Estranged
After Forever Lyrics


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Diving in the lake of thousand faces
Every sign seems a delusion
And fills me with doubt
I shouldn't look for certainty
Among these disorderly impressions
But still I do...

Being estranged
Slowly I loose the grip on the reality
Time shall shatter what we have built up
Being estranged
From the reliable
Don't even recognize the warmth
You always fulfilled me with

Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me
Enter my deepest inner self

Imprison the pain
Besieging in vain

It feels like I'm in the middle of a movie
Gazing at the script
It shows me new insights
Delighted by the bygone sufferings
But already waiting for the next ones

I bend forward and look between the ripples of the lake
It's the leading character...

Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me
Wherever you are

Deceitful memories mingled with reality




I hold myself to the timeless spell
Fascinated by never knowing if it really happened

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Estranged" by After Forever paint a vivid picture of someone who feels lost and uncertain, searching for clarity and a way to break through their own internal struggles. The opening lines describe this person as diving into a lake of "thousand faces," where every sign seems like a delusion and fills them with doubt. Despite knowing that they shouldn't look for certainty in these disorderly impressions, they still do. The chorus highlights the feeling of being estranged and losing touch with reality, while time threatens to shatter everything that they've built up.


The second verse speaks of the need to break through a crystallized sphere, to enter the "deepest inner self" and imprison the pain. The use of the word "besieging" implies that this pain is attacking them from all sides and is difficult to escape. The singer goes on to describe feeling like they're in the middle of a movie, gazing at the script and being shown new insights but always waiting for the next bout of suffering. The final stanza describes the singer bending forward to peer between the ripples of the lake and seeing the leading character, perhaps symbolizing that they are finally seeing themselves clearly and facing their own personal struggles.


The lyrics of "Estranged" are open to interpretation, but one common thread throughout the song is the struggle to find meaning and understanding in a chaotic world. The use of water imagery and the idea of diving into a "lake of thousand faces" could represent the overwhelming amount of information and influences that we are bombarded with on a daily basis, making it difficult to discern truth from illusion. The idea of breaking through a "crystallized sphere" could symbolize breaking free from the constraints of one's own self-imposed limitations or mental barriers. Ultimately, the song expresses the desire to connect with something or someone that can offer comfort and stability in the face of uncertainty and pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Diving in the lake of thousand faces
Entering a world of countless emotions and experiences


Every sign seems a delusion
Each indication appears false


And fills me with doubt
Leaves me uncertain


I shouldn't look for certainty
It's foolish to seek security


Among these disorderly impressions
Amidst these chaotic thoughts


But still I do...
Nonetheless, I continue to search


Being estranged
Feeling disconnected


Slowly I loose the grip on the reality
Gradually I'm losing my hold on the real world


Time shall shatter what we have built up
The future will break apart what we've created


From the reliable
From what was trustworthy


Don't even recognize the warmth
Can't even feel the love and care given before


You always fulfilled me with
The satisfaction provided by you before


Break through my crystallized sphere and hold me
Pierce my protective barriers and embrace me


Enter my deepest inner self
Come into the core of my being


Imprison the pain
Trap the hurts that assail


Besieging in vain
Assaulting fruitlessly


It feels like I'm in the middle of a movie
Seems like I'm in the midst of a film


Gazing at the script
Staring at the story


It shows me new insights
It reveals fresh perspectives


Delighted by the bygone sufferings
Joyful despite the old agonies


But already waiting for the next ones
But already anticipating new troubles


I bend forward and look between the ripples of the lake
I lean forward and stare at the movements of the water


It's the leading character...
It's the singer...


Wherever you are
Regardless of your location


Deceitful memories mingled with reality
Untruthful recollections mixed with actuality


I hold myself to the timeless spell
I'm caught in an endless enchantment


Fascinated by never knowing if it really happened
Captivated by never being sure if it was real




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