Backlit Medley
After Midnight Project Lyrics


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From the beginning
I drew pictures
Of the searching sun
Blissfully denying what is instinct

Since the beginning
I've seen color
But lately it's been tainted
With grays and under-glows

A constant fight
With who I am
And who I have to be

Forgive me for the fool that I've become
I take back the stupid things I've done
And how do we keep our innocence
From burning away?

A backlit medley of hello and goodbyes
Our trip-wire catching
There's good in every try

A constant fight
With who I am
And who I have to be

Forgive me for the fool that I've become
I take back the stupid things I've done
How do we keep our innocence
From burning away?

One kiss
No words
Toxic melody
Creeps through my body
Wrapped in your lips
Paint my future

Please forgive me for the fool that I've become
I take back the stupid things I've done
How do we keep our innocence
From burning away?

I'm tired of trying
How long will it take
To break away
From all of my dirty mistakes?





And how do we keep our innocence
From burning away?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of After Midnight Project's "Backlit Medley" is a reflection of one's personal struggles with identity and the fear of losing one's innocence. The opening lines "From the beginning, I drew pictures of the searching sun, blissfully denying what is instinct" speak to the inner conflict that the singer is grappling with. The image of drawing the searching sun illustrates the singer's desire to find meaning and purpose in their life, but the act of denying their instincts suggests that they may feel trapped or disconnected from their true nature. The reference to color being tainted with grays and under-glows suggests a sense of disillusionment, potentially due to the singer feeling like they have to conform to societal or personal expectations rather than being true to themselves.


The chorus of the song, which repeats the plea to forgive the foolish things that have been done, highlights the singer's sense of regret and desire to redeem themselves somehow. The lines "And how do we keep our innocence from burning away?" speak to the singer's fear of losing their innocence and becoming jaded or cynical. The backlit medley of hello and goodbyes and the use of the phrase tripwire serves as a metaphor for the precariousness of life and relationships. Despite the singer's struggles and mistakes, there is still hope that "there's good in every try" if they can stay true to themselves and avoid losing their innocence.


Line by Line Meaning

From the beginning
Since the start of my life


I drew pictures
I imagined possibilities


Of the searching sun
Of the sun looking for something


Blissfully denying what is instinct
Happily ignoring what feels right


Since the beginning
Since the start of my life


I've seen color
I've experienced vibrancy


But lately it's been tainted
But recently it has been affected negatively


With grays and under-glows
With dullness and faint lights


A constant fight
An ongoing struggle


With who I am
With my identity


And who I have to be
And the expectations placed upon me


Forgive me for the fool that I've become
Apologies for the foolish actions I've taken


I take back the stupid things I've done
I wish I could undo my past mistakes


And how do we keep our innocence
And how can we preserve our purity


From burning away?
From disappearing or fading?


A backlit medley of hello and goodbyes
A mixture of greetings and farewells lit from behind


Our trip-wire catching
Our detection system being triggered


There's good in every try
Every attempt has a positive aspect


One kiss
A single kiss


No words
Without speech


Toxic melody
A poisonous tune


Creeps through my body
Slowly but surely enters my being


Wrapped in your lips
Encased in your mouth


Paint my future
Influence my fate


I'm tired of trying
I'm exhausted from attempting


How long will it take
How much time is necessary


To break away
To detach


From all of my dirty mistakes?
From all of my tarnished errors?




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