11 Am I Inside
Alice in Chains Lyrics


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Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness
Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used
And because so, once was mine
I walk this maze alone
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up

Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
Chaos and hate shadow me, hate it fills me up
Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free




The man's beside himself, man's below himself
Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself

Overall Meaning

Am I Inside is a hauntingly introspective song by Alice in Chains that explores the themes of loneliness, emptiness, and pain. The lyrics describe a sense of being surrounded by a dark and lonely world, where the singer feels trapped inside himself. The opening lines set the tone for the entire song, with the sense of darkness creeping up on the singer. The line, "black is all I feel", is a metaphor for the emptiness in his life, and how the darkness he feels is all-consuming. The chorus adds to this theme with the line, "so this is how it feels to be free", which suggests that the darkness and loneliness are seen as a form of escape or release.


The singer's pain is further explored with lines like "chaos and hate shadow me" and "pain it fills me up". Throughout the song, the singer seems to be searching for something that will make him feel whole again. He wonders, "am I inside myself" and feels like he is walking through a maze alone. The idea of being lost and unsure of oneself is further amplified with the repetition of the line, "man's beside himself, man's below himself, man's behind himself".


Overall, Am I Inside is a powerful song that tackles themes of loneliness, pain, and the search for meaning in one's life. The lyrics are poignant and evocative, and the singer's voice only adds to the emotional resonance of the song.


Line by Line Meaning

Loneliness it shadows me, quicker than darkness
The feeling of loneliness is always present and seems to follow me closely, even faster than the darkness.


Crawls to the surface of my skin, visibly surrounded by it
It's a feeling that is almost tangible, like it's crawling on my skin and everyone around me can sense it.


Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Emptiness and sadness are the only emotions that I seem to feel, and in some strange way, it makes me feel free from the burden of happiness.


Surrounded by empty souls, artificial courage used
The people around me seem hollow and fake, putting on a brave face with artificial courage to hide their own emptiness.


And because so, once was mine
I too used to put on a fake persona to hide my own emptiness.


I walk this maze alone
I am navigating the complexities of life on my own, without any help or guidance.


The man's beside himself, man's below himself, Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
The man seems to be separated from himself, both physically and emotionally, and it makes me question whether I am truly connected to myself.


Chaos and hate shadow me, pain it fills me up
I am constantly surrounded by chaos and hate, which only adds to my own pain and suffering.


Only one thing makes me feel, missing better half of me
The only thing that brings any sense of solace is the thought of being reunited with my missing, better half.


Black is all I feel, so this is how it feels to be free
Emptiness and sadness continue to be the only emotions that I experience, and it still feels liberating in a strange way.


The man's beside himself, man's below himself, Man's behind himself, Am I inside myself
The persistent feeling of disconnection from myself still haunts me, leaving me unsure of where I truly stand in my own life.




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: LAYNE STALEY, JERRY CANTRELL

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