in the October of 2010, they have shared the stage with [inter]national touring acts such as BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR, LETLIVE, PUNCHLINE, THE CRIMSON ARMADA, DOT DOT CURVE and are currently in negotiations to perform with ESCAPE THE FATE and BLACK VEIL BRIDES.
Adrian, working closely with Macabere Marionet, is working on providing the first legitimate Spadille release, the concept album: ROSE QUARTZ, featuring a darker and more mature sound seeping in industrial rock and ambient influences.
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KIDS
Adrian and the Spadilles Lyrics
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My mom used to worry that she would find me dead
I’m on one bad trip, my friends are eating bread
All fucked up and they threw up on the bed
I used to party hardy and stay up past the dawn
Now I hardly party, and all my friends are gone
I’ve been getting lonely I’ve been feeling withdrawals
I’ve been getting stoney, smoking weed until I’m gone
I used to always disappoint my parents
Since I was a youngin’ I would never eat my carrots
I’m used to always being transparent
I was the quiet kid, kept my music blaring
I used to keep some really bad bitches in my contacts
Might’ve fucked them all, now we all lost contact
It all makes sense when I put it into context
One fun night, it was all just bad sex
One nights stands, lead to one man bands
When the girls are gone and you’re on your own
And you’re all fucked up, and you need some help
And you look around, but you’re by yourself
The song "Kids" by Adrian and the Spadilles talks about the struggles of growing up and facing the challenges of adulthood. The first verse of the song highlights the artist's past struggles with mental health and drug use. He talks about how his mom used to worry that he would end up dead due to his destructive habits. The mention of his friends eating bread while he is on a bad trip represents that while he was engulfed in his own struggles, his friends were oblivious to his situation and are only there for a good time. However, in the second verse, the artist talks about how he has changed and grown from those past experiences. He no longer parties and is left with feelings of loneliness and withdrawal, but he has found solace in smoking weed.
The chorus of the song talks about the artist's feelings of isolation and abandonment. He talks about how he has disappointed his parents by not eating his vegetables and his lack of transparency with those around him. He also briefly mentions his past sexual relationships, how they were just one-night stands, and how they left him feeling empty and alone.
Overall, the song "Kids" is a poignant look at the struggles of growing up and trying to find yourself in the world. The artist shares his experiences with mental health, drug use, and loneliness, but at the same time shows how he has grown from those experiences.
Line by Line Meaning
I used to get really bad thoughts inside my head
I used to have negative thoughts that consumed me.
My mom used to worry that she would find me dead
My mother was concerned that my negative thoughts would lead me to harm myself.
I’m on one bad trip, my friends are eating bread
I'm currently experiencing a negative situation while my friends are enjoying themselves.
All fucked up and they threw up on the bed
My friends have partied too hard and are now dealing with the consequences of being sick.
I used to party hardy and stay up past the dawn
I used to engage in wild parties and stay awake until the early morning.
Now I hardly party, and all my friends are gone
I no longer engage in wild parties and many of my friends have since moved on.
I’ve been getting lonely I’ve been feeling withdrawals
I'm currently feeling lonely and experiencing withdrawal symptoms.
I’ve been getting stoney, smoking weed until I’m gone
To cope with my loneliness and withdrawal, I've been smoking weed heavily.
I’ve been getting Stoney, smoking weed until I’m gone
To cope with my loneliness and withdrawal, I've been smoking weed heavily.
I used to always disappoint my parents
I used to constantly let down my parents.
Since I was a youngin’ I would never eat my carrots
As a child, I was a picky eater and refused to eat my vegetables.
I’m used to always being transparent
I'm accustomed to always being honest and upfront with people.
I was the quiet kid, kept my music blaring
As a child, I was introverted and used music as a way to cope.
I used to keep some really bad bitches in my contacts
I used to keep contacts with women who were not good for me.
Might’ve fucked them all, now we all lost contact
I may have had sexual relationships with these women, but we have since lost touch.
It all makes sense when I put it into context
Everything became clear when I examined the specifics.
One fun night, it was all just bad sex
One night of fun turned out to be a negative experience due to bad sexual encounters.
One nights stands, lead to one man bands
Engaging in one night stands can lead to feeling lonely and being on your own.
When the girls are gone and you’re on your own
When the women you've engaged with are no longer around, you're left alone.
And you’re all fucked up, and you need some help
When you feel lost and in need to support.
And you look around, but you’re by yourself
You search for help, but find yourself alone.
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Adrian Covarrubias
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