SUICIDE
Al Azred Lyrics

A cripple, burden, shattered by life
He's physically, mentally, and emotionally broken down by the challenges and struggles he's faced throughout his life.

Martyrdom of himself
He's sacrificing himself for his own cause, in hopes that his death will serve a purpose or bring attention to his struggles.

Rancour, despair, daily bitterness
He's filled with resentment, hopelessness, and a constant sense of negativity, which he experiences every single day.

Incurable illness
His struggles and pain are not just temporary, but everlasting, as there is no cure for his illness.

Sullen thoughts about human being nonsense
He sees human existence as meaningless, and he's constantly plagued by dark and negative thoughts, which make him feel isolated from the world.

Sarcastic existence
He's lost his sense of sincerity and lives his life in a sarcastic and ironic manner, as a coping mechanism for his pain and struggle.

Suffering, agony, forgotten conceit
He's experiencing immense pain and torment, which is causing him to forsake his own pride and self-worth, as he struggles to endure the weight of his suffering.

To survive is deceit
He believes that living in a constant state of agony and struggle while pretending everything is okay is a form of deception or dishonesty to himself and those around him.

Lethal injection would be painless
He's contemplating suicide, as he believes that death would be a relief from the pain and struggle he's facing, and a lethal injection would be a peaceful way to go.

Dignity in death
He sees suicide as a dignified way to deal with his pain and struggles, as it represents taking control of his own life and choosing to end it on his own terms.

Relieving appeals of divine voices
He feels that the only release from his pain and suffering is the prospect of divine intervention, which he is appealing to through his choice to end his own life.

Dishearting disease
His illness is causing him to lose hope and become increasingly disillusioned with life, as he realizes that he may never recover from his suffering.

Suicide... Suicide is rife
He's acknowledging the prevalence of suicide and how common it is for people to feel overwhelmed and hopeless.

Fear inside
His decision to end his life is motivated by fear, as he's afraid of living with his illness and the pain and suffering that comes with it.

Forsaken pride
He's given up his sense of pride and self-worth, as his pain and struggle have left him feeling helpless and defeated.

He hastens death
He's trying to accelerate the process of his own death, as he sees it as the only way to escape his pain and suffering.

Why prolong his life ?
He's questioning the value of his own life, and whether it's worth continuing to suffer through the pain and struggle he's facing.