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Akwid Lyrics

Even though you don't want me, I will wait for you
Despite your indifference towards me, I am willing to patiently wait for your acceptance.

And I know this is your world, you're gonna do what you wanna do
I acknowledge that you have control over your own life and have the freedom to make your own choices.

Just because the things I did I'm always put to shame
I am constantly made to feel guilty for the mistakes I have made in the past.

So if you let me in your world I promise I will change
If you allow me into your life, I vow to make a sincere effort to better myself and improve our relationship.

There's no doubt, no question, on what you been doing for years
It is clear and undeniable what you have been doing with your life for a long time now.

Corrupt both of our worlds, now you livin in tears
Your actions have negatively affected both of our lives and now you suffer the consequences in isolation.

Cried you my only one, look me dead in the eye
You claimed to be my only one and looked directly into my eyes while expressing your emotions.

What a fool to believe, girl, for you I would die
In hindsight, I realize how foolish it was to strongly believe that I would be willing to die for you.

Thought I found my one and only girl
I thought I had finally found the love of my life.

To share my life and share my world
Someone to share all of life's experiences and adventures with.

Second guessing on myself, never cross the line
I constantly question and doubt myself, but I never act inappropriately or lose control.

Never once doubtn' you try to play my mind
Despite my doubts, I trust that you are not intentionally trying to deceive or manipulate me.

The best things always comes in twos
I believe that the most wonderful things in life are found in pairs or are comprised of two components.

But after this one time I couldn't stick around cuz of the wicked way you choose
However, after this particular incident, I decided that I could not continue to tolerate or overlook the deceitful actions you chose to take.

Though you were my baby boo
Despite my anger and disappointment, I still felt affectionate towards you.

The time came around to represent on what a man had to do
I felt it was time to act in a way that exemplifies the qualities of a responsible and mature man.

Swirvin', weavin', hit the intersection
I drove erratically, weaving and swerving between lanes, until I reached an intersection.

Fuck all the drama never shoulda had to mention
I despise all the unnecessary and avoidable tension that has arisen between us and wish it could be resolved without discussion.

But just in case you wanna really take a swirl
In case you are curious, I am offering you a chance to experience my point of view or perspective.

Don't trust nobody when it comes to my world
I advise you not to trust anyone else when it concerns matters within my world.

For just once I got a hold of my world
I finally gained control over my life and surroundings for once.

There's no more drama no more sad or slow songs about no girl
Now my life is free of conflict or negativity and I am no longer inspired to write sad songs about a failed relationship.

I shifted out a foo and hit the breaks quick
I quickly realized when I was being taken for granted and chose to end our relationship as a result.

Thinking, "Damn I coulda been there with this chick"
Reflecting on my past experiences and feeling regretful that my current situation could have been different if I had made alternate choices.

It's crazy, girlfriend didn't care what vatos think
The girl I was with did not care about the opinions or thoughts of others.

She sucked, she was getting down with Anthony and fucked him for his chick
She was unfaithful and used sex to gain something, such as the approval or attention of another man and his girlfriend.

Life was nothing but an all-day party she was livin
Her life was characterized by constant frivolous entertainment and social activities.

And I couldn't get up in it, and if i did guess what
I was unable to take part in it, and even if I was allowed to, it would have ended in negative consequences.

Then I'd be like the next man found
I would be indistinguishable from any other man that she had been with before.

And when I'm finding out they're pounding on your back
When I discovered that someone else was having sex with you, I felt angry and jealous.

And its still the same, but you claim things changed
The situation has not improved, but you insist that it has.

Tryna blame me for your games, Please!
You are attempting to shift blame onto me for your own actions and decisions, which is unacceptable.

It's all cool baby it's nobody's fault but mine
I am not mad about it anymore because I recognize that the situation was entirely caused by my own poor decisions and lack of discretion.

For goin on a ride on cloud nine
For allowing myself to be swept away by the overwhelming emotions of love and infatuation.

I coulda gave you my whole world then
I was more than willing to give you everything that I had to offer.

But I'd probably be sharing it with them
However, in reality, I would be sharing it with other men that you had also been with.

Nobody's gonna shape my world &
I am the one who is in charge of the direction and outcome of my own life.

Nobody's gonna make my world &
I am responsible for the creation and design of my own environment and experiences.

Nobody's gonna break my world &
No external factors or individuals will have the power to ruin or destroy my life or happiness.

Nobody's gonna take my world
I possess the sole ownership and control over my life and everything that comes with it.

The truth lies in the soul not to save the least
The most important and genuine truths come from within and are not dependent on saving or sparing others' feelings.

There's no one to blame cuz the pain is in the nature of the beast
The pain and difficulties that come along with life are not always preventable or caused by a specific person or event.

You know right from wrong, so stop holding on
You have the capability to distinguish between ethical and unethical behavior, so it is time to release any negative patterns or habits.

Look on the bright side, you're fortunate to be in my song
Despite our past conflicts, you should feel grateful or honored to be a part of my music or creative expression.

There's no exception, don't question what I believe
My beliefs and values are absolute and unwavering, so do not try to challenge or question them.

It's all good, till you tangled up the web we weave
Everything was fine until you created problems, complications, or negative situations due to your actions.

With our heart and soul and a mind of gold
We should love and live with great passion and purity, while using our intelligence and integrity to guide our decisions.

There will never be another like you in my world
You are unique and one-of-a-kind, and no one else could ever replace or replicate that in my life.

You still lookin at me sideways, why? Cuz I just sang my sad song
You are still suspicious or doubtful of me, possibly because of the personal emotions expressed in my music.

And you still cant believe I'm gone
You are struggling to accept that I have left or moved on from our relationship.

But you know I really understand, it's hard to swallow what I said
However, I empathize with how difficult it must be for you to process or accept the information I have given you.

When I think about the lies you fed
When I reflect on the times when you have lied to me in the past.

And it ain't all bad, it's actually all good
Despite the challenges or hardships, there are many positive aspects or outcomes.

Knowing that I did what I could, for real!
I am content with knowing that I genuinely did everything that I possibly could.

You shouldn't let it get you down or blue
You should not allow yourself to succumb to sadness or depression over this matter.

Think, I'm dedicating this song to you
This song is a tribute or dedication to you, expressing my emotions and sharing my experiences with the world.