Rumble
Afu Ra (State oF tHe Arts) Lyrics

I'm a problem child, I'm my own worst enemy
Despite external difficulties, I tend to create problems for myself.

No matter what happens in life, precise and nothing scares me
I remain fearless and confident in the face of any circumstance.

Even the bombs is exploding all around me
I remain resolute when faced with tough situations.

I be the type of man, who stand his ground, firmly
I'm the kind of person who remains firm and steadfast in his convictions.

I'm compulsive, psychotic in the mental
I tend to be obsessive and irrational in my thoughts.

A walking fear factor, seven thirty, it's that simple
I instill fear in others through my demeanor and actions.

I've been exposed to a universe of negative fallout
I have experienced a great deal of negativity and adversity throughout my life.

The fact that I move on nothing, it makes me wanna ball out
I'm motivated to succeed despite the odds and lack of resources.

Instead, I put vocals to the beats and get it popping
I channel my energy and emotions into my music.

The harm glare right through the track, I feel like rocking
My intensity and emotions are reflected in my music, inspiring me to perform.

But back to the program, damn
Returning to the task at hand with renewed determination.

My evil and is taking over like I'm sinking in some quicksand
Negative thoughts and emotions threaten to overwhelm me.

Really I feel like going up in a blaze, hot damn
I feel like burning out and succumbing to my emotions.

I'm a cross of Jack the Ripper and the Son of Sam
I feel like I embody the traits of infamous, violent individuals.

It's like I'm living five lives and of five guys
I feel as though I have multiple personalities or identities.

With five million ways to bust heads, so forgive my slide
I have the ability and aggression to harm others, but I ask for forgiveness for my moments of weakness.

Imagine yourself free falling, falling and falling
An analogy for feeling out of control and helpless.

A thousand story's, after diggin' some stars in scrolls
A metaphor for the vastness of my imagination and experiences.

That's how I feel, 24 hours a day
My thoughts and emotions are always intense, never relenting.

From Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday
The intensity never diminishes, regardless of the day of the week.

Friday and even on Saturday, it's like I'm trapped in a box
I feel confined and restricted by my own thoughts and emotions.

Uh-huh, going to war with myself
A constant internal struggle to maintain balance and overcome negative tendencies.

So I can't stop thinking about killing myself
Suicidal ideation is a prominent source of concern and distress for me.

So I do what I do, to do what I do, to break the rules
I use my music and creative output to defy conventions and express myself uniquely.

Only form of therapy is to spit it for you
Releasing my emotions and struggles through music is my only way to cope and heal.

Charismatically drastic with this rap shit
My rap style is unique and intense, capturing attention and energy through charisma and audacity.

Thoughts are falling off but send them back like elastic
Despite moments of confusion, I rebound and maintain my focus.

Get the politic sorrows in the music game
Addressing societal and political struggles through my music is my way to make sense of them.

I'm trynna make sense of corruption in my brain
Understanding my own inner turmoil and negative inclinations is a constant challenge.

I hope this part of my life, don't want war with my seeds
I hope my personal struggles don't negatively impact those close to me, especially my children.

Masturbation of pornos, wrapped in best flame
Describing potentially unhealthy behaviors and desires.

The little things, that's gon' drive me insane
Minor issues and annoyances have a significant impact on my mental state.

I'm in hell, raised in lyrically blazing
I feel trapped in my own negative thoughts and emotions, but use my lyrics and music to find meaning and release.

To make a long story short, I'm half man, half amazing
Despite struggles and imperfections, I believe I possess significant talent and potential.

Sometimes I don't know whether I'm coming or going
Feeling directionless or uncertain of my path in life.

So I dive head first into the track and keep flowing and flowing
Losing myself in my music and letting my creativity guide me.

My hearts on my sleeve, my loves growing and growing
I'm emotionally vulnerable and open in my music, with a strong sense of passion and love.

That's how I like, from the music I make rumble
My music captures my intensity and emotions, delivering a powerful impact.

From the forty come licks, that's right I watch 'em crumble
My rhymes and lyrics have a potent impact, destroying those who oppose me.

Survival of the fittest, this business means business
The music industry is tough and competitive, with only the strongest surviving.

Gotta say what I mean, gotta handle to my business
I must be honest and direct in my music, while also managing my career effectively.

I'm one soldier fighting against a whole army
I feel like a lone warrior, battling against overwhelming odds.

I'm little with bullets, yeah and none of them harming
Despite my small stature, I have the potential to inflict significant damage with my music and lyricism.

My third eye, six stones, the eyes on the prize
I possess intuition and spiritual insight, leading me to achieve my goals and strive for success.

Going from knowledge, build the wise
I seek to learn and grow from my experiences and mistakes, becoming wiser and more knowledgeable as a result.

And if I ain't successful
If I don't achieve my goals and overcome my struggles,

In the back of my mind, I gotta wonder why
I constantly question my purpose and my ability to succeed.

I keep my nose, yeah, fit to the grindstone
Despite doubts and difficulties, I remain determined and focused on my craft.

Going and showing and growing top of these fucking poems
Continuing to improve and develop my music, rising to the top of my art form.

And do you wanna rumble?
Challenging others to face and overcome their own struggles and obstacles.

And do you wanna rumble?
Encouraging others to fight for their dreams and passions.

And do you wanna rumble?
Motivating others to confront and overcome their fears and doubts.

And do you wanna rumble?
Inviting others to join me in the struggle and journey towards success.