I Don't Know If I Should Stay
Alexz Johnson Lyrics


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Where's my will
Can I find a way?
The earth is wild
And I can't sit still

A familiar sound
A familiar voice
Makes it so hard
To make a choice
I don't know if I should stay

A thousand stars
You will have my word
I'm bright enough
To fill these cracks

A familiar place
A familiar voice
Makes it so hard
To make a choice
I don't know if I should stay

I ran to you like water
I threw my body in
And I'll stand up on the ocean
Just to show you that I am strong, strong
But what if I am wrong

A familiar look
A familiar smile
Makes it so hard




To make a choice
I don't know if I should stay away

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Alexz Johnson's song "I Don't Know If I Should Stay" depict a person grappling with a difficult decision. The singer is feeling restless and uncertain, wondering if she can find the will or a way to settle down. The line "the earth is wild and I can't sit still" suggests that the singer is feeling restless and searching for something that she can hold onto. The tone of the song is contemplative and introspective, conveying the sense of indecision and the struggle to choose a path forward.


The singer finds herself torn between conflicting impulses, unable to make a clear decision. On the one hand, she feels a strong connection to a familiar voice, a familiar place, and a familiar smile. On the other hand, there is something about these things that makes it hard for her to make a choice. It seems that the singer is afraid of committing to one path or the other because she is unsure of what the future holds.


The song concludes with the singer expressing her determination and strength, even as she acknowledges the possibility that she may be wrong. The image of standing up on the ocean is a powerful one, conveying the idea that the singer is willing to take risks and face challenges in order to prove herself. Overall, "I Don't Know If I Should Stay" is a poignant exploration of the nuances of decision-making and the complexities of human emotion.


Line by Line Meaning

Where's my will
I feel lost and unsure of myself


Can I find a way?
I am searching for direction or guidance


The earth is wild
Life is unpredictable and chaotic


And I can't sit still
I am restless and unable to relax


A familiar sound
Something I recognize from the past


A familiar voice
Someone I know well


Makes it so hard
Creates difficulty or confusion


To make a choice
To decide on a course of action


I don't know if I should stay
I am uncertain whether to remain in this situation


A thousand stars
Many possibilities or opportunities


You will have my word
I promise to be truthful and reliable


I'm bright enough
I have the potential to illuminate my surroundings


To fill these cracks
To repair or make whole what has been damaged


I ran to you like water
I came to you easily and naturally


I threw my body in
I gave myself completely to you


And I'll stand up on the ocean
I am capable of great feats and strength


Just to show you that I am strong, strong
To prove my resilience and fortitude


But what if I am wrong
What if I make a mistake or bad decision?


A familiar look
A gaze or expression that I recognize


A familiar smile
A grin or smirk I have seen before


Makes it so hard
Creates difficulty or confusion


To make a choice
To decide on a course of action


I don't know if I should stay away
I am uncertain whether to leave this situation




Lyrics © Red Brick Music Publishing, Peermusic Publishing
Written by: GREG JOHNSTON, JEEN O'BRIEN, MARC WALLACE JORDAN

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Alicia Huynh

Still listening in 2016.. I absolutely love alexz johnson

Analisa Narine

Anyone in 2021 here

Pedro Seymour

Her voice is extremely... dark, haunting, and passionate on this track. It gives me the chills!

Shae H

I love this song. I hear it and I think of Tommy Q and Jude. LOL! This was one of the greatest shows ever. Loved it. Perfect song.

Janie Drenette

I Don't know what I love the most, her voice or the lyrics. Both of them are so beautiful !

darkteers

By far season 3 was my favorite of all of them! and i agree im totally waiting for season 4 !! she is amazing

Smoopy

this is sooo good!! i wish it were longer!!

naisha nergon

GREAT SONG I LOVE IT :)

sweetie404

Thank you so much for posting this song! Instant Star is such an underrated show and Alexz Johnson - she's such an amazing singer and not only that but a really good actress. I love that girl. Thanx again for the song!

Jessica A.

Love this song

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