i feel bad
Aftertheparty Lyrics

Left you all alone, yeah
I abandoned you, but I am not sorry for it.

I could tell her that I feel bad but I don't, yeah
I am aware that I should feel bad, but I do not.

I could tell her that I feel bad but I don't
I have no remorse for my actions.

How many times?
How many times can I say I don't feel bad?

I could tell her that I feel bad
I have the option to express remorse, but I choose not to.

Well, I don't
I am not sorry for what I did.

Pill popping my home
I am using drugs at home.

(Pill popping my home, let me know what's good?)
I am asking if anyone wants to join me in drug use.

Let me know what's good, yeah?
I am seeking companionship in drug use.

She been all up in the mood
The other person is willing to engage in sexual activity.

I been faded off of two pills
I am heavily under the influence of drugs.

I already paid all my due bills
I have taken care of my financial obligations.

Cocaine on benjamin and blue bills
I am using cocaine, which is found on paper currency.

If you don't want me then baby who do you want?
I am jealous that the other person may have interest in someone else.

Who else can do it like me?
I believe I am the best option for the other person.

Who can see through you?
I believe I understand the other person better than anyone else.

You can't see through me
I believe I am not transparent to the other person.

That's how it's supposed to be
I believe the other person should trust me blindly.

Call me, yeah, don't leave
I desire constant communication with the other person.

Answer like once or twice in a couple weeks
The other person is not showing enough attention to me.

And I know it's unfair, I don't feel bad
I acknowledge my behavior is wrong, but I still do not feel remorse.

You know what this was from the beginning
The other person should have known how I would behave.

I know what it was, oh yeah
I am aware of the nature of our relationship from the start.

Drugs that fill my cup with decisions to make
I am using drugs to cope with overwhelming decisions or emotions.

You don't want my love
The other person is only interested in sex or money from me.

You just want to fuck for some money and shit
The other person is only interested in sexual activity or financial gain.

I lost all my trust, aw yeah
I have lost faith in the other person.

I left it all behind when I knew this was you
I ignored my instincts and trusted the wrong person.

Why should I feel bad?
I do not see a reason to feel sorry for my actions.

If you want my ho
If you want to engage in sexual activity with me.

Let me know what's good, yeah?
If you are willing to join me in drug use and sexual activity.