Rain When I Die
Alice in Chains Lyrics


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Is she ready to know my frustration?
What she slippin' inside, slow castration
I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
Did she come here to try, try to take me

Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
Oh, when I die

Was it something I said, held against me?
Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
I can help her but won't, now she hates me

Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
Oh, when I die

She won't let me hide
She don't want me to cry

Yeah

Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me
Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
Could she love me again, or will she hate me
Probably not, I know why, can't explain me
Did she call my name?




I think it's gonna rain
Oh, when I die

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Rain When I Die" by Alice in Chains suggest a deep and introspective reflection on the singer's state of mind. The opening line "Is she ready to know my frustration?" sets the tone for a conversation or confrontation with another person. The singer talks about his mysterious and powerful presence, as he describes himself as a riddle that's too strong to be broken. However, he seems to be aware of the dark side of his personality and acknowledges the possibility that his actions or words might have caused some hurt. He wonders if he is being judged for something he said or did and held against him. The lines "Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing/ I can help her but won't, now she hates me" showcase the torment and inner conflict of someone who wants to reach out and help but holds back due to fear of rejection or vulnerability.


The chorus "Did she call my name?/ I think it's gonna rain/ Oh when I die" is an oblique reference to the idea of divine judgment and reckoning. The misty imagery of the rain implies the idea of a spiritual cleansing or a premonition of death. The singer seems to be grappling with the existential question of his worth and purpose, and if his life has any meaning beyond his immediate desires and pleasures. The lines "She won't let me hide/ She don't want me to cry" suggest that there is someone who cares for him and wants him to be emotionally honest and vulnerable.


Overall, "Rain When I Die" is a powerful and poignant song that delves deep into the themes of guilt, redemption, and salvation. It is a song that resonates with those who have suffered pain, loss, and uncertainty in their lives and are looking for a way to make peace with themselves and the world.


Line by Line Meaning

Is she ready to know my frustration?
The singer wonders if the person is willing to understand their inner turmoil.


What she slippin' inside, slow castration
The singer is metaphorically describing the discomfort of being vulnerable.


I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
The singer believes they are complex and resilient; impossible to break down.


Did she come here to try, try to take me
The artist is questioning whether the person has come with an ulterior motive to harm them.


Did she call my name?
The artist is uncertain if the person wants their attention.


I think it's gonna rain
The singer senses that an emotional outburst is forthcoming.


Oh, when I die
The singer is contemplating their own mortality.


Was it something I said, held against me?
The artist questions whether their words have caused them harm.


Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
The artist is saying that running from problems solves nothing, as we must deal with the difficulties and climb our way out.


Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
The artist is trying to draw attention to someone's fear or anxiety, and their resulting sense of being emotionally frozen.


I can help her but won't, now she hates me
The singer is aware of their ability to assist someone, but for unknown reasons refuses to do so, ultimately driving them away.


She won't let me hide
The artist cannot conceal their emotions from the person in question.


She don't want me to cry
The singer believes that the person wants them to be strong and in control of their emotions.


Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me
The singer wonders if the person will try and keep them anchored to reality.


Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
The singer hopes the person can forgive them for a past falsehood; a lie the singer told to avoid feeling embarrassed or ashamed.


Could she love me again, or will she hate me
The artist wonders if they have any chance of being forgiven and loved again, or if hate is the only option.


Probably not, I know why, can't explain me
The artist comes to the realization that perhaps they are not worthy of forgiveness or love, even though they do not understand why they may be this way.


Did she call my name?
The singer still remains uncertain as to whether they are wanted or not.


I think it's gonna rain
The singer senses once more that an emotional outburst is impending.


Oh, when I die
The artist's contemplations of mortality persist.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: Layne Staley, Sean Kinney, Jerry Cantrell, Michael Starr

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Is she ready to know my frustration?
What she slippin' inside, slow castration
I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
Did she come here to try, try to take me?
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die
Was it something I said, held against me?
Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
I can help her but won't, now she hates me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die
She won't let me hide
She don't want me to cry
Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me?
Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
Could she love me again or will she hate me?
Prob'ly not, I know why, can't explain me
Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die



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Is she ready to know my frustration?
What she slippin' inside, slow castration
I'm a riddle so strong, you can't break me
Did she come here to try, try to take me?

Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die

Was it something I said, held against me?
Ain't no life on the run, slowly climbing
Caught in ice so she stares, stares at nothing
I can help her but won't, now she hates me

Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die

She won't let me hide
She don't want me to cry

Will she keep on the ground, trying to ground me?
Slowly forgive my lie, lying to save me
Could she love me again or will she hate me?
Prob'ly not, I know why, can't explain me

Did she call my name?
I think it's gonna rain
When I die



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