Crazy Now
Aerial East Lyrics
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You filled up your life with me
I filled up my summer with boys
The summer that you left me
I'm crazy now
I'm started smoking again
I tried out sleeping around
And when one boy didn't like me
I'm crazy now
The season's changing
I'm getting tired
It's getting colder
Time to cover up
I'm gonna be alone this winter
With the songs i wrote
But nobody can cuddle with a note
I've pulled all the curtains closed
I filled up my fridge with food
I'm not going out tonight
I'm staying home in my room
I'm crazy now
The lyrics to Aerial East's "Crazy Now" seem to portray the aftermath of a break-up. The singer confesses that they filled up their life with their partner, and when the partner left, they tried to fill the void with other things, such as boys and smoking. However, they still feel empty and possibly mentally unstable, as they describe themselves as "crazy now." The changing of the seasons is also mentioned, which could be seen as a metaphor for the changing of their life and mental state.
The singer seems to be trying to cope with their newfound loneliness and emptiness. They fill up their life with food and stay home alone rather than going out, which could be seen as a form of isolation. However, they also mention that they have written songs to pass the time, which could be seen as a form of catharsis. The final line, "I'm crazy now," could indicate a certain level of acceptance to their current state.
Overall, "Crazy Now" seems to be a raw and honest portrayal of the aftermath of a break-up and how it can affect one's mental health and daily life.
Line by Line Meaning
I filled up my life with you
I devoted myself to you and made you the center of my life
You filled up your life with me
You also made me the center of your life
I filled up my summer with boys
After you left, I tried to fill the void with various other men during the summer
The summer that you left me
You left me behind during the summer and I had to fend for myself
I'm crazy now
All of these experiences have left me emotionally unstable and erratic
I'm started smoking again
To cope with the stress and anxiety, I have turned to smoking again
I tried out sleeping around
I attempted to fill the void with meaningless sexual encounters
And when one boy didn't like me
When one of the boys I slept with rejected me, it hit me hard
I fell right back down
My emotional state plummeted and I felt worse than before
The season's changing
As fall approaches, I am reminded of the changes in my life
I'm getting tired
I am exhausted from trying to cope with everything
It's getting colder
The colder weather signifies the loneliness and isolation I am feeling
Time to cover up
Physically and emotionally, I need to protect myself from further hurt and pain
I'm gonna be alone this winter
I know I will be spending the winter by myself without anyone to turn to
With the songs i wrote
The only comfort I will have is the music I have created
But nobody can cuddle with a note
As much as I find solace in my music, it can never replace the physical and emotional presence of another person
I've pulled all the curtains closed
To shut out the world and protect myself, I have closed myself off from everything
I filled up my fridge with food
To comfort myself, I have turned to food and have filled my fridge to the brim
I'm not going out tonight
I am avoiding situations that could trigger any more emotional turmoil
I'm staying home in my room
I am seeking refuge and safety in the confines of my room
I'm crazy now
All of these experiences have left me in a state of mental instability and emotional distress
Contributed by Samantha F. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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I filled up my life with you
You filled up your life with me
I filled up my summer with boys
The summer that you left me
I'm crazy now
I'm started smoking again
I tried out sleeping around
And when one boy didn't like me
I fell right back down
I'm crazy now
The season's changing
I'm getting tired
It's getting colder
Time to cover up
I'm gonna be alone this winter
With the songs i wrote
But nobody can cuddle with a note
I've pulled all the curtains closed
I filled up my fridge with food
I'm not going out tonight
I'm staying home in my room
I'm crazy now
Mellow Hype
Melibunny Betancourt
Melibunny Betancourt
I filled up my life with you,
You filled up your life with me,
I filled up my summer with boys,
The summer that you left me,
I'm crazy now,
I'm crazy now,
I started smoking again,
I thought I'd try sleeping around,
And when one boy didn't love me,
I fell right back down,
I'm crazy now, I'm crazy now,
yara nimer
I filled up my life with you
You filled up your life with me
I filled up my summer with boys
the summer that you left me
I'm crazy now
I started smoking again
I tried out sleeping around
and when one boy didn't like me
I fell right back down
I'm crazy now
The season's changing
I'm getting tired
It's getting colder
time to cover up
I'm gonna be alone this winter
with the songs I wrote
but nobody can cuddle with a note
I've pulled all the curtains closed
I filled up my fridge with food
I'm not going out tonight
I'm staying home in my room
I'm crazy now
Juan Mejia
This gives me a french vibe. Love this song.
Prisha Mehta
Same!
María José Luevano
Juan Mejia sameeeee
SF142jr
How does this not have more views?! I love this song congrats on your collab with Kendall Jenner's shoot!
Lia
Kendall's video from Allure brought me here. Loving this one!
Sadhen Hernandez
Lia same
lucynx1
same!
yara nimer
same
taylor rae
+Lia Same!
yuuki884
Lia Same! :)