not exactly happy.
Aim Vision Lyrics
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Um, okay so
This song is about
I don't even know, like
How I've been feeling lately
Haha
That sounds so stupid
It's like
But, I'm not like happy either
I'm just kinda like
I don't know
Indifferent
About everything
But it's a good thing, I think
I hope you like it
As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly
All this hurt, around me
Can't relate cause
I don't feel no pain
Nothing at all
I let these words
Surround me, can't complain
Cause I just feel the same
It's like nothing is wrong
As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly
Look, this is raw instincts
I haven't thought it out
I barely feel at all
But I don't block it out
I'm indifferent often
And they all could tell
That my heart is cold
It needs thawin' out
Nothin' phases me
Sometimes I wish it may
I get so frustrated that I don't feel pain
Maybe I'm insane
Cause how I was raised
But to be honest
Wouldn't want it any other way
My mind goes in circles like a figure eight
You in a different rink
And wearin' different skates
We are not the same
See my hands are filthy
And you're worried 'bout lookin' at a dirty sink
I'm from a place where they all so fake
Won't even peep your lines until you offer bait
But don't bother, can't alter my conscious state
And now I'm gone and it's all to late
As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly
All this hurt, around me
Can't relate cause
I don't feel no pain
Nothing at all
I let these words
Surround me, can't complain
Cause I just feel the same
It's like nothing is wrong
As of late
I can't feel a thing
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
If that's a bad thing
But as of late
I don't know what I'm feelin'
But this feelin' isn't happy
Not exactly
Haha
So yeah
Um, that's pretty much it
That's how I feel
Kinda
I hope some of y'all can relate to that
Thank you for listening
The song "Not Exactly Happy" by Aim Vision explores the singer's emotional state, where they find themselves caught in a state of indifference. The lyrics convey a sense of detachment and disengagement from their surroundings and emotions. The singer describes feeling neither sad nor happy but rather in a state of apathy or indifference towards everything. This emotional state is presented as neither positive nor negative, but rather as something they are trying to understand and embrace.
The lyrics imply that the singer is going through a phase where they are unable to feel anything. They question whether this lack of emotion is a bad thing but do not provide a definitive answer. They acknowledge a sense of detachment from the world, claiming they cannot relate to the pain and hurt that surrounds them.
The next verse delves deeper into the singer's emotional state, revealing that they often feel indifferent and distant. The singer acknowledges that others can perceive their coldness and detachment. They express frustration at their inability to feel pain, which they consider a necessary part of being human. The singer reflects on their upbringing and implies that their way of processing emotions may differ from the norm, hinting at a possible sense of being misunderstood by others.
The lyrics continue with the singer's stream of consciousness, describing their mind going in circles and feeling disconnected from others. The singer expresses that they come from a place where people are fake and only care about their own gain. They emphasize their refusal to let outside influences alter their state of mind, suggesting a strong sense of resilience and self-preservation.
Overall, "Not Exactly Happy" portrays an individual who is grappling with their emotional state, feeling indifferent and disconnected from their own feelings and the world around them. The lyrics suggest that while this emotional numbness is not necessarily a positive or desired state, it is something the singer has learned to embrace. The song serves as an invitation for listeners to relate to this emotional journey and perhaps find solace in the understanding that they are not alone in experiencing such emotions.
Line by Line Meaning
Um, okay so
I'm starting to explain the meaning of this song
This song is about
The song's focus is on
I don't even know, like
I'm unsure, but
How I've been feeling lately
These lyrics express my recent emotions
Haha
I'm chuckling
That sounds so stupid
I acknowledge that it may sound foolish
It's like
It's similar to
I'm not sad
I'm not experiencing sadness
But, I'm not like happy either
But I'm not exactly feeling happiness either
I'm just kinda like
I'm more like
I don't know
I'm uncertain
Indifferent
Feeling apathetic
About everything
Regarding all aspects
But it's a good thing, I think
However, I believe it's beneficial
I hope you like it
I desire for you to enjoy the song
As of late
Recently
I can't feel a thing
I am unable to experience any emotions
And I don't know if that's a bad thing
I'm uncertain if it's negative
If that's a bad thing
If it's considered unfavorable
But as of late
But recently
I don't know what I'm feelin'
I am uncertain about my emotions
But this feelin' isn't happy
However, this feeling is not happiness
Not exactly
Not precisely
All this hurt, around me
There is pain and suffering surrounding me
Can't relate cause
I can't connect because
I don't feel no pain
I am numb and don't experience pain
Nothing at all
Absolutely nothing
I let these words
I allow these lyrics
Surround me, can't complain
To envelop me, without complaints
Cause I just feel the same
Because I feel unchanged
It's like nothing is wrong
It seems like there are no problems
Look, this is raw instincts
Listen, these are my raw instincts
I haven't thought it out
I haven't fully analyzed it
I barely feel at all
I hardly experience any emotions
But I don't block it out
But I don't suppress it
I'm indifferent often
I am frequently apathetic
And they all could tell
And everyone can perceive it
That my heart is cold
That my emotions are numb
It needs thawin' out
It requires warming up
Nothin' phases me
Nothing bothers me
Sometimes I wish it may
Occasionally, I desire to feel emotions
I get so frustrated that I don't feel pain
I become irritated by my inability to feel pain
Maybe I'm insane
Perhaps I am mentally unstable
Cause how I was raised
Due to my upbringing
But to be honest
However, in all honesty
Wouldn't want it any other way
I wouldn't desire it to be different
My mind goes in circles like a figure eight
My thoughts continuously cycle like a figure eight
You in a different rink
You are in a separate environment
And wearin' different skates
And wearing different footwear
We are not the same
We are not alike
See my hands are filthy
Notice that my hands are dirty
And you're worried 'bout lookin' at a dirty sink
And you are concerned about a dirty sink
I'm from a place where they all so fake
I come from a deceitful environment
Won't even peep your lines until you offer bait
They won't notice your actions unless you entice them
But don't bother, can't alter my conscious state
But don't bother trying, as you can't affect my state of mind
And now I'm gone and it's all too late
And now I have left and it's too late for change
Haha
I'm laughing
So yeah
In summary
Um, that's pretty much it
That covers the main points
That's how I feel
That represents my emotions
Kinda
To some extent
I hope some of y'all can relate to that
I hope some of you can connect with it
Thank you for listening
I appreciate you taking the time to listen
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Tyler Ballaro
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
Zaxose
Promoting this guy as much as I can, so far all feedbacks has been good.
Don't stop what you're doing, you've got potential, so don't fall off the grid. Remember that adversity is the greatest test of both man and woman and its there to be over come. Keep living up to your name, Aim Vision.
DESENT DARED
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Anomy Fish
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Melinda Ökrös
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Aisha alana
Well this just became my favorite song, ty for making it <3
Taylor Adell
love it
Talia Cooper
You should be famous by now
Bernice Goldham
Dude. You're gonna be huge.
Evil Gp
I like this one