Far Away
Akbar V Lyrics

Somebody grab me some some wings I’m tryna fly away
I want to escape from the reality of my friend's death and the violence surrounding me.

Not because I need a Red Bull my partna died today
I need to fly away not because I need energy, but because I am trying to process the death of my friend.

Gotta keep it on your side to avoid a homicide , all theses bodies droppin round me feel like I losing my mind
I have to carry a weapon to protect myself from the violence around me, and all these deaths are taking a toll on my mental health.

God I need some peace, I need some peace shit I’m begging for it
I am pleading for some peace in my life.

Finally got my time to stun on bitches, shit I waited for it (waited for it)
I've been waiting for my moment to show off and impress others.

N*** say he love me, no he don’t, he just love my head
A guy claims to love me, but he really just wants sexual favors from me.

Cuz I suck and swallow everything make that nigga bed
I'm willing to do anything sexually to please my partner.

Seen my b.f.f. Turn to Rico made my heart cold
My best friend turned into a snitch, and it made me feel heartbroken and betrayed.

So I pop these percs on the daily, hope it heal my soul
I use prescription drugs to cope with my pain and hope that it will make me feel better.

It ain’t did shit make me higher then a telepole
The drugs aren't really helping me cope; I just feel high and disconnected from reality.

Worried about if my bag low
I am concerned about running out of money.

Still spending last years dough
I'm still spending money from the previous year and not making enough to save.

Back against the ropes I come out swingin cuz I’m from that jungle
Even when I feel trapped and cornered, I fight back because I come from a tough background.

Got that dog shit on me, bitch go grab me a pamper
I am carrying a gun with me, and I need someone to bring me new ammunition.

They say I be humble, shit it’s hard to be when u out here chasin meals That’s why I say fuck feelings cuz feelings don’t pay no bills
People say I should be humble, but it's hard to be when I'm just trying to survive and make ends meet. I don't have the luxury of worrying about my emotions because they don't help me make money.

Been through hell and back had ups and downs
I've been through a lot of difficult experiences.

Yea I survived the trenches
I survived difficult and dangerous situations.

Gave it all and they ain’t give back, now I just mind my business
I've given a lot to people without getting anything in return, so now I focus on myself and my own interests.

Living like I just went double platinum, I’m still independent
I'm living my life like I'm rich and successful, even though I'm still independent.

Lost my dawgs and I can’t get em back, now I’m just reminiscing (Yea)
I've lost friends and loved ones, and now all I can do is think about the memories we shared.

Never had no job I ain’t ever get a pension
I've never had a traditional job, so I don't have a retirement plan.

It’s ironic I had to feed my family out the kitchen
It's ironic that I had to provide for my family by selling drugs and cooking in the kitchen.

Times was ugly nigga so we’d buy pretty pistols
We had to buy flashy guns because times were tough and we needed protection.

Seen my dawg on paperwork now I just keep my distance
I found out that a friend has snitched, so I no longer associate with them.

Know it hurt my dawg feelins’ see it in his face
I can tell that my friend is hurt and disappointed by my actions.

But I can’t break the code my nigga
I can't betray the loyalty and values that I was raised with.

That’s how we was raised
Our upbringing and values play a significant role in shaping who we are today.

Real dope fein baby my mama was gettin high
My mother struggled with addiction to drugs.

I sold crack to my family members, im just tryna survive
I had to sell drugs to my own family just to make ends meet and survive.

I was just tryna get by
I was just trying to make it through each day.

Went through so much shit
I've experienced a lot of difficult and challenging situations.

I can’t even cry
I'm so emotionally drained and exhausted that I can't even express sadness or pain.

R.i.p my nigga Ricky now you in the sky
My friend Ricky has passed away, and I hope he's in a better place now.

Miss my nigga Soda brody I can’t even lie
I miss my friend Soda, and I can't deny it.