Contemplation
Aeveron Lyrics


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Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me,
I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life.
The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell
Had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right from the start.

No god there to save me; was there ever one?
Reflecting on this I slowly raised my head from the pillow I had rested on.
Shadows danced on the walls, laughing at me with their hellish grins.
My weary eyes followed their grotesque movements across the grey ceiling.

Desperation pervaded the dusk-filled room.
An air of depravity joined the gloom that surrounded my cadaver-like body.
It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in
The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth.

It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in
The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth.

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey.
At this instant my soul was grasped by despair.

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
Would a bullet in the head forever set me free??

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me,
I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life.
The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell
Had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right from the start.

No god there to save me; was there ever one?!!!

A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
Would a bullet in the head forever, forever.....

There I lay in the depressing and pale grey.
At this instant my soul was grasped by despair.




A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
Would a bullet in the head forever set me free??

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Aeveron's song "Contemplation" explore themes of despair, hopelessness, and the search for meaning in life. The song starts with the singer slumbering in silence and contemplating the hidden secrets of life. The weakness that has made their life a living hell has defeated their very will to continue existing. They reflect on the absence of a god to save them and feel a sense of desperation and depravity in the room.


The lyrics also reflect on the singer's physical state, describing their emaciated frame and the grief-stricken chamber that witnessed their unholy birth. The song ends with the singer questioning the purpose of their existence and wondering if ending their life is the only way to find freedom from their despair.


The lyrics in "Contemplation" evoke a sense of darkness and hopelessness that is further reinforced by the somber, melancholic tone of the music. The song is a powerful exploration of the human condition and the search for meaning in life.


Line by Line Meaning

Slumbering in the silence that gave birth to me,
I am lay in silence thinking about the beginning of my life.


I lay there contemplating the hidden secrets of life.
I think about the mysteries of life.


The weakness that for so many years made my life to a living hell
My weakness has made my life miserable for many years.


Had at length defeated my very will to continue an existence I despised right from the start.
Finally, my weakness has defeated me, and I can no longer bear to live a life that I hated from the beginning.


No god there to save me; was there ever one?
I wonder if there is any god who can save me from this miserable life.


Reflecting on this I slowly raised my head from the pillow I had rested on.
Thinking about this, I slowly lifted my head from the pillow I was lying on.


Shadows danced on the walls, laughing at me with their hellish grins.
Shadows on the wall seem to mock me with their scary smile.


My weary eyes followed their grotesque movements across the grey ceiling.
My tired eyes followed their scary movement over the grey ceiling.


Desperation pervaded the dusk-filled room.
The room is filled with despair.


An air of depravity joined the gloom that surrounded my cadaver-like body.
My lifeless body is surrounded by a depressing and corrupt atmosphere.


It must have been a wondrous sight for you to behold my emaciated frame in
It must be an impressive sight for you to see my thin and sickly body in this horrible condition.


The grief-stricken chamber that witnessed the unholy hour of my birth.
The sad room where my birth happened has now become the place where I am in agony and despair.


There I lay in the depressing and pale grey.
I am in a dull and sad situation.


At this instant my soul was grasped by despair.
Right now, I am deep in despair and misery.


A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
I can no longer see the purpose or meaning of my life.


Would a bullet in the head forever set me free??
Would a bullet in my head be the only way to free me from this miserable life forever?


A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
I can no longer see the purpose or meaning of my life.


There I lay in the depressing and pale grey.
I am in a dull and sad situation.


At this instant my soul was grasped by despair.
Right now, I am deep in despair and misery.


A sense or aim in this life I could no longer see.
I can no longer see the purpose or meaning of my life.


Would a bullet in the head forever set me free??
Would a bullet in my head be the only way to free me from this miserable life forever?




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