Absentee Without Leave
After the Fall Lyrics


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Are you so low in confidence
That you take the next passerby?
Don't want to be alone
Don't want to be seen cry?

The happy face mask that you wear
Doesn't cover up the colour of your hair
So is the right thing to do
Tell somebody that you don't have, you don't have a clue

And I'll use misfortune to your advantage
And I'll wrap up the white feather, all in a bandage
The people are catching on to your passion
And grab the attention fast, because it's going out of fashion
(It's going out of fashion) Because it's going out of fashion

The happy face mask that you wear
Doesn't cover up the colour of your hair
So is the right thing to do
Tell somebody that you don't have, you don't have a clue

Run away to where the sun shines
Slip away, never looking behind
Yet days of old, follow the trail
To where your head rests
On the pillow of feathers you keep so close

Whatever you have misplaced
It cannot be retrieved
Swallow the pride, and believe

The happy face mask that you wear
Doesn't cover up the colour of your hair




So is the right thing to do
Tell somebody that you don't have, you don't have a clue

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to After the Fall's song Absentee Without Leave explore the theme of an individual struggling with feelings of loneliness and insecurity, as well as the pressure to put on a facade that hides their true emotions. The opening lines of the song seem to suggest that the singer is so lacking in confidence that they will latch onto anyone who comes along, just to avoid being alone or seen as vulnerable. The happy face mask that they wear is a metaphor for the false front they put up to hide their true emotions, but we are reminded that even though they may be trying to hide behind a happy exterior, there are still parts of them that are visible - such as the colour of their hair.


The chorus of the song urges the listener to be honest about their feelings, even when it may be difficult or scary to do so. The lines "Tell somebody that you don't have, you don't have a clue" suggest that it's better to admit when we don't know what we're doing or feeling, rather than pretending that we have everything figured out. The second verse expands on this idea, encouraging the listener to take advantage of difficult situations and use them to grow and become stronger. However, it's also worth noting that the singer is struggling with feelings of being left behind, as they "run away to where the sun shines" and try to escape from their troubles.


Overall, the lyrics to Absentee Without Leave offer a poignant exploration of the difficulties of navigating a world where it's easy to feel isolated and overwhelmed. The song encourages listeners to be honest about their feelings and not be afraid to reach out for help when it's needed.


Line by Line Meaning

Are you so low in confidence
Do you lack self-esteem to such a degree


That you take the next passerby?
That you choose the next person passing by?


Don't want to be alone
You don't want to be by yourself


Don't want to be seen cry?
You don't want anyone to witness you crying?


The happy face mask that you wear
The mask of happiness that you show to the world


Doesn't cover up the colour of your hair
Does not hide your true identity


So is the right thing to do
The best course of action


Tell somebody that you don't have, you don't have a clue
Confess to someone that you do not know the answer


And I'll use misfortune to your advantage
I will make your misfortune profitable


And I'll wrap up the white feather, all in a bandage
I will protect the symbol of your cowardice


The people are catching on to your passion
People are becoming aware of your motivation


And grab the attention fast, because it's going out of fashion
Quickly seize the spotlight before it fades away


(It's going out of fashion) Because it's going out of fashion
It is losing its popularity


Run away to where the sun shines
Escape to a place with bright sun


Slip away, never looking behind
Disappear without a backward glance


Yet days of old, follow the trail
However, the past will always remain behind you


To where your head rests
Where you rest your head


On the pillow of feathers you keep so close
On the pillow made of feathers that you treasure


Whatever you have misplaced
Anything that you have lost


It cannot be retrieved
Cannot be recovered


Swallow the pride, and believe
Swallow your pride and have faith




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