I Lost Myself
Alex M.O.R.P.H. Lyrics


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Yeah yeah yeah yeah, wow
(yeah yeah yeah yeah, yuh) uh

Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard
(Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard)
Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more
(Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more)
I lost myself in your eyes when I saw you
(I lost myself in your eyes when I saw you)
Now you are gone and there's
No one to talk to
(Now you are gone and there's
No one to talk to) every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard
(Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard)
Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more
(Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more)
I lost myself in your voice when I called you
(I lost myself in your voice
When I called you)
Jumped off the ledge and my
Feelings will fall through
(Jumped off the ledge and my
Feelings will fall through)

Yeah, let's go
(Aye, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

'Cause I'm in the abyss
I'm off the drugs, man
You can't tell me shit
(I'm off the drugs, man
You can't tell me shit)
So used to lonely, so used to lonely (O oh)
I missed the one from the
Times when you hold me, o-G
(I missed the one from the
Times when you hold me, o-G)
Keepin' it a hundo
Walkin' 'round the crib like a
Bottle made me stumble
(Walkin' 'round the crib like a
Bottle made me stumble)
I wish I could know how
The fuckin' cookie crumbles, yeah
(Fuckin' cookie crumbles)

But the future out of hindsight
(The future out of hindsight)
Blinded from the limelight, yeah
(Blinded from the limelight)
I will never be less, I just wanna love you
I wish I can go back to the
Times when I could touch you

I can't and I won't ever will
But now my money write songs, screamin'
"I'll fuck you"
(Never will, nah, I won't ever will)
If I can go back in time, man
I would have never fucked you (Aye, aye)
I'm 'bout my money now (Right now)
Laughin' to the bank, it's funny now
(Ha ha ha) people switchin' up and I
Couldn't feel better
Every bar spit, man, I'm gettin' too clever

Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard
(Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard)
Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more
(Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more)
I lost myself in your eyes when I saw you
(I lost myself in your eyes when I saw you)
Now you are gone and there's
No one to talk to
(Now you are gone and there's
No one to talk to) every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard
(Every night alone
Just a tally on the scoreboard)
Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more
(Drinkin' with the Devil and he
Tellin' me to pour more)
I lost myself in your voice when I called you
(I lost myself in your voice
When I called you)
Jumped off the ledge and my
Feelings will fall through
(Jumped off the ledge and my
Feelings will fall through)





PE$O, what the fu

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Alex M.O.R.P.H.'s "I Lost Myself" are about someone who is dealing with inner turmoil and struggles to maintain control. The main character is experiencing a strong feeling that they initially thought was flawless but is causing them to lose control. It is evident that they are facing criticism from others who are always tearing them down. The character is trying to live up to society's standards and believes that drinking and numbing the pain is the best way to get by. They are trying to stand up and be the faith others require of them while simultaneously struggling within themselves. They acknowledge that all the pain they are experiencing was built over time, but they need to find a way to quit.


The lyrics are relatable to everyone who has experienced inner turmoil while facing external criticism. The main character is trying hard to live up to others' standards while trying to find a way to deal with their internal struggles. The song captures the struggle of trying to stay true to oneself while trying to keep up the facade of conformity. The song's overall message is that it's essential to find a way to manage and overcome our struggles instead of numbing the pain.


Line by Line Meaning

My head is on a feeling
I have a strong feeling in my head


Strong and unflawed
This feeling is very powerful and perfect


While I'm on the inside
This feeling is within me


Losing control
I am losing control of myself


Right now it's taking over all my mind
This feeling is consuming my mind completely at this moment


The high podium keeps on tearing me down
The pressure to perform and meet expectations is causing me to feel defeated


Tearing me down
This pressure is causing me to feel discouraged


Hopefully, they'll believe I'm built this way
I hope that others will understand that this is just who I am


I lost myself
I have lost my sense of self


Live up to their scale
I am trying to meet their expectations


Drink all the pain away
I am trying to numb my pain with alcohol


Stand and be all their faith
I am expected to be the source of their faith and inspiration


Keep on flourishing
I am expected to continue to thrive and succeed


All the pain that you built
All the pain I am feeling is a result of my own actions


There's just one way to quit
There is only one way out of this situation


Right now it's taking over all my mind
This feeling is consuming my mind completely at this moment




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