First Song Of April
Akai Lyrics
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all I get is an empty pocket where your hand once held mine
I had a well full of happy memories of laughing in our bed
Your gorgeous smile and sparkling eyes, but now my well's gone dry
(Now they're twisted; they had their life stolen)
I could wrap my arms around you but the music's lost it charm
Car ride
Rain falls
Hospital
Someday
In Akai’s song First Song of April, the lyrics speak to feelings of loss and longing for past love. The opening lines describe the physical act of reaching into one’s pocket, but coming up empty where once there was the touch of a hand. This simple action serves as a metaphor for the emptiness left behind by a partner who is no longer there. This sense of absence is heightened by the second verse, where the singer reminisces about happier times spent with their love. They describe a “well full of happy memories” that has now gone dry, as if the love itself has been drained away. The final line of the verse, “now they’re twisted; they had their life stolen,” suggests that something has happened to irrevocably damage the relationship.
In the chorus, the singer is in a crowded room, possibly at a concert, but their mind is elsewhere. They yearn for their love to be there, imagining how much better the experience would be. However, even in this scenario where they could physically hold their love, “the music’s lost its charm.” This sadness is compounded by the final verse, where the words paint a vivid picture of a car ride in the rain, perhaps to or from a hospital. The final line, “someday,” leaves the meaning open-ended, suggesting either a hope for reconciliation or a resignation to the fact that love can’t be forced.
Overall, Akai’s First Song of April is a poignant and finely-crafted exploration of the human experience of lost love, with vivid imagery and a haunting melody.
Line by Line Meaning
When I'm fishing through my pocket for a quarter or a dime
When I'm looking for some change, I'm reminded that you used to be there beside me, but now you're gone.
All I get is an empty pocket where your hand once held mine
When I reach into my pocket now, it feels empty without your hand holding mine.
I had a well full of happy memories of laughing in our bed
I used to have so many happy memories of us together, laughing and having fun in bed.
Your gorgeous smile and sparkling eyes, but now my well's gone dry
Now those memories are twisted and tainted, and the happiness that used to fill me up has been stolen away from me.
In this crowded smokey room be so much better with you here
Being in this room surrounded by people would be so much better if you were here with me, by my side.
I could wrap my arms around you but the music's lost it charm
Even if you were here, the music doesn't hold the same magic for me anymore, and it wouldn't be enough to make things right between us.
Car ride
This line seems to be disconnected from the rest of the song and doesn't have a clear meaning on its own.
Rain falls
This line seems to be disconnected from the rest of the song and doesn't have a clear meaning on its own.
Hospital
This line seems to be disconnected from the rest of the song and doesn't have a clear meaning on its own.
Someday
This line seems to suggest a hopeful longing for a future when things might be better, but it is not clear how it relates to the rest of the song.
Contributed by Zachary H. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Sincerity Nature
It's been 12 years, so no one probably remembers this game (or is able to play it anymore lol), but this is still one of my favorite VNs of all time,,,,
One day I'll get my newer computer to run it. One day. lol
Sincerity Nature
UPDATE: My new computer runs it fine so I am free to replay someday ☺️
Valerio
there needs to be more action oriented vns with female protagonists.
⚘ SylkaChan 〶
i agree : they should make an actual tv anime because the art is good but the game is terrible
10animallover10
wow, from what I can see, this would have made an amazing anime! :D I havn't played the game. is it good? but from what I can see in this opening video, I would think this would have been an awesome anime if they made one:D
crenmao
demo was great :x i want the full version too!!! damn the story is so good!
10animallover10
what's the name of this song, I want to put it on my cell phone so badly, it sounds so beautiful! <3
harukaX6
they've already made this into an anime might as well make it into an anime too!
Leana Gomez
Omg, I love the song and I'm totally gonna play this. Hm, the manga was a bit boring though.
harukaX6
my bad i meant they've already made this into an manga might as well make it into an anime! i love this!