Going Crazy
Aeli Lyrics

Run away, that's what you're good at Isn't it? I'ma stay while you're gone Should that affect me?
You always run away from your problems, is it fair that I have to deal with the consequences?

That's what she said to me when I Picked up all my stuff When I walk towards to the door, is it The truth or is it bluff?
When I tried to leave, she questioned if leaving was the right thing to do.

And I'm going crazy x2 You won't love me when I'm gone You won't love me by your side You won't love me when I'm glad You won't love me when I cry x2
No matter what emotional state I am in, you won't love me. It's driving me crazy.

The fuck are you still here for? You're my dear or kind of a weird whore This is just so weird or is it love? Don't want to steer towards That kind of philosophy it's kind of screwed up isn't it?
I can't figure out if you being here is because you love me or because you're using me. It's confusing and unsettling.

Us mixing up hate and loneliness, with love, and then fixing it Or attempting to over and over again It's like you're running over my heart With a Range Rover again
Our relationship is full of hate and loneliness, but we keep trying to fix it, even when it hurts me.

I'm skeptical as to what you've been up to, And you to me too So I see things aren't going as planned, So it's time to see to getting the fuck up out this place
I don't trust you, and you don't trust me. It's clear that our relationship isn't going anywhere, so it's time for us to leave.

I don't really care for where I go, Outer space would be fine, if you're fine with that I mean it's not really up to you anymore, now is it?
I don't care where I go, even if it's outer space. It doesn't matter to me what you think about it.

I'm twisting and turning on marsm a nightmare glistens in my path, a dream of us kissing You cast a spell that's so mesmerizing, That even space and time could not Stop it from reaching my mind
I'm having nightmares and dreams involving you even when I'm on Mars. Your hold on me is so strong that even space and time can't erase it.

And yes, I still try to keep you from my thoughts, you ought to leave alone It's the best thing for us dear, Can't you see this? I mean I plead this, Can't you tell?
I try to push you out of my thoughts because it's best for us to be apart. Can't you see that this is what we need?

You magnetize me all the way back Down to earth and then I fell on top of your body We move in a truly murderous rhythm, a true match made in hell, as we sit and we sizzle
You keep drawing me back to you and it's like we are two dangerous forces. Our relationship is toxic and destructive.

The fire just mold us, transmittal, as time moves we turn brittle As you reward me with your pussy, for cheating on you I gave you the craving u need, the reason that you Are still with me ain't it? come on let's face it
Our passion is slowly destroying us, and as time passes, we become more and more fragile. Instead of dealing with our problems, we just have sex. You only stay with me because I fulfill your sexual desires.

We are emotionally tied by these Physical cravings, this pleasing pain I can't take it.
Our physical attraction to each other is the only thing keeping us together, even though it's tearing us apart. It's painful and I can't handle it.