Hate To Feel
Alice in Chains Lyrics


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Oh yeah

What's gone wrong, I can't see straight
Been too long, so full of hate

What the fuck will it take?
Drown myself in my wake
'Nother shaggy D.A
Now a dog, shake my leg
Plastic man, paper face
Candy heart, what a waste
Got to change, set a date
Eat my cake, lick my plate

Stare at me with empty eyes
And point your words at me
Mirror on the wall will show you
What you're scared to see

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

So climb walls
Thin my blood now
And I crawl, back to bed now

What the hell, got to rest
Aching pain in my chest
Lucky me, now I'm set
Little bug for a pet
New Orleans, got to get
Pin cushion medicine
Used to be curious
Now the shit's sustenance

All this time I swore I'd never
Be like my old man
What the hey, it's time to face
Exactly what I am

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

What the hell, got to rest
Aching pain in my chest
Lucky me, now I'm set
Little bug for a pet
New Orleans, got to get
Pin cushion medicine
Used to be curious
Now the shit's sustenance

All this time I swore I'd never
Be like my old man
What the hey, it's time to face
Exactly who I am

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)




Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics in "Hate to Feel" by Alice in Chains explore the feeling of being consumed by negativity, hate, and self-loathing. The singer is struggling with the consequences of his actions and is trapped in a cycle of despair. He cannot escape his past and his inner demons, and he wishes he could numb himself to avoid feeling anything at all. He describes feeling like a "plastic man with a paper face" and a "little bug for a pet," which suggests that he feels insignificant and vulnerable. The line "Aching pain in my chest, lucky me, now I'm set" shows that he may be using drugs to cope with his emotional pain.


The chorus repeats the lines "I can see, yeah // I can feel, // Hate to see // Hate to feel," conveying the frustration of being aware of one's problems but feeling powerless to fix them. The mirror is mentioned as a symbol of self-reflection, but also as something to be feared because it shows the truth that the singer is "scared to see."


Overall, "Hate to Feel" is a poignant and raw portrayal of addiction, self-loathing, and hopelessness. It is a tragic reminder that sometimes, even when someone knows what they need to do to improve their life, they cannot find the strength to do it.


Line by Line Meaning

What's gone wrong, I can't see straight
I'm so consumed by my hatred that I can't even think straight.


Been too long, so full of hate
I've been holding onto this anger for so long that it's taken over my entire being.


What the fuck will it take?
I'm at a loss for what it will take for me to let go of this anger.


Drown myself in my wake
I'm so desperate to escape this pain that I'm considering drowning myself in my own tears.


'Nother shaggy D.A
I'm feeling so lost that I can't even come up with coherent thoughts or phrases.


Now a dog, shake my leg
I'm feeling so out of control that I'm comparing myself to a dog who can't stop shaking.


Plastic man, paper face
I feel like I'm not even a real person anymore - just a plastic figure with a false face.


Candy heart, what a waste
My heart feels like it's made of something cheap and useless, like a piece of candy that nobody wants.


Got to change, set a date
I know I need to make a change, but I'm having trouble actually committing to it.


Eat my cake, lick my plate
I'm indulging in unhealthy habits to distract myself from my pain.


Stare at me with empty eyes
People are judging me for my behavior, but they don't understand what I'm going through.


And point your words at me
Others are directing their anger and frustration at me, even though I'm already struggling.


Mirror on the wall will show you
If you look in a mirror, you'll see the same pain and anger that I'm experiencing.


What you're scared to see
You're scared to confront your own feelings, so you're taking it out on me instead.


So climb walls
I'm feeling so trapped and desperate that I would try anything to escape.


Thin my blood now
I want to get rid of this hate and anger, but I don't know how.


And I crawl, back to bed now
I'm so defeated that I can't even muster the strength to stand up and face the world.


What the hell, got to rest
I'm so tired of feeling this way that I'm willing to do anything to get some relief.


Aching pain in my chest
This anger is causing me physical pain, and it's unbearable.


Lucky me, now I'm set
I'm being sarcastic - the fact that I'm feeling this way is anything but lucky.


Little bug for a pet
I'm so desperate for companionship that I'm willing to settle for something as small and insignificant as a bug.


New Orleans, got to get
I'm searching for an escape, and I'm willing to travel to the other side of the country to find it.


Pin cushion medicine
I'm taking so many medications that I feel like a human pincushion.


Used to be curious
I used to have a sense of wonder and excitement about life, but that's all gone now.


Now the shit's sustenance
I'm relying on unhealthy coping mechanisms to survive because I feel like there's no other option.


All this time I swore I'd never
I never wanted to be like my father, who also had a lot of anger and pain.


Be like my old man
But now I see that I'm becoming just like him, and it's terrifying.


What the hey, it's time to face
I'm finally accepting that I need to confront my pain and move forward.


Exactly what I am
I'm facing the truth about who I am and what I've become because of my anger.


I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I'm aware of my surroundings and my problems, but I wish I could ignore them completely.


I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
I'm experiencing intense emotions, but I wish I could turn them off completely.


Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
I hate being confronted with my problems, and I wish I could just ignore them completely.


Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
I hate feeling so overwhelmed by my emotions, and I wish I could just numb myself completely.




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Written by: Layne Staley

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Lyrics:

What's gone wrong, I can't see straight
Been too long, so full of hate

What the fuck will it take?
Drown myself in my wake
'Nother shaggy D.A
Now a dog, shake my leg
Plastic man, paper face
Candy heart, what a waste
Got to change, set a date
Eat my cake, lick my plate

Stare at me with empty eyes
And point your words at me
Mirror on the wall will show you
What you're scared to see

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

So climb walls
Thin my blood now
And I crawl, back to bed now

What the hell, got to rest
Aching pain in my chest
Lucky me, now I'm set
Little bug for a pet
New Orleans, got to get
Pin cushion medicine
Used to be curious
Now the shit's sustenance

All this time I swore I'd never
Be like my old man
What the hey, it's time to face
Exactly what I am

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

What the hell, got to rest
Aching pain in my chest
Lucky me, now I'm set
Little bug for a pet
New Orleans, got to get
Pin cushion medicine
Used to be curious
Now the shit's sustenance

All this time I swore I'd never
Be like my old man
What the hey, it's time to face
Exactly who I am

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)

I can see, yeah (wish I couldn't see at all)
I can feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)
Hate to see (wish I couldn't see at all)
Hate to feel (wish I couldn't feel at all)



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Primitive In The Extreme

30 years have passed and this album still remains among my regular listens, a total masterpiece, every song, every riff 🤘🎸🤘

Juni Збережемо україні

@El violaperros muertos 5000 why complain about a compliment which is well deserved...who cares if its the same that man can express how he feels however the fuq he wishes

Dave Euhus

That's fukn awesome the best plate ever brother

Lil'

@Jake Clauson yeah, why not? Smallminded to complain about "pasting" when the "pasting" is about love.
Come on complainers.....🙄🙄🙄

Jake Clauson

Why not paste it to every song, it's true

Bugaloo Anzal

I totally agree..

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Bigman

Alice can write the darkest music I swear !!

KaylaHall1821

@Gametime_123exactly 2nd to no one! AIC was the best 90s band for sure even my top 3 of all time!

Phil Yeary

@Gametime_123 Melvins.

Gametime_123

@Chris Lane AG now I feel pompous.

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