Contradiction
Afternoon Talk Lyrics


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Sometimes I crucify my heart
and gather all the morbid lies to make me better
Sometimes I versify a fairytale
and praise myself to hide my real name, face, lips, size and my clothes brand

cause there's so much contradictions
that made some afflictions
so sick
so I can't say a prayer
it's freezing my lips and my tongue

I have a conviction
It's what I called by fashion
I use it as my defense
but it just return my revenge

and I realize
I live in lies
I sacrifice my real life
let's eat the weed
because I'm so fed up to burn then smoke it

But I will never kill myself
Cause I have so many dreams that I have to reach
though I die, it won't be easy




cause I'll get up and seize all the sweet things
I never get and have

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Contradiction" by Afternoon Talk delve into the inner turmoil of the singer, who often finds themselves torn between their desire to falsely present themselves and their need to be true to themselves. The first two lines convey the singer's tendency to lie to themselves, and they acknowledge that this habit is potentially harmful to them. The second verse rearranges the order of some words in the first verse to create an internal rhyme scheme, adding to the musicality of the song. The singer continues to express their distress by stating that they have so many contradictions in their life that it has caused them afflictions. The singer can't even say a prayer because they feel so stuck due to their conflicting feelings.


In the third verse, the singer admits that they often use fashion as a defense mechanism; however, it ultimately fails them and they end up seeking revenge rather than healing. They then come to a realization that they are living a lie and sacrificing their true selves for, presumably, superficial appearances. In the last line, the singer suggests that they are ready to let go of the negative influences in their life, "let's eat the weed," and move forward towards their dreams, no matter how difficult it may be.


Overall, "Contradiction" by Afternoon Talk is a powerful introspection of the contradictions and afflictions people face in their lives, and the struggles they go through to reconcile them. The song speaks to the human need to be true to oneself, even when it is challenging to do so, and the idea that stepping away from toxic influences will help one achieve their goals.


Line by Line Meaning

Sometimes I crucify my heart
At times, I am harsh on myself


and gather all the morbid lies to make me better
I collect fake beliefs and stories to improve


Sometimes I versify a fairytale
I create my own fictional stories


and praise myself to hide my real name, face, lips, size and my clothes brand
To conceal my true identity, I give myself compliments about my appearance and wardrobe


cause there's so much contradictions
The inconsistencies and contradictions in my life


that made some afflictions
Have caused me some pain


so sick
That it is unhealthy


so I can't say a prayer
I am unable to connect with a higher power


it's freezing my lips and my tongue
I am unable to speak my truth


I have a conviction
I have a strong belief


It's what I called by fashion
I call it my personal style


I use it as my defense
I use it as a way to protect myself


but it just return my revenge
But it only causes me more harm


and I realize
I come to the understanding


I live in lies
That I am living a false life


I sacrifice my real life
I give up my true self


let's eat the weed
I want to forget my problems for a while


because I'm so fed up to burn then smoke it
Because I am tired of experiencing pain


But I will never kill myself
I will never give up completely


Cause I have so many dreams that I have to reach
Because I have many aspirations to accomplish


though I die, it won't be easy
Even if I face setbacks, I won't give up


cause I'll get up and seize all the sweet things
Because I will rise and claim all the good things


I never get and have
I have never experienced and consequently lack




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